Ivanya Basudewi (The Shackle of Life)

Too Close Yourself

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Earlier...

Because of one thing Haidar did not know.

There, in one of the places near the coconut tree. The middle sat a man and a woman who was very well known by Vanya..

Who else if not Bagas and Ayu..

*****

"Dara.. Let's go find another place.." Vanya said while holding Haidar's hand.

Haidar stopped his steps and looked at Vanya. "Why? You don't like the place?"

"Like it, it's just a real race.. You know you don't like places that are too rame kyk gini.." Vanya replied with a slightly quivering sura.

Ok, for now, that is all that Vanya can make an excuse. It was not that Vanya did not want to tell how her bitter life used to be with Haidar. However, many things were considered by the girl.

Not just because they know you, though, but also there is still a little taste in the heart of Vanya that makes him still feel reluctant to tell how his bitter life used to be in the man who is now his lover.

After all, one thing that made his vanya upset for now. For some reason, every time he saw Bagas, his body suddenly became tremored just like that. It was like Vanya was fighting back, but what was the force, the reaction of her body was contrary to what was in her mind.

Haidar who saw that Vanya's body was shaking even more immediately felt a little panic. "Yaudah, jaudah, let's find somewhere else.. Or are we going back? Hmm??" The man said in a tone filled with worry.

Because really, Haidar does not know if Vanya has symptoms of tremors that are very severe if it is in a crowded place.

"Search somewhere else that's a little quiet.." Vanya said with a bit of nervousness..

"Mending us to the car just first yuk, calm down first in the car, abis it we think go where.."

Vanya nodded her head.

Haidar then drove Vanya to the car very carefully. Without knowing if Bagas is now watching them. But luckily, Ayu was on her back, so the woman had no idea of Vanya and Haidar.

"Here, have a drink.." Haidar said as he thrust a bottle of mineral water at Vanya.

"Calm down honey's.. Slowly.. Ok.." Said Haidar as he stroked Vanya's back gently as Vanya sipped the water in a slight hurry until half was left.

"Where is it better?" Haidar asked after confirming that Vanya's breathing had returned to normal.

Vanya nodded her head. "Udah.. Thanks yeah.."

"Lu emang kaya gini ya if at the place of rame?"

"Engga too.. It was just too rame, too crodite.. Dizziness of her eyes..."

Haidar sighed for a moment and said. "Jude, how? Still want to find somewhere else or go home?"

Vanya shook her head. "Search elsewhere ga papa.. From end to end of the beach.. We've come all the way here when we go straight home.."

"Ok. That's why we're looking for food first.. We haven't eaten since morning.."

"OK.." Vanya replied as she developed her sweet smile.

Haidar then damaged Vanya's head with anxiety and then began to drive his car at moderate speed.

*****

After finishing lunch, Haidar then took Vanya for an afternoon walk on the beach that does not have so many visitors.

After thinking for a long time. For a moment, Haidar looked at Vanya's hand in his hand before finally speaking. "Va.."

Vanya who heard that then turned to Haidar. "Hmm?"

"Lu don't want to live with the cave in the apartment?" Haidar asked with a bit of hesitation.

Yes, after a few months of school in SMK Pelita Jaya, Haidar asked to buy an apartment to Andi. Because in addition to the distance of his house too far with the school, he was also on guard if one day Vanya changed his mind and wanted a roof along with Haidar.

Vanya who got such a question was immediately staring at menstrual by frowning. "Where does that mean?"

Haidar pressed his shoulders. "Yes you live with that cave in the apartment.. It can save you money.."

However, Vanya did not give any response to Haidar's words. The girl just looked at Haidar by raising her next to her eyebrows.

As if understanding what was on Vanya's mind, Haidar said. "Falem.. Apartment cave there are 2 rooms, each room has a bathroom.. Seriously, there is no intention macem-macem kok same you.. If there is a cave hold.." The man ended his sentence with an awkward laugh.

Which, it instantly made Vanya giggle amusedly. "Gua knows what you mean by good Dar.. Mending is rich.. Gua ga want to take care of you.. Not to mention later if asked the same aunt Rima, must answer what cave try.."

"Yes yes.. Yehudah, how good.." Haidar said as he rubbed his nape awkwardly.

Vanya who realized that also developed a genuine smile. "But, thank you, you really care about the cave.."

"Definitely care, the same time the boyfriend himself does not care.." Sahut Haidar fast.

"He's the most concerned..."

Haidar responded with a small chuckle. "Va.."

"Hmm?"

"Gua has already told you the same, if you have any problems it's the same story cave.. But how do you never want to tell the same cave?"

Vanya shrugged her shoulders indifferently. "So the cave has no problem, continue what would the cave story to you?" The girl said with a little indifference..

Haidar who heard that could only sigh with resignation. The man then stopped his steps and then grasped both hands of Vanya.

"Va.. You can't believe the cave? So far the cave has always shriekain cave life to you.. Gua ga maksa you make nyeriain your life to the cave Va.. Just please, trust the cave.. If you need anything or why-why it's talking the same cave.. The cave must be there for you, the cave can be very in andelin in all things Va.." Haidar said with a bit of resignation.

Because really, convincing Vanya is like knocking down a tree that grows for hundreds of years using just a fruit knife. It's really hard..

Vanya who does not know to respond like anything can only sing her little smile and then walk back along the beach.

Leaving behind Haidar who was staring at Vanya with a hint of disappointment. Disappointed in himself who was unable to pull Vanya from the shackles of his grief..

It's not that Haidar is excited to know Vanya's past life.. It's just, Haidar wants the girl to be a little open and not too close.

But what is power.. As hard as Haidar tried, if it was not the will of the girl herself. At any time, his efforts will be in vain.

...-TBC-C...

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