In the End I Surrender

Gavin situation

Gavin's sleep seemed restless, cold sweat pouring out on his forehead as big as corn kernels.

" Vania... Not Vania! Don't throw my son away!.. Vania.. Don't throw my son away! Vania I want it.. Vania.. "

Vania throws Gava into a river where the flow is very heavy.

" Gava!!!!!!" Shouted Gavin opened his eyes.

" Huh.. Huh... The dream again." Gavin ngos ngosan.

Gavin immediately drank a glass of water to the toilet.

Three months after Vania's departure, Gavin dreamed of Vania and her son every night. Dreams are always different, sometimes Vania dump her son, sometimes her son is angry with her, sometimes Vania has an accident and so on.

Now Gavin's condition is messy, he looks skinny unkempt because he only thinks about Vania and her child. Madam misses being overwhelmed taking care of it.

Because the shadow of the dream made Gavin worse. He is increasingly aware of his feelings for Vania. Yep.. Gavin loves Vania, even as the love grows bigger in his heart.

" Vania... Where are you, honey? Please go home! I've been aware of my feelings all along, I love you Vania, I can't live without you. If you don't want to go home at least give me a clue as to where you are now, I'll pick you up baby... I hope you keep our son, I pray that you guys are okay, Gava... Forgive dear papa who once refused your presence, papa regrets.. Very sorry darling, healthy healthy growing in the womb of your dear mama, papa will definitely find you." Gavin massaged his temple.

Gavin imagines a time when he was with Vania. Sometimes he smiled sometimes he cried himself aware of his cruelty all along.

" Hix... Hix... Vania... I regret what I did all this time, I'm so sorry baby, please come back! Oh my... Please give me a hint of where Vania is at this time! I miss him Rob." Gavin.

"Vania!!!! Gava!!!! Come back!!!" Shouted Gavin.

Miss Long who heard Gavin's scream immediately ran into Gavin's room.

" Gavin's." Madam misses getting on the bed.

" Look, relax!" Madam misses hugging Gavin.

" Vania Ma hicks.... Where's Vania Ma? I want to meet him right now, Ma... Vania Ma, hicks... I want Vania right now Ma too, please bring Vania here Ma, I beg you!" Isak Gavin's.

" Patience dear! Calm yourself! We're all looking for him, we're praying that your men can find him, baby." Madam Rindu.

" How can I calm down Ma!" Gavin's snap arrived.

Gavin got out of bed. He stood looking at his mother.

" My wife and children left me, they hated me Ma, they hated me." Shouted Gavin.

" Gavin calm down, son!" Madam Miss is worried, her condition is the same as the state of Miss Long first. He did not want to until Gavin stress because of depression.

" Vania.. Vania.. " Shouted Gavin looking for Vania in the bathroom, the dressing room even in the closet.

" Why don't I find Vania anywhere."

Gavin took the clothes out of the closet one by one.

" Vania where are you, baby? Vania come here, baby!"

At the sight of the belt, the shadow of Vania suddenly cried because of the whip with the belt spinning on Gavin's head.

Gavin took the belt and whipped it on his own body.

Cathere...

" Gavin's... " Shouted Madam Miss.

" Gavin don't do this, son!" Madam Rindu said while sobbing.

" I used to torture Vania Ma a lot, I also had to feel what she felt when I whipped her Ma... It was painful and painful.hiks.., let me punish myself for making Vania go." Sahut Gavin sobbing.

" This darling won't solve the problem, take control of yourself! Mama doesn't want you to stress and end up like Mama when it's dear." Madam Rindu.

Gavin did not care about his mother's words. He continued to whip himself up....

Brugh....

Gavin was unconscious and lying on the floor.

" Why did all this happen to my son... Vania... Please go home, son! Enough punishing Gavin's son! You can't see your son slumped like this, you don't want Gavin to go crazy." Isak madam Miss.

Morning with Gavin still faithfully closed his eyes. Madam Rindu and Sandia accompanied him. They sit on the couch.

" Dear, speak honestly to Mama! Where is Vania?" Madam Miss looked at Sandia.

" I don't know Ma." Sandia Sahut.

" Mommy's sure she's gone and you're intervening, baby, you can't lie to me." Madam Rindu.

" Ma was honest that Vania's departure was indeed my intervention, but I just drove her to Leon's house, I asked her for help to take Vania away, I thought Leon's brother would tell me where he took Vania's brother away, but until now Leon's brother has kept Ma quiet, he doesn't want us to know where Vania's sister is." Bright Sandia.

" Mom will ask Leon this." Madam Rindu.

" Yes Ma, who knows Leon's brother wants to talk if Mama asks." Sandia Sahut.

Gavin opened his eyes, he stared blankly ahead.

" Dear you're awake." Madam Miss is approaching her son.

Gavin did not say, he was engrossed in his own world.

" Dear." Madam Miss shakes Gavin's shoulder.

" Sandia what's wrong with your brother? Why is he keeping quiet Sandia?" Ask the lady Miss Miss panic.

" A.. I don't know Ma either." Sandia.

" Oh my God... Don't let what I fear come true." Madam Miss Miss.

Miss misses to the bathroom, she brought a sack of water then...

Byurr....

Not only was Gavin's face wet but also his mattress and blanket.

" Mama." Gavin looked at Madam Miss.

" Gavin's." Madam misses hugging Gavin. Sometimes he kissed his son's head.

" Gavin don't be like this anymore! Mama doesn't like it, son, you have to stay strong! Don't empty your mind! Mama doesn't want to get to you why don't you baby." Madam miss cupping Gavin's face.

" Yes Ma, I don't pa pa pa." Gavin got off the bed into the bathroom.

She turned on the shower to wet her body without taking off her clothes.

" I promise you baby, if I find you I will treat you well, I will make you the queen of my life, I will make up for all my mistakes with happiness, I have to keep my sanity so I can find you, I can't fall, I have to find you again, I'm sure I'll find you one day baby, we'll get back together and live happily with our children." Gavin rubbed his face.

Gavin continued to bathe properly, after finishing he came out to his mother and sister.

" Ma I'm going to find Vania myself, I'm not going home before Vania meets Ma, I'm going to spread her picture all over the police station, I'm definitely going to find her Ma, I need Mama's prayer." Gavin said excitedly.

Madam Miss and Sandia smiled looking at him.

" May what you dream will soon come true dear, the prayer of Mama is always with you." Madam Miss Miss.

" Thank you Ma." Gavin said out of the room.

" I'm sure I can find you, baby." Inner Gavin.

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