Inviting Love Sometimes

White powder

Shifa looked up at the man beside her who was waving.

"I don't want to stay away from you, but can you just think my race is empathy?

Can we help each other without feeling?

Understand the meaning of love. If it is true that in your heart is love, then stop holding me back. Because with you, only the wound in your heart will not heal.

That's why it's proof that love doesn't actually have, Ska.."

Shifa wiped her tears then stood up leaving Aska who was still silent regretting.

"Faa...?" Call Aska, but don't stop the shifa from leaving, "Faa!?" he pulled the woman's left hand.

"Geez!" screeching Shifa, he tried to pull his hand from the grasp of the asca, but the man tightened it even more.

"Sakiit ska!!" His touch, indeed the bruise in his hand has not recovered and now the man pulled it again. slowly aska loosened his grip but not until released. "Delivery."

"Love doesn't have to have it, but blame me if you want to fight for you?" ask the ask, "Back of this attitude of mine is only the fear of losing you, the fear of other men who have you."

Aska looked at her ex-lover with a twinkle of hope, although she did not say it, but she knew there was still a sense that was only closed in disappointment there.

"Understand my situation," said Aska, he approached himself to hug the woman who kept his head down to enjoy the cry...

Plaque!!!

Not yet caught, the woman had slapped him so hard.he just gripped his cheek that felt sore Did not have the courage to protest.

"I told you, I'm not the Shifa I used to be! stop holding me!!" Shifa turned.

"Faa. wait!" aska tries to pull the hand of the shifa but the woman brushes over it immediately.

"That hand touches me once again! my race is just a hatred left for you!" shifa walked in and closed the door as hard as possible.

 

"Oharg!!" Shouted Aska, he vented his regret at the door of Shifa's house hoping that the woman would come back out. "faa..,"

"Hey! Young man!"

Aska turned her back to find the source of the sound. A middle-aged lung man in a scurity uniform was looking at him in surprise.

"Owalla. his son, Mr. Lee, to," muttered Tejo, a security complex there he knew Aska. the young man who several times arrested while still in High School but because of the power of the father, he was still in high school, the child is always free and makes trouble again at school.

"Go home, this girl's house.."

pinta Tejo did not dare to drive out the rough, because he knew aska had a martial skill.

Aska just continued to stare at him flat to make the skinny man feel scared and hurriedly left.

After confirming Tejo's departure, Aska again knocked on the door.he knew, the woman did not leave him alone.As disappointed, Shifa would still listen to the explanation of the garbage.

"Let me fight. improve attitude, organize life. Can you wait for me to be the man you want me to be?" there was no answer from the inside, aska had expected it but he wanted to finish his sentence.

"Faa.., even if you hate me. My race will remain the same. I'm sorry, for my selfishness.." I looked up and then pressed his forehead against the door. The sound of a hiccup from inside the house made the man shed tears.

Inside, the woman he expected to come out was sitting curled up on the floor. He leaned his back against the shofa, his hands hugging his knees while his left hand used to silence his own mouth trying to resist the choking sound due to the roar on his chest.

Right, there was still a sliver of taste for the man, only it was all covered in disappointment.

"I'm sorry I tortured you for my decision."

Shifa leaned her head against the shofa Remembering her togetherness with the aska, the man she once loved so much as well as the aska, Shifa is the woman who made her unable to turn away from other women.

But over time the meaning becomes a sense of wanting to have. Because of the overprotective nature of the asca, making shifa limit his friendship in order to maintain the feelings of his lover.

But it makes the shifa uncomfortable while the aska is increasingly disrespectful. Shifa who is aware of this unhealthy relationship asks to end it but instead harms her family and herself, because it enters into the complexity of love an Alaskan Standby.

**

After remembering, he looked at the door of the house. No more crying or knocking sounds from outside the sign of the man who made his eyes moist was gone. He walked up to pick up the whudu and performed his slightly late prat prayers.

Not yet calm, the shifa took the Quran and recited it in order to make his heart calmer.

It is difficult to forget the care of the aska him. The man's feelings always make him depressed, his words, his actions, the sentence of regret aska only makes his heart claustrophobic if you have to remember it.

Shifa kept her Qur'an on the bookshelf, her hands halted for a moment

See an open-colored maron with a hooded woman cover as the cover image.

He took the book and then sat down to open it. either how many times he finished but still the book entitled "How to Become a Sholeha Woman" it always attracts the attention of the shifa to continue reading it. Just want to dig back the knowledge and messages that are almost forgotten or remember the little man dimmed.

Triite...

Shifa put her book on the table then picked up her vibrating phone,

lia's name appears there.

"Assalamu alaikum, what's the matter Lia?"

"Vaalaikumussalam. Sis, later I can't go to school, I'll take-"

"Oiyah, teach ya?" Crop the shifa remembered the routine "Li, I closed well, I want to tell the kids first, assalamu alaikum."

Not yet Lia replied, Shifa had already hung up her phone.she told mina's parents to tell her friends not to wait for her at TPA

Shifa divided her time for

teach. monday-jum'at ba'da asar, saptu and sunday at 2. And it should have been after this asar he taught at TPA but because his mood and his eyes made him choose a holiday.

**

"Iiih..had not finished in matiin, where I would vent again." Kelu Lia when the shifa decided on her call.

Pyarrs!!

The sound from the first floor shocked him, he hurriedly exited the room to find out what was happening. Looking at the aska who had just come out of the room, the man walked over with a pale and sweaty face.

"Sister? Aska's sister?" Call him from above, but there is no answer from the man,

Aska continued to walk quickly to his motorbike, not caring for his sister who was calling and running after him.

Brums..! bruum...!

The sound of the motor made Lia rush out. "Sister! where to!?" He shouted, but the man was gone.

Lia stomped her feet to the floor proof of her frustration. "Heeeee," but he felt tightness in his chest, his heart ached.he hurriedly entered and sat in the living room shofa.

"Relax Lia.., calm down," he said as he took a breath trying to calm himself down. After feeling quite calm he stood up and looked for the source of the voice earlier, Well it was from the aska room.

Chequek!

Lia snorted annoyedly to find the room so messy, "duh! make a new job anyway," he pleaded then pick up the stuff scattered on the floor. There's pomades, watches, silver rings, camera gear, and some photos there.

Lia's eyes were fixed on the photo of a brownish blonde girl who was unraveling long with both her hands coiled around her brother's arms. Lia took the photo and saw it.

For a moment he smiled at the smile of knowing the woman, "basic bucin! Still in simple terms anyway," Lia cursed her brother himself then returned to pick up the goods there and keep it covered by a small bedside.

Seeing that there was an open drawer, he wanted to close it but his hand stopped when he saw the white powder in the small transparent plastic there. The diabilnya that thing then out of the room aska to his room, he kept the object in his drawer.

Lia sat curled up staring blankly at the window that showed the twilight-colored sky. His gaze was then fixed on the picture frame on the table.A narrow-eyed man was pinching the two cheeks of the girl whose hair was braided in two. Well, it's a picture of him and his childhood asca.

"When Aska's brother wants to change," he said as he took a pillow and then dunked his face there.

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