Inviting Love Sometimes
Surprising news
Assalamu aleikum everyone. meet me again, Aira Annur.
According to what I said at the time. MCK in sya Allah expires not until the 3rd month, please do'a well. may the path to the goal be launched by Allah, accept love.
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His meeting with Eky some time ago ended well, but after a few days the man returned to being indifferent when he wanted to know when the date of the nabil trial was held.
Intentions to Aunt Sarah's house when she gets a call from Aska.
“Waalaikumussalam.what's up, Ka?”
“Jam 4 pm I'll leave for Japan.”
**
The footsteps behind the wolfis cloth skirt continued to clash towards the arrival terminal.When he got there, he dazedly looked for a young man wearing a black jacket.
“Syifa!”
Until finally the voice membebri direction, he immediately approached “why suddenly like this?”
“Sorry,” says Aska, “I think there is no need to tell you far away day.”
Syifa sighed, “Lia how? I'd like to see you.”
“Lia has already entered first with Doctor Rika and other nurses, Fa. sorry, but it is impossible right, I hold Lia here?”
Syifa is still not willing, how can she feel calm if she does not see Lia, but she also should not be selfish.
“Your business is done?”
Aska's question made him think of the nabil who already hated.
“Do’a aja, ka.” reply with a vibrating tone, he lowered his head to hide a pile of tears, “have love, well! it's been helping me all this time,” but when it's up, the tears just get away.
“Antar me with a smile, Fa,” added Aska. “ do not cry. I want to remember your smile there is not your sad face.”
This time Syifa was just busy wiping tears that did not want to be contained.
“Although far away, I will always be there for you. I will not allow myself to be loved by someone before you open your heart to others, Fa.”
“Yourself belongs to God, Ka...” reply Syifa blocked.he tried to catch his breath but still did not make the roar in the chest reduced, “I am not sure how I feel. will I be strong when the eyes that used to look sad now look at me hate. Nabil already hates me. he hates me, Aska..."
The man was silent.he hoped that in the seconds of his departure Syifa would discuss his feelings, but the woman actually regretted the attitude to other men.
“That's my goal, but I shouldn't have to involve the police, Ka. I'm stupid!”
“Do not regret, Fa. You have done it. time can not return to change.”
“I think it's easy, Ka. I think strong.” he still sobbed while the man in front of him just stared pity. Until the announcement that passengers rushed to the plane made syifa quickly look at Aska.
“I'm going, well.” Aska tightened the handle of the suitcase, “you are strong.You have a God who understands your feelings. I'm sure, He will help you through this regret.” he was silent for a moment.His hands were raised about to wipe the head of the syifa, but he puffed up and just clenched the wind.
“You obedient servant, Fa. It's only a matter of time. He'll bring you happiness when you've gone through this.” Aska heaved a heavy sigh when the woman looked back down and sobbed “Assalamu alaikum__"
Syifa looked up, "Ka.."
“Iya?”
“Send my apologies to Lia. whisper to her, though I am not there for her. but I will accompany her in prayer.”.
Aska nodded, “ada again?” he asked when Syifa was silent long enough to stare.
“I used to expect you like this, Ka.” syifa sentence makes the man gasp, “thank you because all this time you want to understand my feelings and you control your feelings.”
“I will keep waiting for you.”
"Kaa.”
Ask meneggeleng, “I know what you want to say. not now, well. let me explore the feeling even though the voters did not write my story there.”
“Why, Ka?” Syifa knew the man still wanted to speak.
“Do you mind if I ask you to drop off with a smile? I just miss that warm smile coming to me again, Fa.”
Syifa has not yet responded.
“I'm sorry, I didn't force you, kok. ask me too much too.” Aska looked away, but the syifa sentence again became the reason for staring.
“Thank you for our story,” syifa reviewed a smile, “because from you too, I got a guidanceah.”
Aska also smiled widely, “keep your heart, well, Fa. do not connect with models like me,” he got a nod accompanied by a small laugh from syifa, “Assalamu alaikum.”
"Waalaikumussalam.” Syifa was still fixated on looking at Aska who had stepped and got further and further away.
