Inviting Love Sometimes
Nabila hijratul hazanah
The promise from the mother was paid off when she memorized the toilet, but the suspect even said that the young man had been transferred to the Jakarta yard as his last request.free crying and speech unraveled, he said, the police can only look at pity . accompanied by his mother, he went to the house nabil but all he could do was news if om haris and diamond had moved to Jakarta.
Since then, Syifa began to get sick from being too self-punishing, never leaving the room except to prepare for prayer.two objects can not be separated from his embrace, he said, that is a phone that displays nabil photos that he downloaded from ig and also the book given by the man. while oral continues to miser and berdo’a for the freedom of the man.
The treeet!
A call came in from Aska he immediately picked up because how many times he called the man but there was no answer.
“Ka_”
“Assalamu alaikum Syifa."
“Wa’alaikumussalam,” the answer is weak, gratitude can communicate with aska make him shed tears.
“You're crying?”
“I need you. please Me, Ka..”
Without being asked, he immediately told what had happened.Syifa upload regretted and wanted to convey his true statement to the police station. he asked for an ask to go home but the man refused because he would undergo surgery.patiently, that was the only point of the sentence given aska.but either it was true or just wanted to make himself calm, he said, aska will try to contact her friend to give a statement that it is not nabil the owner of the item.
**
Already a week of promises aska try to make an excuse to throw guilt.no, he did not throw it but paused. without saying goodbye to mama, this morning syifa intends to meet eky. only the man knew the news of nabil. but when he got there, the workshop was closed.
“Yes god..” his eyes closed tired. indeed the distance is not far, but before here he has prepared the heart if later eky back to blame. whether a bad luck or not, but before here he has prepared the heart if later eky again blame, but he also regretted not meeting Eky.
Bruum! bruum!
His step toward the motorbike paused when a group of young men came and parked in front of the workshop.There is an eky, but the man behaved indifferently.
“Ky! briefly,” call him before the young man walks in with his friends.
Eky sighed and asked her friends not to interfere while telling them to open the workshop. After all left, eky stared at syifa.
"Not here,” he said when Syifa was about to say.
“I was just for a moment, Ky. wanted to know how it was.”
“Your parents will ask you a question,” eky turned her face towards the workshop,
“klo they are horrified that you caused his friend to die, you think they will let you go just like that?”
“Ky...." pangil syifa rahu after raising the taboo sentence, "meaning from the dead what...?”
Eky memejam then invited the woman to cover next to the workshop building, no sentence has been thrown. Syifa is not stupid, but he just wants to make sure.
“Tonight....he's in excussion,” says Eky almost without sound.
“Long!” tampik syifa with a skirt, immediately limp and finally sit tight on the green grass. wrenching cries are present. at this time he continues to raise the presumption of nabil must be free, free, but on the other hand reality seemed to invite him to fight.
Eky smiled wryly between the glassy eyes, “sad sorry, right?” he stared at bullying, “ayolah, syifa. come on! you are satisfied now.free tears that, will not return the situation.”
“She is innocent..” Syifa looked up at nanar, “I need to see her, I need to apologize.”.
“Don't remember about him and don't see his family, "that's how he forgives you."
“I need to pray for it.”
“Even he didn't allow you to.”
Syifa was flabbergasted, she immediately stood up and denied that nabil was not like that. But eky instead continued to shower with the sentence of blame so that she chose to leave with a pile of guilt.
**
“My heart used to be called because I believed in your greatness.
Sendih jema’ah passed through herself to the front mosque of the house where she currently lives.an invitation from the young woman to attend the study was only answered with a bitter smile.
“Syifa!”
Even his heart was not moved at all when one from inside the house called his name.A moment later an elusan on the shoulder made him turn his head.
“Yuk yuk, son. The air is cold.”
She shook her head, “let Syifa here, aunt.” her pandns looked back at the mosque, “I want to feel the environment of my birth.” a knotty smile was present.
