In the End I Surrender

Realizing Feelings

Gavin and Madam Rindu enter the house, the return of Miss Rindu in a happy welcome by Sandia.

" Mama." Sandia ran to hug her beloved mother.

" Dear." Madam Rindu stroked Sandia's back.

" I'm really happy Ma, finally Mama can return to this house again in good health, I'm really looking forward to this moment Ma, I miss Mama a lot." Sandia.

" Mommy misses you so much too, baby, oh yeah when is your sister coming home?" Ask the Miss Miss.

Sandia looked at Gavin, hearing his wife called making his heart erratic. Gavin just passed by.

" Said Gavin, Vania went home because she had just lost her papa, until when she was there." Madam Rindu.

" Ah yes Ma, but I don't know when sister Vania will be home, let her there first Ma! Mending us to the room yuk Ma, I want to sleep with Mama." Sandia pulled her mother's hand towards the main room.

The room that has been empty for a long time since the departure of Madam Rindu to the hospital.

" Look at Ma! The room is nice, right? I'm rearranging this room." Sandia.

" Yes dear."

They lay their bodies on the bed for a moment. After that, the two went down to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

Inside Gavin's room, he sat on the floor in front of the balcony door sipping his cigarette.

" Vania where are you? Who would dare to hide you from me? I want to apologize and thank you. Please come back! I want to fix everything, I want to fix our relationship." Gavin looked up at the night sky.

The shadow of Vania's attention flashed across her head.

Wake up I've prepared warm water for you

Breakfast first let the spirit work

Mas rest! Don't work too tired! I don't want you to get sick

Do not take a night shower! It's not good for your health

Gavin smiled at her smile.

" You make me depend on you, Vania, your departure makes me feel a deep loss, something is empty in the deepest recesses of my heart, is it possible that I love you?"

During this time Gavin felt his heart rustle if he was near Vania. Especially when doing with Vania, she felt that she touched Vania not because of lust or need, but because there was something in her heart.

Suddenly the shadow of Vania cried, screaming as a result of her torment revolved around her head. His heart felt tight considering all his treatment to Vania who had been very cruel all this time.

*Mas I beg you not to do this hiks..

Argh Mas's....

Don't touch me so rudely! I'm not strong anymore

Mas... Argh.... Hot Mas

Why would you do all this to me, Mom? Wasn't satisfied that you tortured me all this time?

Mas this is your son, how can you want to eliminate your own flesh and blood

I will raise this child no matter what happens*.

The shadow of Vania's teary face was clearly recorded inside her head.

" Hix.... Hix.. Vania.. If I had known earlier that you weren't part of my revenge, if you'd said you weren't his real son, if only you would speak, none of this would have happened. As cruel as I am, I did not torture innocent people, I forgive Vania... Vania you're the angel-hearted woman that I've been wasting all this time, I've been destroying your family but why you've brought my family together, you've sacrificed yourself for my mom, for my mom, then now how's your life with that one kidney? come back to me, Vania! I will treat you well, I will accept you and our son.... " Gavin wiped his tears.

" Do you know Vania? Only a few days later I felt that my life was lonely without you, I had been dependent on you, I was comfortable being around you, right now I feel like I can't live without you, usually you'll always be there for me, whatever I need you've always prepared, but now I'm alone... I myself am in deep regret of this Vania." Said Gavin hitting his chest that felt tight.

" As long as you know Vania, this heart has wanted you so much for so long, but I always tried to deny it, because my hatred for your stepmother made me blind to my own feelings all along, I want to say that this is love, but no love can hurt his partner. I'm selfish Vania, I never think about your feelings, all I know is torturing and torturing you, I'm sorry Vania." Gavin rests his head on both knees.

Czech....

" Dear why are you?" Madam Miss misses sitting in front of Gavin.

" Ma Hiks's... " Gavin hugged his mother.

" What's up, honey? Why are you crying? Tell Mama!" Madam Rindu.

Gavin wiped his tears. He began to tell the truth that happened to him and Vania during this time from beginning to end without anything he covered.

" Gosh!" Madam Miss misses covered her mouth with both hands.

" That's me Ma, I'm the fool for being blinded by revenge, I hurt my own wife and my future son, I regret it Ma, I want him back to me right now, I want him to come back to me right now, I wanted to thank him because he made me understand how I felt about him Ma, I loved him, I couldn't live without him." Gavin.

" Mama never thought why you'd be so mean to Vania baby? Have you been unable to see the sincerity of his eyes?" Ask the Miss Miss Miss not to believe.

" I saw her Ma, I knew that she was a good person, but I always denied it, especially when I remembered the snake woman, I immediately felt Ma, my eyes and heart were covered by my grudges all this time, forgive me!" Gavin put his head in his mother's lap.

" I'm sorry to dear Vania! Find her and bring her back to this house, mama doesn't want anything to happen to her and the baby." Madam Rindu.

" I ask your prayers, pray that my path to meet Vania will be made easier by Allah Ma." Gavin.

" Best prayer for you both, dear, may you live happily ever after." Madam Miss Miss.

" Amin! Thank you Ma." Gavin.

" Now eat, baby! Otherwise you're gonna get sick, then who's gonna be looking for Vania." Madam miss cupping Gavin's face.

Gavin nodded his head. The two go downstairs to dinner, Gavin eating lazily.

After dinner, Gavin returned to his room.

Change your clothes before going to bed

Vania's voice was ringing in Gavin's ear. Gavin closed his eyes imagining Vania was next to him.

Mas sleep! It's late, I'll massage your whole back so that when you wake up you're fresh again

No more voices from Vania. Gavin opened his eyes.

" Vania... Vania." Gavin called Vania like a fool.

" Vania.... " Gavin's body went back to the floor.

" Agh!!!!!" Shouted Gavin.

" Why are you tormenting my feelings like this Vania? Why do I realize how I felt after you left, I need you, I want you, and I love you, too.... " Gavin is shouting again.

Yes Gavin concluded that his feelings during this time were love. If not, he will try to love Vania.

" Tell me where you are Vania! Don't hide like this! If you're angry, hit me! Reply to all my actions so far! But don't leave me! I want you and our son Vania Hiks... " Isak Gavin pulled his hair rough.

" Oh my God... Is this a punishment for me because I have been cruel to him all this time? You made me realize how I felt after he left, why God.... Vania go home!"

Gavin really felt bad about losing Vania. He had sent all his men to the city but the result was nil.

The entire list of flights, tickets can and trains, even to the port there is no travel history on behalf of Vania.

" Where are you Vania? Give me a lead so I can find you and our son."

Tell me where?

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