
Shofii .. why do I think now, if all is not fair to you. Then what should I do? and the heart of Shafiq continues to rumble in there.
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A month has passed ...
A month too Shafiq almost always comes home at 22:30.
A month later Shofii fell asleep on the sofa waiting for Shafiq.
A month Shofii always cook a different menu sincerely for the husband.
A month later, Shafiq always distracts Shofii by asking him to tell stories in order to avoid marital relations between them.
A month Shofii always fell asleep in the soft embrace and sweep of Shafiq.
A month later, Shafiq had a new activity observing the sleeping face of Shofii.
A month later, Shafiq began to lie to Fura that he had eaten at the office because he wanted to eat food at Shofii's house.
A month later, Shafiq began to look forward to what delicious cuisine Shofii cooks today.
A month also Shofii positive thinking that Shafiq must be tired so as not to ask for his rights.
A month later, a lot of things happened ...
Fura has been sincere with his life destiny which now every night must sleep alone and let Shafiq with Shofii, all is not without reason. Because in fact he is very sure the love of Shafiq is only his. Moreover, Shafiq often tells the story if he has not touched Shofii again after their first night. And even if they are related, in the heart of Fura still believe that Shofii will only be the channeling of Shafiq desire without love being the foundation.
Shofii is starting to be insecure .... Although in fact Syafiq often praised his cooking. Even the soft hiccups and sweeps were always welcome and made him sleepily calm. Shafiq has always been a friend to her storytelling, but Shofii feels imperfect being a wife. All because Shafiq never again asked for his rights after that night. If only being a friend to talk, of course my friends are also many in the hospital to talk. But I am a wife .. when the husband is reluctant to relate to me. Destroy me .. In Shofii's mind keep asking, *What's Wrong*??
And Syafiq ...
His love for Fura is beyond doubt, but his relationship with Shofii is really stressful. The more Shofii told him about himself, the more compassion filled his brain. Initially, Shafiq wanted to open everything to Shofii immediately, now Syafiq often stall because he was worried that his words would hurt Shofii's heart. And again, Shofii rights that he often neglected, as if avoiding it turned out to make Syafiq feel guilty. He often held back his desire for Shofii, worried about his relationship he also put his heart in it. He was really afraid that his heart was completely divided for Shofii.
Because actually he found it not difficult to like Shofii, with a beautiful face owned by Shofii that is not less than *Juriyy*nya. Shofii's cleverness of cooking, independence, patience, and cheerful nature that he often shows when his heart has a lot of tightness in the past. If Shafiq had opened a slight gap to Shofii, it was very easy for Shofii's positive personality to enter his heart. Now Shafiq is starting to dilemma with all that.
Thursday, 07:00
As usual Shofii already looks stunning in the morning. Shofii is indeed a female figure today who is good at taking care of her face and body. His body is slightly contained in some parts, the skin that still looks tight because the routine gymnastics he always do every afternoon before Maghrib. Also, his movements are seen to be flexible and agile to do something, making every activity he does make it more beautiful.
Shofii is also good at putting things, he often dress up pretty at home, used lip dye that blush also eyeliner and blushon thin on his face that has been ayu without makeup, but not makeup, become more stunning after being decorated. He also often dressed seductively in the presence of Shafiq, because indeed they lived only two, so Shofii was comfortable with how he looked at home.
But at 9 o'clock Shofii prepared to go to the hospital to run his activities. The seductive figure instantly turned into a graceful figure with a thin polish on his face. Everything seemed fine with the joy that Shofii displayed, even though his soul was lonely, because the husband seemed less tempted by her beauty.
At the dining table is now available chicken opor which turns out to be a favorite menu Syafiq. Shofii never tired in the kitchen every morning to satisfy the stomach of the husband. He was very happy every time he saw the look on Syafiq's face while enjoying the cuisine he made. Even if Shafiq refused to touch me at least I saw his smile when eating the dishes I served, shimmering and destroyed in the inner Shofii actually.
After eating as usual Syafiq immediately say goodbye. The warm kiss that Shofii was waiting for again he could not get, and after a month it seems to have become my empty wish just to get the romance of Shafiq mas, Shafiq, but the gentle kiss on the back of Syafiq's hand remains Shofii ichlasan to be the only touch that is still left in their relationship that is still new and should still be very warm even though in fact Shofii feels bland.
The Syafiq APV has left its place. Shofii seemed to fall on the edge lamenting his fate. He was determined, even though farewell would be the worst thing to happen again, but tonight he had to ask everything. The reason why Syafiq is based seems to avoid it. If there is a mistake in him, he will try to change it as much as possible.
When Maghrib was gone, Isya Shofii prayed in his pajamas and started to turn on the radio to hear the usual study on the radio. This time he set an alarm so that at 10 o'clock he woke up and was ready to welcome Syafiq.
A few moments passed ...
The alarm on Shofii's phone had sounded, the instant Shofii woke up. Until a moment it sounded that the Syafiq car had entered the yard.
If Mas Shafiq knew I wasn't sleeping, he wouldn't have lifted me up to the room. I pretended to sleep ahh .. Inner Shofii.
Until now, it was heard that Shafiq entered and immediately approached the body of the wife, swept by the head of the new Shofii after he grabbed the body of Shofii to the bed.
Syafiq fragrant body while holding it. Mas Shafiq when fragrant even he has not taken a bath but his scent is like having a bath. Shofii opened his eyes as his body landed on the bed.
"Mass ...."
"If you are very sleepy go back to sleep. I'll take my own food" shayt Shafiq.
"I will prepare it, Mas" said Shofii, lifting his body and immediately moving into the kitchen.
"Some of the time Shofii looked back with a plate of rice, chicken opor and pickles on his side."
Syafiq did not spend a long time eating dinner on the plate. As usual, Shafiq began to ask about Shofii activities throughout the day.
No. Mas .. Today I am not wanting to tell a story but there is something I must ask you, Inner Shofii.
"Mass, there's something I want to talk about," Shofii said with a moment of caution.
Something very difficult to say but I also refused to turn around ...
"Say Sof" said Syafiq calmly.
"Mass ... We've been together for a month. Forgive me if my presence is not pleasing to you," said Shofii who leaned on the head board but was reluctant to stare at Syafiq.
"Why are you talking like that, Sof?"
"Because it's like that, isn't it?" straightforward Shofii.
"Wait on! I don't understand ...," Syafiq said with a surprised face.
"Come on Shof .. don't be teased," said Shafiq while not taking off Shofii's gaze.
"Why do you seem confused. You really don't know what's going on? All because you always avoid me, Mas----
"Mass ... Am I not beautiful enough for you? So you're not interested in spending the night with me?"
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