Jakarta, how can he let the day go without looking at the city air that gives him free memories with his late father, nabil, and mamah? yes, his mother was gone almost a year ago.One by one God took his encouragement, that's why he ignored God but he no longer wanted to hate.
Since the departure of mamah, his life has not been maintained. he tried to look fine but he could not lie to aunt mirna, aunt mirna invited him to live in Jakarta and forget the memories in the poor city.he was always asked to take care of the big company of his late father, but Syifa refused and handed it to aunt mirna, the company, called Ifacrops, collapsed, but the aunt always tried to resurrect again.
Because the more days of his condition concerned, the syifa was finally taken to a spikiater named Nabila. syifa is not crazy, just menzolimi himself. he invited Syifa to talk and everything connected just that the woman was more daydreaming and there was nothing she asked.
“Ingin tell a story?” Nabila volunteered but got the gel. did not give up, nabila showed open the aunty mirna gave, “what about this book? want to tell?” the woman opened her book until she was on the last sheet, “Nabil alfarizi.”.
Hearing that name Syifa immediately looked up to snatch the book and hugged it, “that's my book.”
“Nabil alfarizi must be sad to see you like this.”
“She's gone!”
“If she still exists?”
Syifa was silent staring, she knew this woman just wanted to talk to her.
“I was horrified from your appointment, she made you like this?” Nabila did not get a reply, “definitely he is a bad person.” and finally the sneer immediately got an angry look.
“Dia... not evil.”.
“Kalo so, surely he's a bad guy who got the death penalty.”
“He is neither bad nor bad! you don't know him!” syifa's growl tightened her book in the chest.
Nabila was surprised, but he tried to be calm waiting for Syifa to relieve upset. “then, tell him so that I can know well about him.”
Withholding the displeasure, the syifa begins to tell about nabil, from his childhood, the way the man looked for him to the punishment that befell him. the way the syifa conveys so deeply makes the nabila fixated on the figure of the nabil, he even wipes a round of tears that pool at the corner of the eye.
“He's an amazing figure?”
Syifa ragged, “aku stupid. evil. I am selfish, not him. all just a misunderstanding.” once again he sobbed considering his selfishness. “even when I want to explain, they turn away. no one wants to believe and listen to me. Everyone blames.”
Nabila quickly hugged and patted his back. “from now on, we are friends, well. there I am who always listen and defend what is best for you.” Although not getting a nod, but nabila sure, syifa assented in the mind.
Syifa began to be happy, her day began to shine since meeting nabila. she returned to smile, and had expressed laughter if something funny. even today he joined the mole to accompany aunt mirna met with the owner of the company Maxgrub, a large company that offers cooperation, one of them with Ifacrops.
Various modifications of the maxgrub production motor lined up neatly on the floor of the largest store on the first floor.aunty mirna invites syifa in but the shopkeeper asks only Ifagrub owners who enter. aunt finally said goodbye because aunt mirna is known as the owner of Ifacrops.
Syifa chose to sit and circulate the view on the two-wheeled vehicle. For some reason after admiring the work, he remembered the figure of nabil. not until 15 minutes finally came out.
“Where's aunt, receive?”
Mirna has not answered, she just stared at her ponakannya. until the call from syifa made her realize and smile, “Alhamdulillah, dear. the owner of maxgrub want to cooperate with our company.”
Although he did not intervene and had ignored the company.Syifa still exploits his tantenya business.he congratulated them.they want to celebrate the success of it by eating on the second floor and want to shop.
Syifa immediately took aunt mirna up the escalator, but while standing there, she pegged when she saw a man who had just come out of the escalator stairs and turned out the mole when he reached the end of the stairs, syifa quickly turned around and immediately turned her back to the bottom.she ignored the screams of aunt mirna and continued to chase the man up to the terrace, but she lost track.
“Why baby?”
Syifa looked at her tantric nanar that followed, “tadi I saw nabil, auntie! he exists. he is alive!” happiness that momentarily radiated slowly disappeared when aunt mirna gave a pat on the back.
“She's full, baby,” added mirna, “surga. with papah, mamah, and also the bundle.”
