Ice Beams

46. Get far.

Like what yesterday became Mervin's decision, even though Laika can't he must still let go. At first Laika was disappointed because it turns out that Mervin's choice was not on his side, but Laika can only resign and let him return to his ex.

Since Laika did not want to get out of her class, she chose to remain silent in class with her mind somewhere, making her three friends who understood her situation even let her, he said, all Laika could do yesterday was cry out all that was inside her, Laika thought that she should not be weak.

Because the three friends of Laika never come too, Laika finally chose to go out of class and take a walk because she was bored if she was in her class, about his relationship with Mervin, one school already knows who spread the news Laika also does not care.

Laika chose to go to the library she just wanted to find peace at this time.

While seriously reading the novel suddenly there was someone sitting next to him making Laika turn and find Galih who was smiling at him..

"Seriously read it to the point of not realizing that there was someone next to it" Laika just smiled faintly she had no intention of laughing or talking much.

"May I not say the same?" Laika closed her novel and looked at him.

"This is Galih's brother who said, why is it still happening again" Laika said making Galih chuckle.

"I mean I want it to be the same lo" Laika nodded her head.

"It's just"

"Why do you admit it Lai, you should not have to give those choices to Mervin" Galih said making Laika sigh.

"I don't want to get hurt a second time" brother"

"But gini also makes you hurt because it turns out Mervin does not choose lo Lai, plis pentingin feeling lo too"

"So from that my brother gave him a choice between me or Gladys so that it is clear who he chose not to hang each other, yes, I was sick when Mervin said he preferred Gladys than me but it was only temporary, I'm sure sooner or later I can eat him"laika said while raising both shoulders did not care while Galih he exhaled while leaning his back to the chair, Galih really did not understand Laika and Mervin.

"Gue sometimes doesn't understand the two of you, actually that's how it is"

"Sak Galih aja confused especially me brother, I who even though I never did anything wrong even became a victim" said Laika who displays a wry smile.

"Yes I understand, yaudah now it's up to you how will you also ngadepin" Laika smiled and nodded her head.

"How do you want this abis?" tabya Galih made Laika look at him confused.

"Where's what?"

"Lo's gonna keep you as far as Mervin or you change your mind?" Laika shook her head.

"Gue will keep him away, why keep feeling the same people who even have no feelings at all at all"

"Gue's not sure if Mervin really left behind, don't know why I can think that Mervin left you because he doesn't want you to get hurt again for the second time" galih's words made Laika smile wryly.

"Tell you not" Laika said as she opened her novel again, while Galih only sighed.

"Gue gini just don't want to see you sick Lai I love you" said Galih made Laika slightly fixated and turned her head, then he lowered his head.

"Sorry, it should have been melih lo" said Laika who made Galih shake his head.

"Makasii kakasi, makasi because you're already affectionate as I'm sorry if for example I already hurt you kak, I'm really sorry" Laika made Galih chuckle.

"Yes Lai are the same, so you don't have to worry that I will always be there for you" Galih said making Laika smile in his arms.

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When the bell came home, all the students rushed out of their classes to the parking lot, including Laika and three friends who were joking, I don't know what they were talking about, Laika also did not understand, he is more focused on looking ahead than joining his three friends because he feels lazy to talk.

Arriving at the parking lot of view Laika accidentally saw the two people who were walking while chatting occasionally with her laughing girl made Laika look at him while smiling wryly. While the three friends saw Laika who suddenly fell silent again approached him and looked at the direction Laika looked at made them breathe out.

"Udah Lai does not need to be seen mending us home" said Zahra who pulled Laika slowly make Laika's tears again dripping and he immediately removed it. Those who saw Laika were sad again embraced it.

"I'ts okay Lai lo should be able to eat him, in this world a lot of Lai guys not only him, who are good and loyal as well as a lot of kok" said Andira who rubbed Laika's shoulder. While Laika tries to stay strong.

Laika smiled faintly.

"Gue is not papa, let's go home" said Laika who stepped up her legs to make her three friends follow her.

Arriving at home Laika went straight to his room, when he had just entered his room that made him want to cry, namely a picture of the frame on his nightstand, seen a picture of him with Mervin who was laughing happily. Laika took the frame with her tears flowing then she threw the small frame on the floor making her glass break, after which she cried again with her face which she covered with pillows, she said, he did not want to linger feeling the pain again, but how? Even every place they visit makes them remember the events of the past, he wants to stay away but even Laika often see him huftt make Laika become difficult to forget.

Laika wiped her tears then Laika took her phone and she blocked her line account and Mervin's instagram after which she deleted all her photos with herself in her cell phone gallery.

Then he went to take a picture that was framed that he had broken and then Laika tore it until all that was left was small papers that littered the floor of his room.

And he chose to go down and watch television, maybe it could make Laika forget her a little.

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