Ice Beams
40. The True Confession.
Laika was silent in her room while thinking about the thing that made Laika's heart feel pierced by thousands of needles. Laika bent her face because she was bored at home wanted it to feel like she went for a walk with her friends but they were busy she said there was an event like that, Laika several times sighed while fiddling with her phone.
Then he looked towards the ceiling of his room while breaking down his body.
"Duhh bosen bangett, after all just school has been off again" thesis Laika who returned to play his phone, he tried to memescroll instagram with origin.
When Laika wants to put her phone, suddenly there is a notification coming in from her phone that is a notification from Mervin, inexplicably because of the incident Laika away from Mervin instead of her being selfish but Laika just wants to calm herself. He did not publish a message from Mervin Laika chose to close his eyes and drag on in his dream.
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Because it was late afternoon Laika would not want to have to wake up from her sleep because if the afternoon had not been up was not good, Laika immediately moved from her seat after which she tried to gather energy because she had just woken up.
As she slowly walked downstairs she heard the sound of people talking about something, Laika also did not know what her parents were talking about when Laika approached she sharpened her hearing.
"It looks like we have to be honest ma, this has been a long time, like it's appropriate to talk if it turns out he's not our real child" said Refand made Laika look shocked after hearing not the real child, said Rehand, Was Laika just hallucinating? Laika's time is not the biological child of them.
"Mama is also still confused about whether we say the truth, but mama was just afraid he went away because we did not know" said Resya to make Refand embrace it.
"When he goes, where does he go? He will not go away to us, papa also does not want if it happens" said Rehand makes Laika's eyes more heated, actually what the purpose of the words mama his father Laika did not understand at all. Laika decided to go to Mama P
her papa with reddened eyes for holding back her cries.
"What do you mean by papa?"laika's words made both of them flinch because they saw Laika's sudden arrival.
"Laiii papa can explain" Laika shook her head in disbelief.
"What needs to be explained again is all clear! I was disappointed ma pa" Laika said as she wiped her tears that just flowed and then ran towards her room, while Refand immediately chased after him not with Resya who was crying because he saw Laika who seemed to have a heartache from hearing all her words.
"Lai, Laii papa no meaning liein you papa just waiting for the right time to tell you everything, maybe this is the right time Lai because you have grown up" Laika who was in her room was even more crying when she heard the words of her father who was in front of the room.
"You also have to understand Lai, papa kayak gini also because you do not want to ngedown and can not focus on learning, but also because you can not focus on learning, and papa also does not want you to be angry and go ninggalin papa same mama because we love you Lai"liih Rehand who still remained silent in front of the door of Laika's room. Laika did not comment on her Papa saying she remained with her tears.
"Laika, love papa kelasin all"Rephand said because Laika did not answer his words that Rehand heard only crying.
"Pa Laika again wants to be alone, Laika wants papa to go do not disturb Laika first" said Laika who was still hiccuping, while Refand still did not want to go.
"Let's chance papa Lai make clear everything after it's done whatever Laika wants how, want Laika hate papa also not papa" cried Laika stopped when he heard the words of Refand, should Laika hear the explanation first. Slowly Laika got up and opened the door to make Refand smile thinly, Laika allowed Rehand to enter her room.
"Why do you want to tell me what I'm like?"said Laika who spoke a cold tone, Refand smiled faintly.
"So Laika's birth parents are papa's best friends with mama hm before you do not think that Laika's real parents are evil, yes Lai, the beginning of the story was when you went for a walk, you've had a terrible accident that left the lives of both your parents unsaved, when your mama is gone he had time to tell Mama Resya to take care of Laika because at that time also papa and mama had not been gifted a child Lai, papa and mama sincerely look after you like what Laika's real mama said before, when you grew up papa also really do not know how to say the same you, too, on the other hand you have to know but on the other hand papa does not want you to be sick, papa does not want you to be sad Lai, even though you are not a biological child papa and mama, papa, but Laika already we think of as our own child, papa know it hurts for you because both parents Laika's birth is gone, after this papa please never stayin us Lai papa dear you, dear papa, you, papa wants to take care of you and papa wants you to stay with us" said Rehand who did not feel shed tears. Making the unbearable Laika embrace him while crying.
"Sorry Laika pa because Laika does not want to hear your explanation first" Laika said making Refand smile.
"Papa dear Laika so papa did not tell Laika for a certain reason, one of which papa does not want Laika to leave mama as papa" Laika shook her head.
"Why do you want to take me to Laika's birth parents' grave?"tanya Laika made Refand Directly nod his head.
"Definitely Lai, mommy is equally sure to anterin you" Laika smiled and wiped away the rest of her flowing tears.
While Resya who dwells at the door of Laika's room also approached her and hugged her tightly while shedding her tears.
"Sorry Mama Lai for never being honest with you about this, sorry mama" said Resya making again Laika cry, crying, it hurts that he is not the biological child of both of them and it hurts to know that both of his biological parents are gone.
"Yes ma Laika does not papa, mama calm just do not cry" Resya continued to cry.
"Mama just do not want to make you burdened when mama is honest with you especially if until you leave us because you are angry with us"
"No ma Laika won't leave mommy as papa, indeed Laika was initially disappointed but Laika understands when papa has already explained how it really is" Laika said while releasing her arms and wiping away Resya's tears.
"Mama don't cry anymore, Laika does not want to see mama nangis kayak gini" Laika said making Resya immediately wipe her tears and smile.
"Laika really promise will forever be the same we continue?" Laika smiled and nodded her head making Resya re-hug her as well as Refand who hugged the two of them with a happy smile, at a time like this Laika does not want to be a very selfish person because this is destiny, fate cannot change Laika who can only be god. Therefore Laika has mengikhlaskan although his heart still feels pain and tightness.
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After the incident Laika chose to lock herself in the room because she really wanted to be calm and alone, making Rehand and Resya also understand how she is currently. Resya knew it was hard for her because she had to lose her parents when she was a child. Laika who had been lying on her stomach also changed her position to fall and looked at the ceiling of her room with her mind that went nowhere.
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