
On Monday.
When I stepped on Monday, it felt like I had managed to pass the time for three days in a sick condition. Three days seems like a long time, because I am only at home and mostly spend time in the room.
I really did the recovery. Total rest, eat regularly and take medication on schedule, drink lots of water, and avoid staying up late.
Jarvis didn't tell me at all. When did he keep my number, so did Freya. Maybe they both felt very guilty about what happened to me three days ago.
The mind communication Jarvis used to do, ever since I was sick he never did that again. I also want to know how she and Freya are doing. I also still want to meet the two of them and do some more training to be able to improve my abilities.
And now, I was flirting in the hallway of the campus that was heading for my class. Because usually Jarvis passes around here and then intercepts me.
This time, the man did not come. Later in the afternoon I will try to come to his faculty. And may Jarvis not avoid me for still feeling guilty.
“Bellovaaaaa!!”
After that horrendous call, I immediately felt a fierce embrace from Serafina. Ah, he's a real freak. Two days ago Sera forced me to send home addresses, she wanted to visit me, but I refused because the condition of the house was crowded with employees of the workers in my mother's catering business. Weekend, I always have a lot of orders.
“Jeez, Sera. Lo ngagetin.” I said a little annoyed, but I returned his embrace.
Sera chuckled after pulling herself away from me. “Lo is very arrogant, not wanted!! Though yes, Brother Andra wants to join jengukin lo tauk!” Said with a splash.
Of course I was immediately stunned and looked at Sera straight. “Hah? Seriously?”
“Iya, he himself wants to come.”
“Wait.. lo why tell Brother Andra that I am sick?” I'm confused.
Sera directly hit my left arm softly with the binder book she had been holding since. “Pretend insensitive what the hell lo Bell? Brother Andra likes you! Time is not real?”
“Yang actually, Ser. Don't spread gossip ah.” I said doubtfully.
“Dilangin, be told honestly even do not believe. I want to ask the person directly ata--”
“Ser, don't do it ah. Embarrassed. Don't be too enthusiastic, either. What if it turns out that Brother Andra is humble to everyone? Basically, he cares for others and likes to help. I like to be friends with a lot of people. He is also the candidate of the BEM chairman. How could I like an introvert like this!” My home.
I saw Sera's face smiling. “Idiihh really mind lo. The nature and attitude of Kak Andra is the same for everyone, but yes still can be distinguished dong if he likes the same girl. More attention gituuu... continue to emang why if Kak Andra likes the same introverted girl and that person is lo?”
“Ish, it's weird. I'm the same person he hasn't known for a long time. And during this campus I also just know he is popular, that's aja.” I said with my lips. Then I started walking towards the classroom instead of continuing to talk standing up. Sera followed me.
“You PDKT only. I help you. Later---”
I immediately turned to Sera and gave her a sharp look. Sera instantly grimaced and remained silent while chuckling softly.
It's not that I don't want to, but I don't think I have the right time to be in a relationship with someone. Now I still confuse my own fate with that of having this ability. I still have to take care of myself. And if he manages to be in a relationship with Brother Andra, if he finds out about what is in me, will he still like it and not be afraid?
***
After the last class, I immediately say goodbye to Sera. And I also refused the invitation to eat in the afternoon, even though there was Brother Andra. I don't know, I'm prioritizing Jarvis and Freya first for now. Only the two of them can lead me.
So, now I'm standing in front of the FISIP building. Many students leave after the last class. I was too wobbly to find Jarvis or Freya if they passed by.
I waited for almost fifteen minutes, and finally the two of them appeared out of the hallway of the building. They were seen walking side by side and talking to each other about something.
I just called without stalling. “Jarvis!! Freya!!”
They looked up and looked at me. And their footsteps stopped in front of the steps of the FISIP building. I ran to get close to them.
My smile widens. “Thank God, I finally met you. You guys don't chat me either. So I came here. I'm healed, I'm healthy again. We can continue again.” My word.
I saw Freya standing still, and Jarvis was coming closer to me. His eyes looked serious.
“Bell...” Call Jarvis.
“Ya?” My toot.
“Emm, I don't think we need any more training. I don't need to coach you. We retreat. And don't go into that anymore. Lo also has three brothers who should be able to train you easily and correctly, without going through me. Honestly, I'm the same Freya did not dare. We used to train someone who was not strong enough, and he died. I'm the same Freya..we're traumatized.” Clearly slowly, and his gaze was serious to me.
I immediately gulped and occasionally glanced at Freya who was completely unwilling to look at me. Of course I am still confused by the decision of the two of them who suddenly like this. “T-wait. I can still handle it. You don't have to fear me for anything. I still want to coach you again, Jarvis. Then we do our mission. I'm going----”
“It's not as easy as you say, Bellova. I was scared, and Freya was scared too. The initial symptoms of a person who is not strong with his abilities, are as natural as.”
“But you clear it yourself. If the nosebleed after exerting energy it can occur. And at that time I strayed when trying to teleport back. Means it's also never been lo natural and not a thing-”
“But this is so serious! I'm the same Freya decided not to continue training you. Please, can you understand?” Jarvis asked in a tone that was initially so firm, then softened at the end.
I immediately exhaled a long breath and rubbed my face with a huff. “I want help to whom if not to you guys huh?” Ask wonder.
“Lo has family, Bell. You have three brothers lo.”
“They didn't help me at all, Jarvis!! I am clear!! My hope is only in you two. Why is it changing now? You guys came to me!!” I started to get emotional.
Jarvis. I saw his jaw harden. “This is my decision. And what caused all the good conspirators to go missing that night, was bokap lo!! That's the main factor if you want to know!! From today, never know me again nor Freya!!!” Rigorously.
That statement really made me speak a thousand languages. Freya passed me by and her gaze seemed to cry.
I don't know what's wrong with me, what's wrong with my father. Where did that assumption come from? Is there any evidence?
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