I'm You And He

56. testpacks

God help me

Give him back

Into my arms

Because I can't

Substitute himself

I admit honestly I can't

I really can't

And t" I'm all for it

Love besides you

But nothing is the same

A thousand ways I've been

But forget about you

But not capable

Ronal heard the song that Cakra Khan sang. There was a sense of contempt for representing what he was feeling right now.

Ronal felt his struggle was over. The ring he had prepared for Gita had been destroyed because of Gita's banishment. There was regret because he used to be reckless in acting.

Flashbacks

Around 06:00 am, Roki entered carrying the unconscious Gita in the park. Roki recounts that last night Gita begged Mama Marni to release Ilham. Roki is confused to put Gita where, Gita's wet body is immediately cleaned by Rere. Initially Rere asked Gita to be put in their room. But Roki is afraid that Jenny will wake up. He touched Gita's forehead which turned out to be hot.

"In my room alone." Ronal's voice mediated the husband-and-wife debate.

"Sister! this is Lo's woman."

"Which why? You guys are afraid I'm messing around. I'm not gonna be weird on Gita. Quickly take it to the room, later it gets worse."

Roki finally takes Gita to Ronal's room. Rere changed Gita's clothes with his. Then compress the Gita's forehead. As Jenny awakens, Rere leaves Gita alone in the room. Ronal sat on the bed, replacing the pillow on Gita's head with her legs. Ronal stroked Gita's hair gently, then kissed her forehead. The Gita stays soundly in her lap.

"Basic, kebo! It hasn't changed!" he said in his heart.

Ronal remembers when Gita was taken to the resort Ine, when the Gita was cut off by Roki. Gita who was fast asleep, ronal held Gita's head to her body. Last night with Gita became a separate memory for Ronal.

Now the Gita is in sight. In his own room. Ronal kisses Gita with love. The male passion instantly rippled, Ronal could not hold back anymore.

" Nature!" mama Marni's voice surprised her.

"What are you guys doing? Why is this woman here!" mama Marni's voice is beavering.

"Mama!" Ronal asked her mother to be quiet.

"Ma, Gita passed out. Why not free Ilham? He's not wrong, ma. I'm wrong."

"Mama had been to the police station.Ilham was parole. Guaranteed to be his family."

Ronal looked at Gita who was still unconscious. Mama asked Ronal to get out of bed.

Flashback complete.

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Gita in the bathroom. His lips were in pain, Inspiration had kissed him lustfully. If not Gita let go, maybe they're blurred. During his time with Roki, Gita has never been touched. With Ronal only fitting time to express love Gita in kiss, it was just a little. But Ilham, Gita only knew that Ilham had a very big lust.

"Gita!" mom's voice called.

"Yes, ma." Gita came out of the bathroom after washing her face.

"Here sit. Mama wants to talk." Call Mama to take Gita to sit on her bed.

"What's up, ma?"Gita sat next to mom.

"Mom to say, important!" Mom started the conversation.

"Where have you been Ilham?" ask mama

"To the beach, ma."

"Well? Continuing the lust of Inspiration earlier. Sorry, Gita's not a chatty mama. But you're a girl, son. You have to be able to take yourself, you have to have self-esteem. Don't want to be in a kayak sosor just now. When with men, wear polite clothes. Do not wear tight. So don't provoke the minds of the men."

"Yes, ma." answered Gita briefly.

"Don't just. Mama says it because mama loves you, son. Mama doesn't want you to be like Ine."

"Don't you?"

Whaaat so? Ine Hamidun first. It's worth my time until she says she's pregnant young. It turns out uh it turns out! Yes, God Ine. But no matter what happens, Ine is still my best friend. I don't want to look at Ine from the negative side. Yes, even though I knew Ine was freer than Rere and Beta.

"Ma, Gita wants to rest." Gita suddenly feels nauseous. Gita ran to the bathroom. Spewing out his stomach.

"Gita, you're not papa!" Shouted my mother from outside the bathroom.

"I don't know, ma. Gita's head is dizzy."

" Yes, you have rested. Let Mama balurin oil the wind." Mama massaged Gita's shoulders painstakingly.

"Gita, you're not doing anything like Inspiration. You're not pregnant." look at mom

Gita tries to remember. Inspiration just kisses him, nothing more. But if nausea like this, Gita guessed she only caught a common cold.

"No, ma. Inspiration is never insolent with Gita." replied Gita.

"Where were you last night? he said he wanted to look at Inspiration, but not go home." asked Mama.

"Gita's at a friend's place, ma." Gita had to lie to Mama. Because if you know Gita to Spencer's house, it could be the fourth world war.

"Yes, you've got a break, son. So don't wear thin clothes. It's gonna catch a cold."

Mama put Gita's body on the bed. Gita is afraid that she is really pregnant. His eyes did not stop watering. I can imagine how the inspiration reacted.

But Gita remembers Ilham once accompanied her to sleep, a time after a fight between Ilham and Ronal. Gita closed her eyes. I hope what he fears doesn't happen.

A few days later, Gita tries tespack to find out if she is pregnant. Gita bought a tespack at the pharmacy. With anxious feelings he waited for the result. Turns ....

with happiness, Gita cried. What he feared did not happen. But before long a faint red line appeared. His body felt trembling as he looked at the faint lines.

The raging Gita hit his body. Mama, who heard a voice from Gita's room, came to her daughter's room.

Gita cornered the wall with a crumpled face. Mama found Gita's testpack. Gita hit her stomach with a shower strap. Mom hugged Gita.

"Mama will ask Inspiration to accelerate your marriage. He has to take responsibility." said Mama told Gita.

I hate this situation. Why is there always trouble in my life. I hate this baby!

Gita locked herself in a room for a few days. Mama told Siti about Gita's condition. Siti was shocked to hear it.

Siti informs Ronal of Gita's condition. Actually Siti knows the story of Gita who came to Spencer's house to ask for Inspiration to be released. It's just, Siti chose to silence on inspiration.

Mama heard Siti's talk with Ronal.

"Why do you keep complaining about Gita's condition to her, Siti?"

Siti was shocked to hear her talk at Yulia's mother's hearing.

"So all this time, you've been complaining about that guy?"

Siti answered Mama Yulia's question.

"That... this ... Auntie..."

"Get you out of this house!" expel mama Yulia.

"Sorry" Siti just looked down embarrassed.

Siti stands in front of the hospital where Ilham works. Siti tells Ilham if Gita is positively pregnant. Inspiration shocked, and met Gita.

"Gita's been shutting herself up for a few days. She's still in shock." Mama explained.

" Aunty, I'll take responsibility! I'll marry Gita as soon as possible."

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Inspiration by accompanying Gita pregnancy consultation at one of her friend's clinics. Meanwhile, Ilham postponed his marriage because he had to wait for Gita to give birth.

"We go to the abortion doctor" said Gita.

"Don't darling. This is our sin, lest we add to it by killing it."

"I'm .. I'm not ready." Gita looked down

"I'm ready, baby. But we got Siri married first, yeah. The important thing is already in the bond." said Ilham.

" Mrs Gita ramadhan." Nurse's voice from the clinic room.

Ilham accompanied Gita into the doctor's office. They checked the Gita. And it turns out Gita wasn't pregnant. Gita's gloomy face suddenly sparkled. A happy cry because the one he was afraid of didn't happen.

"But I'm still nauseous doc?" ask Gita

"It's still not visible here, ma'am. Try mommy here in a week. If there is still nausea we check further" said the doctor explained to Gita.