"you changed when my race was dead against you, Ka. do not put me in memory, remember God. I have given you a wound.only the heart of God will be calm.”
**
The day after Aska's departure, the final trial of her late father's case was held again.there were two men as defendants, Syifa still knows who the new defendant was.he was Farhan, he was, the man he and Nabil suspected first. Farhan had disappeared after he got the inheritance letter he kept, lucky the case was reopened so that with young hariis men found it with the help of photo spread.
Crying broke out as Farhan confessed and explained how the victim was killed in a sadistic way as well as an engineering involving an accident. Ana unceasingly denounced the man, while hariis who had been free from the demands also cried for her best friend.but in addition to the heartache, there was still a smile that flashed from the face of Syifa. he looked up at the sky of the room.
"O Allah, thank you for resolving their dispute. Please help me too.”
After the trial was over, Ana and Syifa deliberately waited for the day to come out. Shortly after, the man came out alone because none of the family accompanied him earlier. Ana immediately approached and showered with apologies. While Syifa only kept quiet, she was very reluctant, surely om must have known he was the cause of nabil caught, but the man actually smiled and called her closer.
“It's time you took care of your father's company, Nak.” said hariis expectantly, but it looks like he got a rejection from Syifa.
Yes, Syifa refused and entrusted it to om hariis.he asked om hariis who managed it. Besides being inexperienced, she also did not want to be a proud woman and burdened with world affairs. the conversation was interrupted when the day was approached by a driver and asked him to go home immediately.
**
A few dozen minutes after the departure of the mother, a knock was heard from the front door.he opened and it turned out to be aunty mirna.he frowned to find the veiled woman's eyes moist and reddened.
“Bundanya nabil died, Nak.”
**
Surprised, he was not even able to control himself to hear the news.with a bitter feeling, Syifa followed aunt mirna to Ta’ziah place. the quick step into the house changed slowly when he saw a young man who was escorted by 2 police officers who were lying next to the corpse that had been covered in a shroud.
“Mother...., do not stay in diamond. diamond dear mother! don't go…."
The moaning of the little boy next to the young man made him bend his knees in a row of petakziah.he did not dare to approach and chose to look at the mother sarah from far away.he wanted to hug diamond, he did not want to, very sad in front of Nabil.
Crying rumbles when the corpse is included in the chest, said La ilaha illah become a sentence that continues to dominate until the burial place.covered already burrow it, lahat, all petakziah staring at the palm guaranteeing do’a from pak ustad.
after do’a completed they all alternately pronounce martial sungkawa.
“Pak, watch me when I get together with my family until tomorrow,” pinta Nabil with a voice that is almost exhausted when 2 police ask him to return to the prison but the two men again handcuff his hand, “pak, and he will not be able to do so, what if tonight my father just picked me up,” bargain that began to panic, he stared at the sobbing diamond.
“Pak, we are in mourning.please understand the situation of my son. Give us time to gather at home, please,” Father even helped but still got rejected on the grounds that the case experienced by Nabil is a very severe case.
A look of disgust, anger, hate, torment, mixed with pleasure in a nabil's gaze. looked at him with emphasis as if to say, that ‘ini is painful. Syifa immediately lowered her head to avoid that gaze.
“Kak nabil don't go..., don't stay in diamond!” yell diamond lined up her brother who had walked to the police, he pulled the tip of the man's shirt and made him bend his knees, “papa busy, mother already no. Diamond same who klo brother also went…. who's the same diamond!?”
Nabil immediately wiped the tears of diamonds by trying to smile, “papa will not stay in diamonds. klo papa busy ‘kan no bi uti nemenin diamond, well!” he hugged his sister, “promise, later klo brother in heaven, brother will sampain salam miss diamond to mother.”
Syifa who was not far from the place of nabil and diamond frowned at the young man's statement.what did nabil mean to say it? amusing? surely the man was comforting his sister.Syifa was also filled to watch the diamond that was trying to pull the hand nabil, holding him back so as not to go. But someone came and decided the pull.
