Ice Beams
26. The Past of Mervin.
Laika's mobile phone vibrates making Laika who is daydreaming on the balcony of her room slightly jerked then took her phone and immediately opened the message that turned out to be from Mervin.
Mervin.A
Lai I want to make a promise with elo, I'm ready to make a story of all my past to elo, you can come to the lake at that time? I'll wait there.
As soon as Laika's eyes wanted to come out right now, Laika really couldn't believe what message Mervin had just sent. He quickly typed something into Mervin.
^^^LaikaA.^^^
^^^Hmm I can prepare first^^^
Mervin.A
Okee see u's..
I wait at the lake, sorry I can't pick you up
^^^LaikaA.^^^
^^^Santai aja kak bentar again I otw^^^
Laika put down her phone and immediately got ready, notahlah after Mervin said like that there is a sense of uncertainty in her that Laika will be able to listen to the story from her past.
Before entering the car Laika sighed for a moment then she entered her car and headed straight to the lake.
When he arrived at the lake located not far from his house, Laika walked up to Mervin who was sitting like a kamaren while staring in the front. Slowly Laika approached him and immediately sat next to him making Mervin suddenly turn his head with a smile.
"Lo really sure you want to tell me all about your past?"laika asked, Mervin nodded her head.
"Gue was sure one hundred percent" then Mervin changed his position to face Laika as well as Laika, although he was nervous if it was like this but Laika had to understand the situation.
Before opening her voice, Mervin sighed first so that she was completely sure that she could tell all of her past to Laika, while Laika began to seriously look at Mervin who wanted to start her story.
"Starting from my nature which was not as cold as now, I used to be cheerful, can not be diem, always laughing, like to laugh different funny now, I used to be happy, that's because I met my first love named Gladys, Gladys my class sister which means at the same age lo, I like her because I think she's different from other girls, all of whom call me because it just looks doang but he did not he look I really-gener sincere, sincere, Gladys pendiem pendiem really I like to eatin he diem finally I can't dare not say like him" his sentence was cut off when Mervin who tried not to remember his past, it was not, Laika who saw him also opened her voice.
"So if you don't feel ready yet don't be forced I don't want to see you sad again because of the past lo keinget" Mervin turned his head and smiled and shook his head.
"I'm okay Lai, don't worry" Laika smiled while Mervin continued the story to Laika.
"At last not long later I shot him in the school field, he was shocked when he saw a real game field, and the others told me finally Gladys snore me, Gladys, over time I was the same he was equally happy many memories that we can not escape first until finally he suddenly left me so, I did, he did not give me any reason at all, I also still do not understand why, I really-really slumped when he actually left me out of the country, I'm out of the country, I shut myself up and do not want to talk to anyone, from there my attitude began to turn cold, indifferent and anti the same as the name of a girl, from which my attitude began to change, I know this is excessive but if you so I must know how it feels especially lo girl, and I was really hurt at that time because he who suddenly disappeared no news, no news, if the problem he bullied the same ten-men of my age or arguably my fans think it is impossible because Gladys is not as weak as that he is a pendiem but he will not be in them if there is a bully or talking about her even though her upperclassmen" Laika saw Mervin who suddenly lowered her head and stroked her shoulders, Laika knows for sure Mervin remembers her past back when she told him that. Laika also knows that actually Mervin has not completely forgotten the incident.
"Gue knows how you feel, brother, but if I may say Gladys ninggalin lo because his parents will suddenly move so he does not love you or maybe he is not strong for LDR so that's one way let him can lupain lo because he does not want to hurt you" said Laika who was a little slow because he did not want to make Mervin more sad, Mervin raised his head and looked at Laika confused.
"Why did you think that way? Gladys couldn't possibly forget me because I knew he loved me" Laika suddenly felt scared when she saw the sharp change in Mervin's face like that Mervin who realized she had been wrongly staring at Laika with a face like that was back down.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare Lai but I still don't understand what you said" Laika smiled and nodded her head in understanding.
"Yeah I understand so no papa relax, I also understand how you feel at that time, you know, sorry because I'm the one who suddenly asked why you changed so you have to suck into the past lo that's brother" Mervin stared fixed Laika.
"Don't worry Lai I'm fine while you're here, I also shouldn't have to be this sad and I should be able to forget the past because now I've returned to being a non-chalant Mervin again and it's all because of lo Lai" Laika smiled then nodded her head assuring Mervin that she could continue her story.
"Gue rarely spoke at that time, until my mother almost gave up because I did not want to talk or eat, at all, but over time I realized I should not be able to continue so I finally talk again to my parents continue to be my best friend as well but not to others I keep cold and indifferent let alone same girl, I am not interested in talking at all, except with Fanya because she is my best friend also from a long time ago, when I changed one school splashy my best friend moreover, and I think with my change the girls in school will not like me, uh but it turns out they are not even more crazy with me, I was sometimes surprised, I was sometimes surprised, and from you know Lai this place I often visit the same Gladys if every we anniversary, I visit, I also seemed to wonder if Gladys could soon come back to me again because I felt empty if not he was on my side" Laika smiled grimly to hear all Mervin's words, Mervin, I don't know what Gladys's image was like in his mind.
"Lo who is patient, my sister is sure that Gladys will meet you again or later" Mervin smiled as Laika held his shoulder.
"But I can already forget him now Lai I also don't know why and I don't want him to come back to me" Laika immediately sniffed.
"Why?" Mervin raised both of his shoulders indifferently while gazing towards the lake that was in front of him.
"Gue doesn't understand either" Mervin looked back at Laika and smiled
"But this is all thanks to Lai as well, you who have made me change you also make me realize I should not always think about what has passed because what passed should let it pass" Laika chuckles to hear Mervin's words.
"It's not entirely because I'm a brother, it's also because you yourself have started to change yourself into the real lo, you know, as long as you know my brother really can hear the story from you directly, I also seneng finally you can change again like before and do not nginget the past lo again"laika's words ending with her sweet smile made Mervin feel very comfortable being near Laika.
'Now I know that it turns out I already like lo Lai'batin Mervin.
Seeing Mervin who daydreamed Laika patted his shoulder made Mervin suddenly look at Laika.
"What's up, brother?" Mervin shook his head.
"Lai lo the second woman I brought here after Gladys" Laika smiled and nodded her head.
"Gue knows it"
Mervin suddenly moved from his seat making Laika knit her eyebrows then Mervin reached out her hand and with a face that was still confused Laika received Mervin's hand. They were already standing together to make Mervin smile and hold Laika's hand.
"I'm yuk Lai?"
"Huh? Where's where?" Mervin looked at Laika with her jail stare making Laika look at him confused.
"Consecret. I've come along" Mervin again pulled Laika's wrist slowly and Laika just followed him with resignation.
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