Itinerantur Temple

TEMPUS 25: Light Debate

“Nah, here's the recipe for Lova. You get plenty of rest first and if you take a bath it is better to use warm water until the next few days. Your body will feel aches, so warm water can help smooth your blood circulation as well.” Obviously Dr. Airin.

I nodded and received a piece of paper from him. “Thank you doc, and again sorry always ngerepotin doctor to come here.”

“Sorry to take care of Kak Airin, next time our family will go to practice, so Kak Airin does not need to come here.” Sahut Kak Eagle.

And I immediately widened my eyes. For what reason did the man reply and cast a friendly smile at Doctor Airin? And what was that? Brother Eagle calls doctor Airin with frills ‘kak’??

“It's okay, Eagle. I'm just glad I came here. After all, it has been common to check all of you since I was a resident and until I had my own practice.” Said Dr. Airin, who I saw he also smiled kindly at Brother Eagle.

Okay, it's actually not weird and it's nothing. But I think Brother Eagle is weird. Because usually he will be cold to anyone, except Mom. And normally that human being is also cold to Doctor Airin, why not today?

Because of his condolences to Dr. Airin and feeling bored in the room, I also took Dr. Airin to the terrace of the house.

Usually Doctor Airin accompanied by a nurse, but this time not. Maybe he was so loose that he could go alone. I heard that his schedule at the hospital had started at two o'clock in the afternoon.

“Greetings to Mom and more yes, Eagle..Lova...” said Dr. Airin.

Me and Brother Eagle both nodded. “Be careful on the road Yes Doc.. if you accidentally meet, we hang out together!!” Excruciate.

Of course my body is still limp, but it never hurts to walk for a moment and see Doctor Airin leave this area of the house. Coincidentally also the car Doctor Airin the same as the car owned by Kak Elang, which is jazz white color.

And since then, I noticed, Brother Eagle's view was not diverted from Doctor Airin. Even when the car was gone out through the gate of our house, the view of Kak Eagle still towards there.

I immediately nudged his right hand. “If you like to say!! Don't get harbored!!” I'm with jahil. Rarely do I dare to tease her, usually I choose silence, hehe.

Being friends with Jarvis and Freya, it makes me express myself. It turns out that having a circle of friends is very important for introverts like me.

Because in me this does have a desire that I do not want to continue being an introvert. I also want to easily express and interact with many people. And I felt that change. I began to be able to create a talk room with Eagle Brother, not as usual.

“You were if you were worried about the house people, should be aware. Don't even lose control.” After closing the main door.

I turned around and immediately nodded at him. “Kak, no, don't be psychic. If you never care about me, don't bother worrying about the future about what I'm doing out there. As if I had no privacy!! Can't I train myself out there?!” My grits. Because I think Brother Eagle has crossed the line.

Yes, I only realized when Dr. Airin was writing the prescription. I remember that Eagle Brother has the ability to see the future.

It might have been yesterday when I hadn't returned home yet, Eagle Brother quietly looked into the dimension of time and he knew what I was doing out there. Maybe he saw it all.

The question made me look at him for a long time. “Ya is so right.”

“If I don't care, I don't want to pick you up at all. If I don't care, I don't want to try to see what you're going to do out there. If I don't care, I won't think about your condition either. In fact, I took action, not just silent as you had in mind. My nature is cold, because I am like this. You're the only one who never knew me.” Stringency.

It made me swallow straight away because I felt guilty about him. Just this time Brother Eagle spoke in a firm and serious tone.

It was obvious that what he had said just now were words coming from his heart. He sincerely said that. His gaze also seemed a little disappointed with the words I tried to blame him earlier.

“M-sorry brother...” muttered slowly.

“For a while I did notice you, looking ahead, seeing what you were going to do. But not just you. I also noticed Bang Wara, Ravi, even Mother. Even though I knew everything, I never said it bluntly to them. I just kept quiet. And seeing you yesterday, I didn't tell Mom and the others either. No one knows. I just said, intentionally in front of Dr. Airin. Because he's the one who checked your situation, so he knows what's causing you pain. And he's an outsider, so there's no harm in me exposing that to him. Now, obviously?!”

I swallowed my mouth again. Then nodded slowly, trying to understand and understand what Elang Kak had said. “Iya, clear. Sorry to make you angry.”

“Not angry, Lova! But I as a brother, also want you to know and know me well, oh it turns out like this Eagle Brother, oh Eagle Brother like this. So. Not always hate and not understand me. That is why Bang Wara yesterday deliberately brought you close to me, so that you would know me. But in fact it's not. You still can't understand me.”

“That's because we're both hard. Brother Eagle's the second child, and I'm the youngest. We both want to be understood in different ways. If you want to be understood, then you must also understand me, not just one-sided. I'm the youngest child, likes to be noticed and likes to be explained. While Brother Eagle wants to be understood, but brother never interacted with me. If brother wrong me, brother wrong.” I dare to fight. Of course I don't want to be blamed.

In fact, the youngest child should be approached first, not approached. But I'm not the spoiled youngest, not like that.

I saw Brother Eagle speechless, maybe he also felt my words had a point.

“Who is a brother who does not want to know his own siblings? There's nothing. I want and want to know my sister. And you are a big brother to me. So, who should have opened up the space to get closer? Kan brother. I've been quiet for a long time, but it's my brother who always gives the signal of dislike. Then bring a fight. Is there anything that makes you jealous of me??” I'm spontaneous. Because it's only Eagle Brother who is always hard on me. Bang Wara and Kak Ravi are mediocre.

“Iya, ada.” The answer.

It made me feel sad. “If there is, what?” My toot. Though now my head is dizzy again, want to go back to the room, but I still want to respond to Brother Eagle.

“You're the same most beloved son Father.” Said Brother Eagle, looking straight at me.

The answer that made me fixated too. Is it supposed to be such a thing that makes Eagle Brother have envy and distinguish his attitude if it is with me?

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