
For the first time. Zahra looked at Samuel's face. He could see, though Samuel was smiling at him. However, there is a pain that her future husband is trying to endure.
"I'm sorry! We should be married now. But I'm lying here" said Samuel in a weak voice. He felt his chest burning. And the heart part is very sore. But as much as possible, he kept it. I don't want Zahra to get worried and sad.
"Hurry to heal. Are you not the one who always chased me? Want me to be halal for you? Why when the time comes. You even lay here? Wake up, or I won't forgive you."
I swear, even now, Samuel is in pain. But he smiled when he heard Zahra's chatter. This was the first time he had seen the other side of his future wife.
"Why smile? I'd really be mad if you still wanted to sleep in this ugly room."
Zahra again nagged Samuel. Makes Samuel want to hug her. Ah, if I could. Why did he have to get sick before he was legal with Zahra? Can't you put it off first?
"Don't get mad. I could get sick later. You're right, this room is so ugly. The bridal room I've prepared for us."
Samuel's words that sounded deliberately tempting Zahra, making the cheek behind the veil of Zahra redden.
Zahra, directly lowered her head. Afraid, Samuel realized his embarrassment.
...
It's been four days since Zahra went back to the hospital. Samuel's condition can't be said to be okay.
The doctor said there was damage to Samuel's heart. Somehow it can. But, it seems like the effects of drinking excess alcohol a few months ago.
"May? Uh uh?" call Samuel who looks even paler to his parents.
"Yes baby!" sahut Rosa represents her husband.
"So Sam's not strong anymore."
Really, Samuel didn't want to say it. However, he also felt that he could not take it anymore. It felt, the inside of his stomach was like being gnawed at something. Samuel was in pain and agony.
"No dear. Hang on, you can't do it without Samuel."
Rosa is getting hysterical. He could see that his son's body was almost at its limit. While Hamdan, he was only able to be silent in his tears.
"Please don't cry. Sam doesn't want to leave you with sadness. But, maybe this is Sam's destiny."
The pain in his body was excruciating. However, the pain in his heart was much more tormenting to him. Will he really lose his illness? And then leave both of his parents? Zahras? Will they not be able to unite?
Samuel's tears also fell. Imagine how the fate of his parents and Zahra if only he really could not survive.
"May? Whah? Sam can ask for something?" sam asked, after thinking long. Confident in his decision.
...
This time, everyone was allowed to gather in Samuel's room. At Samuel's request.
"I'm sorry! I have given you a hope that I can't currently live up to. I don't want to marry you, then leave you with a 'widow' status later. Pardon me! And thank you for being present in my life. Makes me see the light. Makes me find the right way. Blessed Zahra. I'm waiting for you in 'Heaven'NYA!"
Everyone is unable to hold back their tears. And, Zahra. The girl really felt cut. What destiny did God set for him? After he desperately avoids Samuel's love, they finally decide to live together. And that was after a long journey. But why, when the good time comes, God even wants to take her future husband?