I WISH THERE WAS HAPPINESS

CHAPTRE 13

“Rinda …! Rinn …! Here, Rin! Sit here?” The man continued to shout, his hands constantly waving hinting at us to approach him immediately.

As the man continued to wave his hand, Dita and I walked over to him. I can't believe she's here, she's coming in casual, laid-back clothes in my opinion. As long as I've been friends with her I've never seen her with the looks she is today.

“Lu—“

“Lu sure come here like gini?” I asked, cutting off Dita, it seems Dita was just as surprised as me.

How not to be surprised and astonished, he came to the company wearing only short jeans, with a model of koyakan in some parts and a plain t-shirt in ivory white.

“Crazy ‘kan cave, kayak gini aja handsome. I'm sure many have a crush anyway,” he said too confident.

“What is definitely not a cave anyway,” I said plainly.

“Waw, cave speechless,” said Dita shaking her head, looking at her from the top of her head to the bottom of her body.

These few days, I haven't met him, nor has he had any news, not asked for this and that to me. I was surprised he came at break time, not as usual, and I never thought I would meet him at the cafe.

“Gua acknowledge your confident level, cave acungin thumbs up, but not gini also times! But, okay, it's up to Mas Rangga,” I said.

Yes, that's right, this guy is Rangga, he suddenly appeared in the cafe, but I'm sure he has a lot of work in the field, but somehow he can be here. “Why did you come here by now, put on the padlock shirt again?” my question, shaking my head.

“Gua did not intend to come here actually, but there was a meeting to meet, coincidentally the cave again deket here. Be the cave to meet here, all of you stop by to eat,” explained Rangga.

“Crazy anyway, where there are people asking for meetings to be taken to the company cafe, gokil,” said Dita.

“Aneh emang, I think so love him this same company, so play bring it here aja, dah,” my insinuation.

“Not again, lack of love what this same cave company is, if not so deputy director anyway, delay,” replied Rangga with a rancid smile.

“Gosh!” my peek.

“Udah ah, want on what pesen? Pesenin cave, you both choose a table, it's there already empty,” he said, pointing to one of the tables.

“You guys pay not?” kanda Dita's.

“Boleh, choose aja, stay calm ask the company if less, gua ‘kan deputy director,” he replied, more and more become.

I just laughed at the jokes of the two of them, finally my heart can be at ease too, after a day of unreasonable tightness. After mentioning the food we wanted to eat, Rangga immediately ordered it, and we looked for a comfortable seat.

***

“Say you want a story, Nda?” ask Dita.

The food we had already eaten, there was still some time left before the break ended, and Dita seemed to still be curious about my different attitude today.

“What story? Caves can know, is it?” ask Rangga, chiming.

“Gua does not know yet, he said he wanted to tell a story of extraordinary events, which fit the data the other day,” replied Dita.

“That time was bad, Rinda, so stubborn. Allotted rest is not followed, kelas themselves cave that helps him,” said Rangga.

“He was too working for perfection, even though ‘kan yes, we are human. But make him can not be so,” said Dita.

“He was too thorough,” reply Rangga.

“Saking his research, there is one point that is not input aja he urinated,” added Dita.

“Lu is lacking, not good for you. Work is not always a little, there is a time to work really stack,” advice Rangga. He spoke while looking at me, reassuring.

“The most tuh, yesterday just mumpulin that data, ‘kan?” ask Dita.

“He did, he just sorted out in two days, try lu shadowin, where there are people who can like that, if it's Rinda sometimes,” Rangga told Dita.

“Wah miraculous nih people, if it's a cave, better cave ulur his work. Males really ngerjainnya, where must be a lot of data. Cool the hell you are,” said Dita.

“Iye, what cave says, he wants too much work than himself,” added Rangga.

“Padahan cave has often advised him, wayward yes his son,” said Dita again.

They talk about me like I'm not with them, relax, but I don't mind, so I can know how I am in the eyes of others. I didn't chim in on their conversation, I wanted to know everything, if I interrupted, maybe they'd be awkward.

“It seems like a man who likes to pick him up who is nasihatinnya, he must be obedient if the same man,” said Rangga.

“Oh yes, how long has he not picked up, Nda?” ask Dita later.

I did not immediately answer, somehow hearing the question, I suddenly felt my chest hurt, my heart was beating so fast, my breathing was short and panting. I trembled violently, with my hands filled with cold sweat, I immediately bowed and continued to hold onto my chest.

“Rin ..!” rangga panicked, seeing me in pain.