“Tapi__”
“Have taken medicine?”
Aunty mirna's question made her shake blandly along with the breath.Maybe because she had not taken medicine from nabila, finally she hallucinated and considered it nabil.
"Will continue to the second floor?” ask aunt Mirna.
Syifa nodded and then took the veiled woman's arm back inside.
**
Sayup sounds dawn, he opened his eyes along with a heartbeat that is not strange.he was not having a nightmare just that he was surprised to find nabil in mimipi, the man groaned for help but when he approached he was just abandoned, the syifa chased but he fell and finally realized.
The knock from the door dispels daydreams as he tries to interpret the dream, “iya aunt! I'm awake,”
Syifa quickly went out of the room and took ablution. After praying and guaranteeing prayers for loved ones, he stared at the mobile screen on the nightstand.
His hands stretched out and opened Ig nabil. when he wanted to menscrool, he did not find any posts from the account 2 weeks ago.he immediately approached the aunt mirna in the kitchen and showed the screen.
“Eky hold, dear.” says aunt mirna.
The reason for his excitement is impossible, he had guessed it. but still there is hope that he still instilled. “tante knows eky?”
“When in Malang, aunt never met nabil and his friend it. and fitting we have lived in Jakarta aunt surprised to see the story on her account. hence aunt dm, the question is eky.”
Syifa ragged to hear the explanation of aunt mirna, he stared at the cuisine that is still stirred with various thoughts that he must do today, “nanti syifa want to mole well, aunt.”
“You bought something?”
Syifa.
**
A few minutes after performing the duhur prayer, Syifa bernagkat using an online taxi. aunty mirna forced to accompany but syifa wanted to learn independently and did not want to bother her aunt who was still in the office. due to shopping, but she wanted to learn independently and did not want to bother her aunt who was still in the office, just as an excuse to look for a figure similar to yesterday's nabil.
He knew, it wasn't nabil. but what was wrong in reminiscing about someone with a similar figure? while walking from the same direction, Syifa accidentally met nabila, they greeted each other.
“You bought what syifa?" nabila approached by dripping 3 bags of groceries.
“Cuman road course, sis. “ reply then stare confused shopping of the woman.
“Preparation walimah.” said nabila who suadh guessed the contents of his mind.
Syifa dumbfounded, “mau wed?” he got the nod, “when, Sis?”
The woman commented a smile, “later you also know klo Allah ngisinin me with him. surely invite will arrive, kok.”
Syifa could not force it even though it was a secret, but she was also happy to hear the marriage of the woman who had become her only friend in Jakarta.
“Lusa lanjapan still participated in the study, right?” ask nabila.
“In shayah.” reply.
Nabila glorified and said goodbye to go. Syifa also went to continue his intention.but almost an hour there he did not find the figure.he began to feel stupid with his expectations. the man must be a customer at the mole who doesn't come every day.
**
“Don't feel better than someone new to the throne, because we've been that bad.Know how the good railed against the past, know how the common people try to bagkit. do not let us include the sirik under the guise of’I”
While the speaker whispered the word in the mic, there was also a discussion from two simple women who sat in the study line.
“This time we go, well!”
“Where, Brother?” ask syifa.
Nabila put on a smile, “I want to know you with someone,"
Syifa looks to think, “but I permission first to my aunt.” he got the nod from nabila.
After the study ended, nabila asked her to leave together, but Syifa refused because she had not informed aunt mirna and wanted to change clothes.
**
In a parking lot of a fast food restaurant became a place where the nabila left his vehicle. he stared at the screen of the previous mobile phone to notify someone then entered the place.a wave of hands of a man wearing a suit smiling cheerfully at him, nabila quickly approached.
“A long time?” he blushed as the man pulled the chair, asking him to sit down.
The dimpled man admired, he was instantly looking for someone, “he said with your friend, where is he?”
“Later to.”
- Connect
who is that man, Dad?
Assalaamu alaikum, brother.please help him well, brother. and thank you who have followed my story until here. continue to follow until the end, well. thank you.
