I WAS THE THIRD PERSON

Thirdly

The chant of the holy verse was clearly heard in my ear, the thread of the verse that later became the conductor of my unconscious made me comfortable and calm always.

And the grip of this hand .. I continue to feel it even though it is very difficult to reach. I want to return a grip that never escaped me, but it is difficult as if my brain does not direct its command to my senses.

Yes, due to a hard blow .. My brain is not responding well now. Up until a few days later, a tiny hand as well as a plain whisper of the little girl by my side was able to knock my brain. Bringing my hand to shake at last ... Until some time other organs also respond to everything. My eyes were finally open.

I saw Jawza by my side holding a 3-year-old angel in his arms. My jawza was seen crying, thanksgiving was offered. Many kisses on the ground on my face. My jawza is my life ...

"Ciii."

"Don't talk to Juriyy, listen! You're gonna be fine. You're okay, you'll be home soon. Understood?" My jawza is encouraging me.

I nodded too.

I tried to move my body, but my Jawza forbade me from moving much. I heard a moment later 2 nurses said, I had a series of new operations so they had to keep me from moving.

And my days are still spent with Jawza in the hospital after that. One afternoon, I felt something strange in my body. My lower body seemed numb, many times I tried to move my legs but still could not.

And that day I cried. I lost my spirit in life. What the hell happened to me?

The more I grieve, the more my Jawza whispers encouraging words to me. Do'a chants and verses also do not forget to always be heard by him.

Up to 1 month later, the surgical wounds of the broken bones in some of my ribs and spine had improved. I was able to sit but not at the bottom.

After I pressed my Jawza finally to be honest, due to injury from the accident that hit me, there is a disruption of nerve function that causes damage from the brain or spinal cord that can not send signals to the lower body, which can not transmit signals to the lower body, which eventually results in paralysis in the abdomen down.

It was more and more broken I think it was .. but the spirit I saw from Jawza and our two children shook me. Many times my Jawza reminds me to be grateful for the second life God has given me. He always said, not about the physical no longer the same, but the presence that is still there is the greatest blessing for him.

My jaw is everything to me. He raised my spirit, he gave me confidence. He did a lot of things I couldn't do.

Every weekend Jawza-ku always patiently accompany me to the Hospital to undergo a series of therapies, although in fact a series of therapies that do not give changes to my condition.

The day goes on ... My Jawza with his love never changes. He was very patient with me, before going to the office he helped me clean up, helped me get dressed, took me and the kids around the compound. And at the weekend he would take me to the Mall, hug me, kiss me he never missed.

Everything we did before, we still did. It hasn't changed even though I'm in a wheelchair now. He who was never ashamed of my condition made me more confident in facing life. It makes me perfect even if I am not.

Jawza ...

And now 2 years and 3 months everything has passed. Right on our 6th Anniversary. With so many comrades coming in pairs, they laughed loosely, happily without burden. Suddenly I sought the radiance from my Jawza, and I seemed to have not found it.

Yes, indeed after the bad incident I was no longer able to serve my Jawza. Though he is a normal man, we used to do it often, but not 2 years 3 months. Although he never disputed everything, but somehow, tonight I suddenly thought of it. Yes, I suddenly realized my imperfections.

I remember the story of the sun who loved in an unusual way. The heat generated is a proof of love that will be difficult for some people to understand. Because love is not really talking about what is felt for a moment, but the greater purpose and benefits that are produced afterwards.

After I thought hard, I finally decided. I will transform from a person who used to complain about feeling the love of the sun, will turn now into a shadow of the sun itself. I changed my mindset. I will love*Jawza* just like the way Mentari loves all the creatures on earth.

I will love my *Jawza* in my unusual way. And I have decided the way I take it is to ask her to share her heart, to benefit more for the long-term future, for my happiness *Jawza. Gave him a perfect relationship that he didn't get from me.

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*Jawza \= Stars/living pairs (arabs*)

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