In the End I Surrender

SANDIA'S FEELING

Gavin drove his car to his subscription restaurant located on the beach at high speed. He had to get there before Vania and Rangga left.

At the restaurant where Vania is currently eating, she was eating spicy squid and green chili shrimp after she finished her grilled gurameh. The one who saw him could only shake his head.

" Aren't you going to eat anymore? It's delicious, huh." Vania looked at Rangga.

" I'm full, ah." Rangga smiled.

Up ahead Sandia and her friend go into the same restaurant.

" San, isn't that your husband? Just who is he? Looks like he's with his wife Gavin." Gania pointed towards Rangga.

Sandia looked towards Gania's hand.

Degs...

Sandia's heart paled when she saw her husband with his sister-in-law. Somehow his heart felt jelous seeing Rangga rubbed his lips with a tissue. However the two were ever close to each other, Sandia did not want if their feelings exceeded the limit.

Sandia immediately walked up to him.

" Is this what you mean by that important business, Mas?"

Rangga and Vania looked up at Sandia who was standing in front of her.

" Dear you're here?" Ask Rangga a little nervous.

" What if I'm here? You're afraid of getting caught out if you're alone with brother-in-law." Sandia's words hit Vania's heart.

" Sandia I...

" Sister doesn't need to explain, let Mas Rangga explain. Why would he lie to his own wife if he was having important business with a client? Even though he's here. Is Vania an important client? Why did sister Vania become more important than me and her own wife?" Sandia flocked Rangga with various questions.

" Dear is not what I mean." Rangga.

" What do you mean, Mom? I took you to lunch together but you refused it for that reason, then now that I see you having lunch together here with brother-in-law, shouldn't I think negatively of you? I did allow you to give help to Vania's sister but not by lying to me Mas. I didn't expect any of this from you. I'm disappointed in you." Sandia's words passed leaving them.

" Sandia wait!" Vania.

Sandia did not budge, she continued to walk until at the door she passed Gavin.

" Sandia are you here too?" Gavin looked at Sandia.

" What's wrong with you? Why do you seem to be angry? Did something happen to you?"

" Yes... Something happened, but not with me but with Mas Rangga and your wife." Sandia ketus.

Degs...

Gavin's heart paled hearing Sandia's words. Just this time Sandia mentioned you to Gavin. Gavin is convinced that Sandia's anger is on the verge.

" Sandia Mas can explain all this." Said Rangga approaching him.

" I don't need your explanation. I don't care about your relationship anymore. Either it's just as a brother or because there's another relationship."

" You can be angry with Mas, because Mas admitted that Mas was wrong. But you don't deserve to talk like that to your husband and sister-in-law." Rangga.

" Then what should I do?" Sandia stared intently at Rangga. He did not care about the other visitors.

" I asked you, Mom. Since when did sister Vania become your top priority?"

Rangga was silent not flinching. He thought it was useless to explain it at this time because Sandia was being dominated by emotions. Existing ones would only add to the commotion that would humiliate their families.

" You can't answer that, can you? I'll answer for myself, without you knowing you've made sister Vania a top priority for a long time. Ever since you didn't know me, you wanted to repeat the same story that Vania was pregnant with Gava. You want a full role in Vania's pregnancy right now. Justdoit! Do what you want. You don't have to think about my feelings." Sandia looked at them in turn.

" And you're Gavin's brother." Sandia looked at Gavin.

" If you can't take good care of your wife, don't regret that one day your wife will be more comfortable with another man. You gave me that chance." Sandia said with great emphasis.

Sandia ran towards her car while wiping her tears. Rangga soon followed him leaving Gavin and Vania.

Gavin looked at Vania and vice versa.

" You screwed up Vania, I told you not to call Rangga for this again, but you didn't listen to me. Now what I'm afraid of has happened." Gavin.

" Why are you blaming me? You should have self-introduced why all this could have happened. If you had been a standby husband who responded to what his wife wanted, none of this would have happened. You're more concerned with your partner's feelings than your own wife who's pregnant right now."

" just understand... You're not like Mas Rangga who ever took care of a pregnant woman like me. You don't know what it's like to have a cravings period, what it's like if his desires aren't met. How sad if his wishes are ignored by his own husband. You won't know Mas, you'll never want to know about it because you're not trying to understand it."

" Thank you, today you have realized how important I am in your life. I mean nothing more than your job." Vania's words left Gavin standing there.

After realizing Vania's departure, Gavin soon catches up with her. He followed the taxi that Vania was riding in at the moment. He will solve this problem when he gets home later.

While at Rangga's house, Sandia was currently running towards her room. Rangga followed him from behind. Arriving at the room, Sandia slammed her body on the bed with a prone position. I don't know why he felt so upset by Rangga's attitude this time.

Rangga sat beside the bed, he rubbed Sandia's head gently.

" Dear, I'm sorry." Rangga.

" Mas didn't mean to lie to you, in fact Mas wanted to tell you the truth dear, but Mas tried to keep your feelings. I don't want you to think badly about Mas and Vania's relationship. Mas was confused at that time, I really wanted to invite you to eat together but it looks like Vania is in a state of not good."

" There was indeed a misunderstanding between Vania and Gavin back then, Mas didn't want him to be awkward if Mas invited you. That's why I lied to you. Mas did this because Mas already considered Vania as Mas's own sister not because there are feelings like you accuse. Mas can feel how it feels women crave but not fulfilled his desire dear. You'll feel it after you're pregnant. I hope you understand what I'm trying to tell you." Rangga is clearly at length.

" I'm sorry, but I will try not to repeat it again. Next time I will tell you the truth even if it hurts your feelings a little. Will you forgive me?"

" I don't want to. Now go, Mas! I want to take a break, whatever you say or do. I don't give a shit. I'll do what I want, too." Sandia closed her eyes.

" But baby, we have to solve this problem first. Not okay...

" I said get out ya get out Mas! You heard no! It's so noisy." Sandia said in a high tone.

" All right, come out." Sahut Rangga out of his room.

" What's up with Sandia? Why is he angry like that? Usually I also take Vania where when Vania wants something, but she is not angry at all, even she is happy. But this time why is Sandia so angry? He didn't even hesitate to yell at me and Gavin. Something's wrong here." Thought Rangga in heart.

TBC....