
Tomorrow say hello, this afternoon Syifa returned to the hospital.he found Aska had been allowed to enter Lia's room with the condition of using hijenis clothes from the hospital.
“Old time, Fa?” ask Aska when she leaves the room.
“New,” he answered looking at the battered face of Aska, “how are you, Ka?” the question made the man smile blandly.
“I hope your reason here is not just to ask my situation, Fa,” said Aska, “I'm afraid, your worry makes me feel more,” he continued.
Syifa lowered her head, “I just feel guilty asking you in my trouble.”
“Your current problem.My problem is also, Fa," the Aska ballast makes her look up, "this is the circle of the three of us.”
Syifa adored, “what is Lia's situation, now, Ka?” tanyanya turned to the window.
“The situation is still in a coma," said Aska, "but I saw her tears this morning, when she traced the Qur'an to him."
Syifa smiled, “He listened to you, Ka. kept doing that when beside him. The Quran verse is a healer.”
The happy sparkle on Aska's face turned serious looking at him, "if you don't mind, can you just chant it, Fa?”
"My speech is still a mess," he continued, answering Syifa's gaze, "I'm afraid the more he listens, the worse he's going to be. Let alone a sinner like me. You're not..."
“Ka,” between Syifa, “no reading Al-Qu'ran brings misfortune. everything is useful based on each intention. whether it is who reads, or who listens to it.”
Aska smiled bitterly, she chose to sit on the chair.
“I'm sure your friends would be proud to see you now."
Aska smiled wryly, “You know very well how my association, Fa. Most of them do not like change.they will even stay away from me."
“But there is a God with you," his aggression made the man stare, “if they stay away from you. That means Allah wants to protect you, Ka."
Aska looked away along with helaan. he himself was not sure of himself, could he be a person either after getting reality, there is no hope with his puja?
“Can I? you're my reason for better, Fa.”
“Do not doubt His power, Ka. if Allah wills to straighten the heart.He will set it straight. You will be directed to good people, you will be righted to good people, as long as you still want to be on His path.”
Aska snorted, “I myself am not sure of myself, Fa. whether I can still survive,“ he looked at Syifa “because the good man I hope to bring that goodness.., instead told me to stay away.”.
Syifa was silent for a moment, understanding who the Man meant, “there are still many good people who can take you better, Ka. not necessarily with a woman as selfish as me.”
Aska tried to smile, she chose to stare blandly ahead, "now my religion forbids wishing on His creatures.then, what should I do in order for there to be hope with you?"
"Through do'a.“
Aska was surprised by Syifa's reply to her fumigation.he stared asking for an explanation.
“I iklas, my name is in your prayer," said Syifa, "try to ask Me on him. If we are destined, then God will also thrill my heart.”
Aska was still silent between happy and surprised, making him stare.
“I'm comfortable we're like this, Ka. but I'm also afraid of exceeding His will. He is the one who governs. He who is almighty turns his heart back and my heart is controlled by him.”
“You gave me a chance?” finally the sentence succeeded Aska.
“Will I give, if God leads my heart to you again, Ka. I just want to give you some spirit. I don't want someone to let go of his loyalty anymore just because of me.”
At least Syifa's sentence gave a little fresh air and strength to the man.he looked up, gave thanks and asked God to strengthen his heart in order to receive what he had lived.
“Wahai dzat who turns back your heart, set my heart above your religion.”
**
For a few days Syifa did not make any plans. Aska has not recovered, while Nabil also never met.but photos taken by Aska still he kept as a tool, waiting for aunt sarah to recover.
Syifa did his activities as usual.from the morning before the sublime, he accompanied Lia. and half a day he spent selling online at home.but the afternoon after the ashar he got Nina's invitation to walk to the park.
After being satisfied, Nina also paid first while she still settled on editing photos for her online business.
“Kak Syifa!"
The voice of the little boy made him look up, his lips cut open realizing it was diamond.he would not have dodged if there was no nabil there.But unfortunately, the man was there and approached with diamond.
“Assalamu aleikum, Fa," said Nabil.
“Yuk road, Brother?”
Syifa immediately put her phone in the bag then looked at the child's pity, “Sorry yeah, diamond. but brother already wants to go home.”
"Say I may consider Kak syifa brother, but why is Kak syifa nolak? though klo Kak nabil I ajakin way, want!" chirps intan.
Syifa could only cut down, regretting her agreement that night.
“I won't walk beside you, Fa. I'm just watching you from afar," Nabil knows what Syifa is worried about, “though I want to, but I promise I won't discuss it at this meeting.”
Syifa circulated the view almost throughout the park, making sure there was no mother. After being sure, she smiled at diamond.
“Jude, yuk! Where are we going?”
“Hore!” Intan leaped cheerfully, “then aja kak syifa.” he wrestled spoiled in the arms of the woman.
Syifa looked back and stopped at Mas es corn, "there!" the suggestion is that they leave while Nabil sits watching their closeness.
After the ice corn is ready, Syifa invites diamonds to find a seat.intan really enjoyed the togetherness, Syifa laughter broke when the child's face was smitten.but his cheer turned moody when he heard the diamond's hope.
“I want to keep going to gini. the same Kak syifa, se. la.maanya," cry diamond got a swipe from syifa, syifa,
"And there was Brother Nabil," comforted Syifa but the boy was lost.
“Now klo the same way he is like a statue, there is no cheerful cherry.at home is also so," diamond fights.
“I was once in anuratin also because playing in his room.but Kak nabil added angrily when I pointed out a small plastic that contained flour.”
"Flour?"
Intan admired nodding, “padahal just a powder, but held back until angryin I. want me aduin to mother also even more angry."
“To his side?”
Intan hooks, “what's the stuff well, sister? wear a plastic model that is like a martabak pickle place, but the size is smaller. keep fitting I open..”.
“You'll be able to open?” Syifa knew what the child was trying to describe.
“Cuman I inhaled, but to my head was dizzy.” diamond memicing considering what he felt at that time, “or not-don't, it was like an illegal drug that caused his father humairah died?”
Syifa tried to remember one of her students named humairah, but came out of TPA because of the action of the city.
“Soalnya very hard, Kak.” continued diamond.
"Know where does a drug clo like that hard?”
“Then, humor often stories about his father who arrived to enter the room after a fight with his mother.as seen, it turns out his father used drugs such as powder.humairah's mother wanted to throw away, but instead scolded the same father Humaira. humairah cry see they fight, Ka."
"Continue?"
"Before the father of humorah died, Humaira joined his mother with the development of his father from the doctor.and said the doctor, the father of humorah overdosiai due to hard drugs."
Intan arrived to look down, “and the item I found in the room sister nabil, the characteristics of the same exact that said humairah.”
Syifa quickly rubbed the diamond's back, "do you think if your sister uses the same medicine as her father's humor?”
Intan looked up to shake his head, “ said humor, his father used it because there was a problem." Intan threw away the melted ice cream then cleaned his hands on the flowers beside.
“I, mommy equally dote on Kak nabil.we are a happy family. There is no way Kak nabil wears such an item.”
“Intan,” call Syifa, “people who use such items are not always due to family problems. Many use them because they are not confident. want to try, and also the association that forces them to wear."
“But Kak nabil is confident.he is also smart and knows which to try and enggak.” denied diamond.
“But you don't recognize all his friends, do you?”
The question of Syifa made diamond eyes cultivate clear liquid.he looked up at the woman.
“What is Kak Syifa now calling Kak nabil villain?” ask her with a sob, “what is it that Kak syifa is staying away from Kak nabil?”
- Connected.
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