I WISH THERE WAS HAPPINESS

CHAPTRE 22

“Well, how come you're still so much? I've brought a vacation cave whereas, thinking what else, anyway?” ask Joseph.

In accordance with Joseph's plan the other day, which took me for a vacation, today we were finally able to leave. He said this holiday was to kill my sense of duty from a demanding job. I'm welcome about this plan, it's just that, I'm constantly agitated and unsettled.

My thoughts continued to revolve around Miss Labil's statement asking me to face the big boss on Tuesday. Causing our vacation this time, not making any more enthusiastic, I stuck with my own thoughts.

“Kok cave suddenly overthinking, he wants to chat what's the same cave, huh? The feeling of the cave has nothing wrong, but why can't I believe it? He will not be anything cave, ‘kan, cave scared, how dong?” I whined at Joseph.

“Ngak how-how, not necessarily what you think the incident also, relax, believe the same cave is nothing,” he replied. “Udah ah, we want a vacation, should you be seneng. Come on, cheer up again, if there is anything later, the promise cave will be the front man for your defense,” he added.

“Yes already,” I replied, lethargic.

“Smiling dong, going to our beach,” the door.

I looked into his eyes. “Liat road, don't see mulu cave, ntar nabrak, ngerugiin crowds,” reply.

“No want, before you smile the same cave,” he said.

There was no other way, I was forced to smile, and was reciprocated by Joseph's sincere smile. “Udah, drive again there, the cave wants to sleep,” concluded me.

“Kalo in novels or romantic movies, usually the girl nemenin the male lead, fit again nyetir,” he said, lethargic. “Kok you even ninggalin cave sleep? No romantic-romantic, as unwilling as peeling in the orange cave, continue to bribe sampe dijelin so, while being praised, handsome. You can't create a romantic atmosphere, what? Angry cave, you like it so keep the same cave,” he said, pursing his lips.

I threw Joseph the scarf I was carrying, but it was a pity that he could avoid my throw. “Lu really lack cavern cavern flavor, really tacky, you watch a movie whatan cave tanya, use all bribed oranges, cravings you,” seruku.

“Romantic film is, you have no intention to praise the cave?” said.

“Create what cave praise you, your people have realized first,” answered me.

“Caves need to be aware, the cave is handsome, good, not arrogant, and befriend a good girl, kayak lu,” he said.

“Hhm, handover, cave follow,” reply.

“By the way, you're cool, Rin, you don't have to be afraid anymore, the cave sure isn't a bad thing anyway. You try to think that it is okay, your boss gives you a big bonus for example,” he said.

It's so sudden, he's turning the topic too extreme, I'm not ready with his advice yet, but maybe this is what I should be hearing as well.

“Rin, not everything you have to think about, it's time you live life as it happens, follow the flow. If you keep thinking, it will add dizziness to the fall, will make you hampered. From now on, try to take care of everything, try to start accepting anything that does not match your mind path. You can do it, Rin,”, Joseph continued.

I pondered for a moment, digesting the words of advice Joseph tried to share with me. “Gua also wants to be like that, but what cave will be able to kayak that? The cave is also tired of kayak gini continue, but want how again,” I said.

“Tried first, Rin, you don't ever impulse something if you haven't tried yet. Try first, the cave is ready to help, the cave has never promised not to be far from you,” said Joseph.

“OK, the cave will start trying,” I replied.

Joseph took my hand, and then he kissed the back of my hand, channeling all the calm. This time I agreed with his advice, I had to start receiving wounds, I could not continue to deny every failure. Right, life won't work forever, I have to start taking risks.

***

“Wake up, Rin, have arrived,” he said, shaking my body.

I squirmed, stretched out my hands, and scratched my neck. Right, along the way I fell asleep, I rejected the romantic things Joseph had said. I faintly began to smell the scent of the sea, and heard the sound of the waves rushing not far from where we stopped the car.

“Yes will not be long, your people sleep,” he replied.

“Oh ...”

My life was gathered, I looked out immediately, and there, in front of it, the vast sea seemed real. What a magnificent view, a beach beyond my shadow, beautiful, clean and most importantly deserted.

I did not wait for Joseph to ask, I immediately opened the car door, and ran out, chasing the waves that were pounding with martyrdom. I took off my shoes, felt the soft, pure white sand, gripped the sand with my feet, and played with it.

Slowly the sea water rose to the shore, sweeping away the random painting of my feet. It was cold, fresh, and really soothing, let alone as breeze that kept hitting my face. My heart is calm, it is not wrong, if many people choose the beach to relax, because I also feel an amazingly calming thing.

“Try yelling, take off all for you,” said Joseph behind me.

“Lu sure want denger?” my question, smile.

Joseph brought his body closer to me, then I felt his hands start to hold me from behind. “Lepasin aja, the cave does not mind,” he said.

“Ya, get ready,” I said.

The sea water continued to show its existence, seducing me with its cold spills. Joseph told me to scream, I really need that, I've been holding things alone for too long.

I prepared and let out a long sigh, then looked straight at the end of the ocean there. “Argh ..!” my yelling. “Tired cave …! You know, cave life is just like gini? Please, make cave life quieter …! The cave wants to enjoy it, please give permission, gua maksa ..!” I screamed without caring if anyone else would hear it.

Joseph kept holding me from behind, he also put his chin on my head. “Dara …! The cave is not afraid of you, the cave does not care about your accusations …! But you jerk, you bacot a lot, Dara, cave hate same you ..!” I paused for a moment, inhaling a deep breath, apparently yelling also required a lot of energy.

“Udah?” ask Joseph.

I shook my head in response, still, there was still something I wanted to shout about, so please help me to let go of everything, let the pressure on my shoulders be carried away by the pounding waves.

“Make Miss labile, you are strange, you are willing, but never heard the advice of the cave, you nyusahin …! And lastly, Mr. Chandra …! please be good with the cave, you do not know what cave sacrifices a lot for your company …! So, do not macem-macem, the cave is tired, give me a bonus cave, do not bother ..!” I smiled afterwards, I calmed down, though a little panting and also made my voice hoarse, because I was yelling too much.

“Udah quiet?” joseph asked, stroking my hair.

“Udah, thanks, sorry for the lebay cave,” I replied.

“No, you need this,” he said.

I was happy to hear the answer, Joseph never mistook me, he always knew what I needed without asking. I broke away from her arms, made her jump a little, and looked at me in wonder.

“You go where you are, here the cave hugs again,” he said, stretching out both his hands.

“Ogah,” reject me, while running.

“You to where you are, here ..!” his yell.

I, who was running, turned to him, smiling the most sincerely I ever gave. “Catch up the cave, if you can ..!” my challenge to Joseph.

“Oh, loud story. Okay, jabanin cave, get ready for the cusp,” he said, Joseph started running after me.

We chased each other, circling this vast beach, accompanied by the sound of the waves that made me want to live even more. We throw jokes at each other, waiting for hunger to stop us. I'm happy, my laughter hasn't stopped since I first set foot on the beach, I'm happy, and I hope there will always be happiness in my life.