“Yes Lord, Rinda ..!” yelled Dita, full of worry.

“Nda, breath,” pinta Dita.

I obeyed Dita's request, I took a breath and tried to calm down. I held my head, and suddenly my head felt really heavy. Dita prevented my hand from hitting my own head, but I did it anyway. My breath is hunting, they're getting scared to see me like this.

“Rin, drink first,” Rangga said.

“Aduh, the cave does not know what to do,” said Dita frustrated.

“Lu is also calm Dit, if you panic we can not say anything,” said Rangga.

“Nda, take a slow breath, try not to duck. Nda, you can,” pinta Dita.

Dita hugged my body so as not to tremble too much. I felt calmer with their treatment, I tried to look up, calm down.

I don't know why suddenly it could be this, it seems because the condition of the cafe is crowded, also the talk of Dita and Rangga that makes me think of all sorts.

I wanted to tell you about the incident in front of the store with Joseph, the trigger for Joseph's ban close to Rangga, also because Joseph had no news.

With the help of Rangga and Dita I gradually recovered. Usually when I have this situation, there is always Joseph near me. Joseph always managed to calm me back down with his positive words, thankfully this time I was not alone either, there were still people who cared about me besides my family and Joseph.

I felt touched, I felt accepted by others, I needed nothing else, it was this feeling of acceptance that once again saved me from the worst.

I looked at them in turn, after adjusting my breath and regaining calm, they also looked at me attentively. They looked worried, Dita unceasingly stroked my back gently.

“Thanks, yes, did not run just past the kayak cave,” I said.

“No way, don't think of the macem-macem,” said Dita. “Ih, I swear, grotto deg-degan, the cave can not see you if more than before, please. You can, surely can, the cave is for you, do not be buried again,” added Dita.

“Now will no more, thank you very much. For God's sake, thank you very much,” I said. I am so grateful to meet the right people.

“Gua has not been in the mood with your story, later already,” said Rangga.

“Iya already, later, if you are not ready to make it more open, do not be forced. The cave will wait until you are ready, the cave will not go anywhere,” continued Dita.

With this incident at least I learned something, when we feel bad things are not in the right place, at least we have the right friends and do not count, he said, what is more important is that we are accepted by others not just feeling accepted.

***

Lunch time is over, I'm much calmer. Rangga said goodbye to go home after making sure I was okay, Dita and I went back to their respective rooms.

Dita kept asking me about my situation, also non-stop sending short messages, making sure I was in a ready condition to work again.

In my room, I work as usual, I still have time to finish the report that has been assigned to me. I don't complicate things by making mistakes, I keep working carefully.

It did not feel like time passed so quickly, it was time for me to go home, today the work is all done. I get ready to go home, and put my things in my bag.

“Tumben you turned back in time,” chirps Dara from her cubicle table.

I turned my head, could not believe he was talking to me, we usually only communicate when we were involved in work, the rest of us just silence each other. I feel like I have no interest other than working with him, I don't want to get involved any further with his life.

“It is, not you who told me,” reply me, ketus.

“Good, also nurut lu,” said.

“Iya. The work of the cave is already done, the cave mah if there is work directly brought in, not kayak lu, waiting for the HP battery to run out first new work,” my sindirku.

“What?!” voice rising. “Lu have dared ya—“

“Why?” cut me.

“Lu start brave yes now. Face-to-face has often been asked by superiors, look out for you!” threaten her.

“Cave feeling from the beginning has been brave, just you this,” I said.

“Lu do not visit yes, there are times when you are thrown away this same company, do not fly too high, later if you fall sick until you can make you die, just know your taste,” furious.

“Sorry yes, the cave does not need to fly to get out of this company, just down use the elevator nyampe down, no need to fly. Ribet must fly first. Oh if you don't know, that's the exit, the elevator is on the right, please,” reply I dare, don't forget I pointed at the door and let him go home.

“Terserah, watch out for you!” emphatically.

“Please, Dear Sister,” my god.

He left the room past me with a sharp gaze fixed on me, not forgetting that he also slammed the door so hard, that the windows shuddered. He did this when we were just the two of us, and the office was in a quiet state.

Today was really very emotional and painful in my heart, I was suddenly hit by a storm from my body's reaction, Joseph who had no news, and closed with the threat of Dara being so brave when no one else.

Indeed, to complete our lives is required to feel all the emotions that have been written clearly, the universe is already there with all its contents, what is our power that only has to be prepared with all its surprises.