I Secretly Admire You

episode 17 was unexpected

2 Years passed

it did not feel that time passed so quickly the rest of one year Anisa struggled in the cottage. and in the end the results of his efforts drove him into the cottage that had never been imagined before.

in life sometimes we have to face the likes and sorrows that is certain, and that is what Anisa feels now let alone the problems of the heart and feelings.

why should there be this feeling.but that is what man may have been his nature.but where is his fault if his heart likes the opposite sex.is open if humans are created in pairs?

anisa also remembered the request of her parents when she returned home last semester.

"can anyone if mom and dad ask for something would you give it to him, son? ask anisa.

he also fell silent to digest well the meaning of the words of father Anisa. he also asked what the meaning of the words of his parents.why suddenly discuss about an arranged marriage.Anisa's heart was so worried. he doesn't know what to say.

want to reject himself did not have the heart to see both parents disappointed. all this time the father has supported him.

"does this have to be?asked Anisa, her heart asked even though she was not sure what answer she would hear.why so quickly when she was not ready.

" this boy is just an introduction.you will meet later at aunt serli's house.All decisions are on you. back then I can only nod my head. I don't know why I don't want to be disappointed to see the look on my parents' face in front of me.

"go rest tomorrow the day of your departure to the lodge. travel enough time. rest.

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in the dormitory anisa many daydreamed thinking of her fate.close her eyes and exhale a long breath that came out of her sharp nose.

the mind wanders everywhere, finally he decided to sleep and hope that he woke up in a third of the night to pray tahajjud.

lord, I have no power of my efforts, I will leave only to you, please let me know if this is the best for me.

the morning sun on the eastern horizon has revealed its light.Anisa was preparing to go back to school.Together with her, Serli and others were preparing.Serli saw anisa silent they asked each other. their eyes seemed to say what was wrong with Anisa? but the people on the side did not make a sound, and in the end they arrived in the new class, class 3 MA.

"anisa called ustazah ana tu. sahut friend of anisa.

" i why yes?

"know it. hurry gi. reply his friend.

anisa also passed to the office space where ana ustazah was waiting there.when anisa headed to the ka tor room she accidentally paired with ustaz rayhan.

" assalamu'alaikum. anisa you're fine.

"WA aleikum salam ustaz.yeah I good ustaz.

" it seems you're not well. Are you sick

idih whatan sii ustaz rayhan ga very clear deh.. php really anyway..emang me why? but emang I think. ga ah from now on I will not expect more from you. I think indeed I should forget my feelings.

"excuse ustaz I am called ustazah ana.

ustaz raihan passed and so did anisa. in the heart of ustaz rayhan kept thinking with anisa. What is with anisa like there is hidden.but what is it?