
"Mom is also being handled by us, but the main handling is on you. How Dad mentally braced Mom for the bad odds that happened to her baby!"
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"Muil ...!"
"Who-sister!"
"Why stay here! We have to go? Or do you doubt?"
A thin smile. Fura seemed to lean one of his wooden supports against the wall and tried to sit on the sofa.
"This house holds a lot of my memories, brother! It's hard to leave everything."
"Don't hesitate, please! Don't look back! We go forward together! I'll make you happy!"
"But my heart doesn't belong to Brother!"
"I don't mind! As time goes on, you'll know who's really always there for you!"
"I have two hearts! I'm ex! And not fully recovered!"
"How many times have I told you to ask the same question, I accepted it! Hana and Omar I'll take my son! Your condition problem .. time has proven, that the effort will not betray the results. It has not yet recovered perfectly. But I'm sure there will come a time when you walk on your own feet, without those 2 woods again!"
"So good for me!"
"Even you are too good, so I always try hard to understand your every thought!" Fura smiled bitterly.
"Does my brother believe in karma?"
"You mean?"
"Both of our parents!"
"Don't talk about that! It's all over, even my mother has calmed down by his side."
"But everything happened to me!"
"Stop talking!" Fura flinched and nodded.
"Is Ka-kak still meeting at-a di-ru-mah sa-kit?" Fura stammered and looked cautious with the question to be thrown.
"Two days ago I met."
"And his condition?"
"Why still think of people who ignore you!"
"How is it, brother?"
"He's good, and she looks good too!"
"Thank God. I'm glad to hear it!"
"Obviously they got a reply! Yes, the departure of the baby is in return for the injustice of Shafiq to you and the selfishness of Shofi who wants to have your husband to the fullest." Fura doesn't like Billy's words. He tried to reach for the wood and walked to the side of the window. Her tears are spilling.
"I-I'm sorry Shofi. My desire to attract you continues to enter this circle of relationships. And now bad things are happening to you, something unfair .. You're a victim! I was the first to be blamed. Me! Nuha Shafura was the first selfish wife! Asking her husband to get married to get the satisfaction of a desire I can't give! Akhc ... Already all yes Rabb ... Return Shofi to be the cheerful woman he used to be. Yes, a cheerful woman before she knew us! And I'm willing to back off for that!"
A pat landed on Fura's shoulder. "I'm sure I'm blaming you again!" Fura removed the circle only then turned around.
"Take me somewhere, brother!"
"And your move?"
"It doesn't seem like today! One more day! Give me some more time, brother!"
Billy exhaled a rough breath and then nodded.
A little boy seemed to be running towards Fura. "Umi .. Where are we going?"
Fura bowed, kissed her innocent face without sin. Omar is the little son who also misses the figure of his ashes. He who does not know anything in fact has been affected by everything. Fura smiled wordlessly at that innocent face.
"Bak Kinan!" call Fura to the babysitter of her baby. He approached shortly.
"Sir, I'll be out for a while. Looks like we're not moving today. Please take care of Omar while I'm gone!"
"Good, Mom!"
"Smart kid! Umi just left for a while and will be back soon. Surab ... Umi will bring surabi later when she comes home. Okay!" the little body continued to hug the feet of the new Fura finally nodded.
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Zidna Khairana Maliki's. It says that name there. The mound of the angel's residence that still looks wet. Destiny leads the angel to have abnormalities in the liver, kidneys and lungs from birth. Weaknessed when found out of Shofi's womb, the heart beat very slowly. Shofi's narrowed blood vessels were unable to deliver oxygen properly that night. 6 Hours that night each organ was not working stable.6 hours the little baby was trying to survive with the lack of oxygen obtained.
Until finally the beautiful angel managed to breathe the air in the new world. A new world that is not as beautiful as I wish. The hoses buffer the work of his organs that are no longer good. The baby is struggling. Two months he was in the ICU room with fatigue. He went out and underwent an outpatient treatment afterwards. Until fate says otherwise, exactly 4 months of his presence he gave up. The little baby could not survive.
Fura continued to sweep the headstone with the first name he pinned. His prayers and apologies are there. For a few moments he decided to leave.
The foot that had not been able to stand perfectly continued to move through the ground with the grass covering it. He continued walking, until he found the face there .. The face he always longed for in silence seemed to walk down towards him.
Fura's heart beats fast, if not framed regretted want it feels to reach the body. Now the body is standing right in front of him. The net is lifted. He was no less stunned to realize the presence of the woman he really always missed anyway. Two pairs of eyes locked together. My eyes looked at Fura with a twinkle of longing. Instantly his memory returned to the conversation 5 months ago.
💔Flashback ...
Syafiq his father was hit. The conditions that befell her beautiful angel are beyond prediction. The happy night he spent with his first angel, actually became the worst night for his second angel. He felt broken and sorry. If he had known what was going to happen, he would not have gone to Fura's room and left Shofi alone that night. Again, regret always comes too late. If the leaf is destined to fall, even if there is no strong wind, it will fall. And all happened according to His decree.
That day Shafiq saw his two loved ones fighting. On the other hand a woman who looked no less bitter continued to stare at him in the distance. The eyes were puffy, the scars of crying could not be hidden. His first love seemed so broken. Syafiq.
Instantly pulled the head into his arms. "Bbf ...."
"You're coming, Juriyy?"
"Bii .. ma-aff ...."
"It's not you, but I'm wrong!" Shafiq swept that head.
"I'm Bii .. not you!"
"I ...."
"I ...!" Lirih back Fura.
"We!" lugas Syafiq. Fura nodded.
"La-lu how?"
"Zidna is still being dealt with, while Shofi is unconscious!"
"Bbf ...."
"Hem?"
"I can't forgive myself if anything happens to Shofi or your baby!"
"We're facing together!"
"But our togetherness will make Shofi even more hurt!"
"La-lu?" confused Syafiq.
"Bring Shofi home after everything improves! You better not meet me until they recover!"
"Ti-dak, Juriyy!"
"Must, Bii! Or I'll continue to feel guilty. Anyway I dragged Shofi in the middle of us. I ruined his life. Now he's also tested on your daughter's condition because of us again!"
"July ...!"
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Five months have passed by Shafiq. He always tried hard to carve the most charming smile for the second angel who was gripped a lot since the unification of their relationship.
Yeah, a month ago their baby went to the creator. The pain is still clear. But what happens is certainly the best, because if it survives, somehow his little baby grows in the future with various organ damage.
And Fura, he again decided something beyond the logic of his brain. He chose to distance their relationship as long as Shofi's condition did not improve. Things that hurt, but again not able to Syafiq about.
Shafiq was always secretly monitoring the progress of the state of Fura. He was happy to realize that it was increasingly showing improvement in his condition. His brain always wanted to come together but the condition of Shofi who was still wrapped in grief due to the departure of Zidna, made him again undo his intentions.
And that face is now in front of him. The face of the child never changed. Syafiq's heart immediately beat rapidly as if it found its place home. He was both happy and sad because he had ignored Fura all this time. Yes, although he ignored in fact because of Fura's own wishes.
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💔Happy reading😘