
sunny mornings so many joys and sorrows have passed. Sometimes we have to struggle hard in achieving what we expect. but in real life that not everything we think is good is not necessarily good for us and vice versa.
like ya g feel now as I walk towards class accidentally upperclassman tells me that ustaz tayhan will ta'aruf with someone either gossip or facts that I heard today.
deg....
"why do I not accept who I am, what my rights are, why I am not willing. ah.
aw.... w... aa..
" my feet...
"anon....
deg....
someone came up to me maybe he saw me walking in a dreamy state until when I stepped this foot accidentally my feet were shiny when going up the stairs to my class.
" ah.. yes.. I am okay us.. taz. sahutku. I also try as much as possible to step.
uh... aw.....
"are you okay?
" yes. us. taz. sahutku again.why am I like this.why do I like angry people.oh no. I can not fall.......... astagfirullah.I just admire him no. My refutation.
"can you be okay come here I help you why can you be like this? sahut santi who suddenly saw me in a state of abnormal walking. me and santi left the place and went into class. while he went to the next class teaching. but as I sat down and picked up the textbooks all my classmates came back again gossiping about the same thing I heard outside the classroom.
"eh know not to hear ya ustaz rayhan will ta'aruf with someone lo. but do not know the truth is not true. but if it is not true why the rumors spread so much.....
" well, the candidate must be beautiful.
" what the hell nooo....you don't see what this is.. My legs are crazy seems severe deh. said me to eliminate the taste to the toughness that I heard. I really don't know why myself.
"try to see here. sahut serli.
" o.. geez anisa..this is already swollen lo... This is severe lo anisa."
"assalamu'alaikum. said ustaz ana because today is the time of teaching ustaz ana. and suddenly approached me.
" anisa why serli? ustazah ana.
"this ustazah.sambil pointed at my feet and it was already a bit swollen.Anisa's legs are swollen.
" anisa. come on your feet should be treated and sorted. sahut ustazah ana who was shocked to see my feet. but why am I mediocre. oh what is with me murmured me. we also went to the UKS.
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a few minutes later after being sorted by a masseur subscription ustazah ana before leaving UKS ustazah ana called someone and it turns out that what he called was a masseur for me. and I was feeling better after being sorted and only then did I realize that my legs were really hurting.
just realized lo anisa.
"anisa are you okay? sahut ustazah ana and ustazah near ustazah ana who accompanied me. They saw me so attentive.
" yes, I have a good Ustadzah, even a smile I force.
"yes you have a break here first yes. do not go anywhere. later hours rest ustadzah tell your friends to bring lunch. or you have not breakfast? ask ustadzah ana
" it's ustadzah.
I was lying on the bed in the UKS room at the time, and because of maybe the new pain I felt due to my carelessness, I fell asleep.