Ivanya Basudewi (The Shackle of Life)

The Fear That Becomes Real

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Arriving at home, Vanya's fear intensifies as Ayu rushes out of the car without saying a word. However, Vanya tried to suppress her worry and immediately passed towards her room.

Arriving at the room, Vanya rushed to clean up. After that, Vanya immediately went downstairs to have lunch with Bagas and Ayu.

But somehow, the atmosphere of lunch felt different than usual. There was no laughter, no warmth, only cold and awkward feeling that enveloped the atmosphere at the dining table.

To the extent that, making Vanya who was about to ask permission to be delivered to Nisa's house became a little hesitant. Vanya decided not to say anything and immediately returned to her room. However, after cradling for a long time, Vanya finally ventured to go back down to the TV room, where Bagas and Ayu were.

Vanya momentarily stopped her steps under the stairs, she slightly cremated her hands while sighing, then she walked over to Bagas and Ayu who were sitting on the sofa.

"Bah." said Vanya who was standing by the sofa.

Bagas turned his head towards Vanya with a flat gaze, making Vanya even more hesitant to ask for permission.

Bagas raised his eyebrows and asked "What?" with such a cold voice.

"Can I just stay at Nisa's house?" Vanya asked with a bit of nervousness.

However, Vanya lowered her head in shock as Bagas answered her in such a harsh tone.

"You know, what's the good thing about being there??? You are in 6th grade, focused on learning!! Don't just play!!"

"But pah, Vanya over there is also studying" Vanya said softly.

"Halaaaaahs.. Learn-learn what!! At least you're just playing there.. You also should have been waiting for papah to pick you up, instead of calling your mom.. You know if you are pregnant again, you are tired, need rest. You even forced me to pick you up"

Vanya immediately looked at Bagas when she heard Bagas accusing her of forcing Ayu to pick her up.

"Bah, Vanya hgga.."

Not yet Vanya finish his words, Bagas already said "do not argue!!! Herein your HP, tonight papah sita let you ga mostly play HP, focus on learning!!"

Inevitably, Vanya also handed the phone in his hand to Bagas.

Bagas received the phone and said, "now you go into your room!! Today you don't get dinner rations, you have to contemplate what your mistake is!!"

Vanya glanced at Ayu who was focused on watching tv without any intention to defend her.

"You are still standing there!! Cepet into the room!!"

Hearing Bagas who was increasingly snapping at him, Vanya immediately passed towards his room without saying a word.

After entering the room, Vanya locked the door of her room and rested her body on the door.

Vanya sighed and walked over to her bed saying "Huh.. It turns out the same, worse"

The little girl spread her body while hugging the doll that Beautiful grandmother gave her very tightly.

"Finally, what Vanya was afraid of happened also Grandma.." Vanya said with tears beginning to flow.

"It turns out exactly what Nisa said, if you already have a bad feeling it mending do not need to be continued"

Now, Vanya understands why her heart is still unable to accept Bagas and Ayu. Even though Vanya was prepared for the worst possible event, she was still very surprised. Even his heart was slightly throbbing in pain due to Bagas who had suddenly changed very drastically.

Vanya further tightened her embrace on the doll given by Grandma Indah while saying "How should she??"

"Vanya is afraid." said Vanya with her stuffing increasingly bitter, so it does not feel make the little girl sleep in her sleep.

*****

Her morning..

Vanya who was ready to go to school was still silent in her room. The little girl hesitated to get out of her room, she was very reluctant to meet Bagas or Ayu. His eyes kept glancing towards the clock that was stuck on the wall.

Until Bi Asih's voice was heard behind the door

Vanya sighed heavily..

"Udah bi, this is Vanya going down" Vanya said as she rushed to grab her bag and went downstairs.

Again Vanya could only lower his head while sighing heavily as Bagas greeted him with a reprimand.

"You're just doing it anyway, this hour is coming down!! What time is it, mamah you are now waiting for papah in the salon, papah it should nganterin mamah you make check the content."

"Sorry pah" that's all Vanya can say.

Bagas immediately moved from his seat and handed a 50 thousand note to Vanya

"Udah nih, you have breakfast at school, papah already late"

Vanya also received the money with a slightly shaking hand, then immediately followed Bagas who had already walked towards the car.

*****

"Va.. You why?" Nisa asked Vanya who had just entered the classroom in great lethargy.

"Ga papa kok Nis" replied Vanya after sitting on her stool.

Nisa held onto Vanya's shoulders and shifted her friend's body slightly to face him.

"Ga papa how.. That's your puffy eyes!! You're like abis nangis huh??"

Vanya turned her gaze then shook her head while saying "engga papa loooh.."

"Iiiv, look meuuu in the eye.... If you are not papa, then why did you not come to my house.. Hp you are also not active.."

Vanya immediately looked at Nisa with teary eyes

"We go to the UKS, later I ask permission from the picket teacher" said Nisa then pulled Vanya to the UKS room.

When he arrived at the UKS room, Nisa left Vanya there for a moment to ask permission from the picket teacher who was there. Afterwards, Nisa immediately approached Vanya who was sitting on the edge of the gurney.

Nisa sits herself next to Vanya, asking Vanya to face her and clasping her hand slightly.

"Now, the story" said Nisa.

Vanya looked at Nisa for a moment and then started telling her everything in a slightly restrained voice.

"How do you want now?" Nisa asked as she pulled Vanya into her arms.

"I don't know.. I'm afraid.." Vanya replied with a sobbing that started coming out of her lips.

"Yaudah, in hadepin.. If it's not strong, there's still me.. You can cry as much as you in my arms.. Want to dirty my clothes with snot you are also not papa" said Nisa while patting Vanya's back gently.

Vanya immediately chuckled and then gently hit Nisa's back

"Thank you" said Vanya and broke her embrace.

Nisa smiled then said "He em.. Now that you sleep here, I let you.. I'll wake you up at break time"

Vanya smiled then nodded her head.

"Yaudah, if I go to class first.." Nisa then immediately moved on to return to class.

However, while in the doorway, Nisa turned her head back to Vanya who was staring at her. Nisa smiled and then immediately continued her steps, leaving Vanya who was back sobbing bitterly.

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