Ice Beams
45. The Answer of Mervin.
After a few days Laika was on the ground the day she was waiting for came too, somehow her heart rate was not as normal as usual, she did not know how the answer would be anyhow she should be able to accept the consequences.
Laika tried to display her smile when someone greeted her along the corridor, once in class she immediately sat on her lap.
"Where's the show?" Laika smiled then nodded her head.
"Currently" Laika's words made the three nod their heads.
"Oh yes today I don't want to know anymore because there is something I have to finish" Laika said while opening her novel.
"Sok busy dah lo Lai" Andira's words made Laika chuckle, he did not mengubris his speech even he remained focused on reading his novel until the subject teacher came.
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With Laika's feelings that he strengthened, Laika walked towards the rooftop, although she knew that at this time her feelings felt bad but she had to hear how Mervin answered.
Arriving above as usual Laika sat facing forward while waiting for Mervin's arrival.
Shortly after Laika heard the sound of footsteps making Laika turn and thinly slumped, while Mervin who had just come also chose to directly sit next to Laika.
"Why disappear again?"mervin's question kept Laika quiet.
"Do you deliberately want to get away from me in a way that suddenly disappears that way, Lai plis you should also know the same feelings I feel" Laika smiled when she heard Mervin's words.
"I don't mean to stay away, I just don't want to bother you first because you have to think carefully about the decision you will certainly" said Laika, making Mervin pause for a moment.
"Now I don't understand Lai I feel that if you change, you are no longer the old Laika" Mervin said making Laika look at him confused.
"What do you mean? I didn't change, sis, I just don't want to feel hurt"
"You always say that like I hurt you so much, Lai plis I love you" Mervin said making Laika smile wryly.
"I'm not sure" Laika's remark made Mervin once again speechless.
"I came here to hear your answer, so just get to the point and don't talk about anything else first"
"I can't Lai" Laika looked at Mervin with an annoyed look.
"Why can't you? You should be able to choose between me or Gladys, you can't be selfish like that" Laika said making Mervin bow his head..
"So I ask you now, you choose me or Gladys?" Mervin remained silent he was confused what to say to Laika.
"Honestly, it's okay if like brother is more choosy with Gladys, I sincerely I just have to be able to menggelerain because I can't force brother Mervin to choose me"
Mervin looked at Laika.
"I'm really sorry Lai I'm a jerk to you, man, Okay the answer is I prefer Gladys than you because what you say is true if it turns out I still keep the same feelings he, sorry Lai"
Degs..
Suddenly a sense of tightness in his chest re-emerged when he heard Mervin's words he tried not to cry now, Laika displayed her thin smile and held Mervin's shoulder.
"Gue will go away without you asking, and I also hope you will never see you again" said Laika who was actually very disappointed in his choice.
"Ex does not have to be enemies and far away, right? Why are you so good?"said Mervin who did not accept after hearing the words of Laika who wanted to stay away from him. Laika.
"Where can I kiss my sister if we still keep the deck-details it even torments me doang kak" Laika said making Mervin move and approach her, though in Mervin's heart he wanted to still choose Laika but he had hurt Laika he could not bear if one day Mervin would hurt him again, so Mervin chooses to leave him even though he is sick but at least only temporarily, Mervin just wants Laika to get a better replacement from him because Mervin knows that Laika is a very good girl.
"Gue's really sorry I know this is painful but I beg you not to go away" said Mervin who pleaded with Laika but Laika just gushed thinly, but only thinly, it feels like he wants to cry right now in Mervin's arms but he must know that Mervin is not who he is anymore.
"Gue really can't brother, I'm sorry for the consequent I have to keep you" said Laika who left Mervin who was still quiet in place, his heart now feels broken now Mervin knows what it feels like to be hurt, honestly Mervin is very sorry to have done that. The reason he chose Gladys was also the same because he still had a sense of him somehow Mervin felt himself selfish and really a jerk.
While Laika also spilled a sense of tightness in the park she felt not strong with everything. Want how else this has become the choice Laika also can not force. Laika cried so much that even Mervin who stared from a distance felt unbearable, but he had to do this because Laika was too good to be hurt.
Meanwhile, Zahra, who saw Laika crying in the garden, approached her with a panicked face.
"Gosh, where am I from nyariin elo Laii go why cry!"said Zahra who was holding onto Laika's shoulder with a face that was still panicking.
"Laii lo tell me the same story" Laika did not reply to Zahra's words but continued to cry, Zahra who looked at him could not bear to bring him into the arms.
"The Mervin thing again? Lai Lo must be sincere he is still a lot of guys who wait lo and better than him, I swear I initially did not believe the same what Mervin did you, lo, stay strong Lai biarin later she mengesel herself because it has been painful lo and ninggalin lo, you still have us Lai so do not have to be sad so good" said Zahra made Laika release her embrace.
"But it's hard Ra hard, I really love him but he even gini reply to me, I'm, I'm wrong what always hit me when I feel that I have nothing wrong with him or Gladys but why Gladys always fell on me" said Laika who immediately wiped his tears.
"Udah Lai just calm down, I know what it feels like but over time if you do not always think about this problem I am sure you can definitely eat everything, I'll help whatever Lai can make you not cry anymore like now, trust me one day Mervin certainly senesel nyesel nyeselnya because not choose lo"zahra's words slightly calmed Laika down.
"Help me yes Ra" Zahra smiled and nodded her head.
"Whatever to you I'll do" Zahra's words made Laika recollect, she did not know what her fate would be if she did not have a friend like Zahra.
"Thanks Ra, lo there's always a way to help me, I don't know how to rebalance your kindness all this time"
"Gue ngelakuin this sincerely I just want you not sad anymore already that's all" Laika again smiled after hearing the words of Zahra
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