“Bad nabil brother!” diamond screams staring at the nabil who has entered the car, “ liars! brother tell intan jangain mother.intan already jangain mother! take care of mom! brother says klo diamond lasain that brother will nemenin diamond again! take diamond's road again! but sister instead left...”.
Couldn't bear to hear his roar, syifa quickly approached and hugged the boy, “intan Iang, patience, well!” he said but a second later he got a rejection.
“Go! brother syifa go!” yell diamond pushed him, “ini all because kak syifa report kak nabil to the police! intan hates syifa! intan hate!” intar ran to hug his papa.
Syifa was about to approach but om hariis blessed the hand forbid it to approach, “om was also disappointed with you,” said haris then invited his daughter to come home.
Has not had time to control himself over diamond abuse, Syifa again imitated with the gaze of the nabil family who are still there.an elusan from mother and aunt mirna made him unable to bend tears, he said, he hugged Mama and shed tears there.
**
A glass of warm tea that had just been placed on the nightstand by aunt mirna was only stared at bland.the woman who had not worn the face cover was bidding into the living room after advising her to drink. maybe because of seeing the situation that makes aunt mirna choose to stay overnight.
the tears escaped again when he remembered the glare of disgust nabil. diamond and om hariis mistakes were very disappointed until he was forbidden to approach.
Syifa curled her face above her knees trying to paint the face of mother sara in memory.
“Mother, sorry syifa. is not like this means. syifa is really sorry.”.
“Mas firaz must be disappointed in your daughter, mba! because his decision made my wife die and one more life will be taken!”
Syifa immediately looked up to hear the screeching om hariis in the guest room, he was aghast and immediately came out.
“His life who will be snatched?” yanya Ana on harris.
“My son will be sentenced to death!”
The deg!
Syifa stared at the answer om hariis to his mother.his gaze did not blink at all, but once blinked 2 tears just flowed.
“Om...”
His shrewd surah made om hariis turn his head. Syifa stopped stepping when the man glorified his hands asking him to stay in place.om should turn then kneel staring at the floor, and then look at the floor, he shook his head with a soft but heartbreaking cry in his ear.
“Over the years we've done’a to meet you, we keep all the trust given to you.but what's the reply.” hariis can't continue the sentence.
Syifa also bent his knees, staring at om haris, “tante, nabil will not be in the death penalty 'kan aunt?” ask her when aunt mirna came and hugged,“ aunt!?” he urged when the woman was just speechless.
Being between hearing and not receiving, making him bagkit facing om hariis. “om, sa-I was wrong with ‘kan om. nabil could not be sentenced to death, right om?” once again the question got no answer and had to swallow what he was trying to refute.Syifa closed herself to the floor, showering her with tears.
“Please say no, Oom. don't make the syifa feel more guilty,” lamiranya with a vibrating tone, he looked up when om hariis got up.
“Om sure, even your late father and wife, Om. must be disappointed in you.” hari quickly approached mama syifa who sat sobbing on the sofa. “I give back everything related to your family company, you know, Mba!” he said as he lowered the bag containing the file onto the table.
“I am disappointed but mba and syifa do not have to worry, we do not have time for revenge.we will stay away from you." should leave the house.
A heartbreaking roar was present from the syifa when the man had already come out of the house.he hit his chest several times but was prevented by aunt mirna.
“Hentika syifa... don't zolimi yourself, Nak.”
“Everything because of me.. I caused it, auntie! me!” raung syifa, “how can I not blame myself..I made her mother die, and I was the cause of her being punished!”.
Mamah quickly approached trying to calm down even though she was also in shock, “Bu-not your fault, Son. her mother died of a heart attack.so it's not your fault.”
Syifa shook her head, “she had a heart attack because she knew her son would be sentenced to that punishment. I am not deaf, mah. I heard everything.” Syifa ran out of the house.
“I have to meet him! I have to defend him!” he tried to escape from the attraction of aunt mirna, but the veiled woman pulled him rough and found herself on the steps of the terrace.
“Officers will also not let us,” mother comes and hugs him, “tomorrow, dear. tomorrow we meet him."
- Connected.
Still.support it well, brother, thank you.
assalamu alaikum
