I'm You And He

32. Gita poor

Don't you regret my decision anymore

I don't want you getting hurt

I don't want to force this love

Even though you can't accept it

I am the most sinful human being

Betraying taste for desire

Better not love me and all my heart

Because you'll never meet, true love

End all these stories

And don't you cry anymore

Even if I never try to come back to you

A million words of apology are free

Because I think I'm dead to realize it

Hope you find it

A sincere heart loves you

But not me

The song suddenly made Nature claustrophobic. The decision has not been unanimous, but he is disappointed that the Gita family has blamed him. Turn off the radio that fills his days. Aunty saw the heartbreak of her nephew, she knew that Nature must be sick.

"You should be a strong man. Not flabby like this just because of a woman." whispered the aunt in heart

Auntie goes into the room and prays. Before long aunt rebuked Nature so as not to forget prayer.

"At the very least it can reduce your grief" said the aunt.

Nature enters the room. There was a silver ring inscribed with her name. The one she was wearing said to be the name Gita. He hasn't given it to Gita. Nature keeps the ring in a closet.

"So pray, son." Sapa aunty saw Nature choose to sleep.

"Yet, bi. Me hungry? I want to eat fried rice." Word Nature.

"Fried rice? You know aunty has never cooked fried rice." Aunt was shocked by Nature's request.

"Try Siti's SMS, auntie see what she's cooking must be delicious." Aunty said

"Auntie's good too. I just want some fried rice. Yeah, I went to the bukdang house." Nature moved from her bed.

"Prior." Aunt called when Alam was about to wear a sandal.

"Do you really love Gita?" Ask aunt

"Yes." Yeah." Nature Speech

"Will aunt bless us?" Ask Nature.

Aunty just shut up, then went back into the room. Nature feels aunty is signaling for their relationship, just that aunty still has the prestige of acknowledging it.

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Nature stands on a road. There was a Gita who came to see him. Nature rubbed her eyes hoping it wasn't a dream. Gita held both of her hands, bringing her body closer to the man. His heart is racing.

"You feel it, don't you." Said Gita

"Aggressive dumbbells. It's kebelt, yeah." Nature Chirps.

"Yeah!" Take Gita

"Where's honey?"

"To where Dinda's sister is." Answer Gita.

"Well?" Alam was astonished, he was already lazy to deal with the Dinda family.

"Udah come along." Gita ran on the afterlife from behind.

Gita turned. "Come, can't you catch me?"

"Ooooh, loud, yeah. Forgot who I was?"

They ran in pursuit. As Krishna lures Radha into chasing him. But this is the opposite in Radha who lures Krishna to pursue her.

Tonight Dinda's house is shocked by the arrival of Nature and Gita. Sita who opened the door was shocked by the appearance of Gita. For Sita, Gita is the source of the problems that befell her brother.

"Would you guys come here? Not satisfied you saw the suffering of Brother Dinda!" Said Sita who was emotionless seeing their arrival.

"Who's Sita?" Irwan's voice called.

"Dad here, deh." Call Sita.

Irwan immediately saw who his guest was. Gita's eyes widened to see who Dinda's father was.

Gita felt familiar with that face. The face of a man who dropped him in the middle of the forest. The man who drove him home but was dropped off in the middle of the forest. Gita also did not forget that Nature did not help him maybe he became prey to wild animals.

"Mr didn't forget about me, did you." Gita said to make sure the man in front of her.

"Who are you?" Irwan still casually responded to Gita.

"I ..." Gita could not continue speaking. I don't know why his tongue is locked.

"I want to see Dinda's sister."

"Make what?" Ask Irwan.

"I promise I'll get out of here before I return what should be the property of Dinda's sister."

"What's that?"

"Return the one he loves."

"Isn't that man dead."

"Yes I know." Gita still talks hard.

"Then what are you going to do?"

"What do you want?"

"If I ask him to be my son-in-law." Irwan pointed towards Ronal.

Gita turned to look at Nature from top to bottom. Then sigh

"Well, I accept your request."

Nature is shocked that easily Gita thrusting herself "crazy you!"

"I'd be even crazier if I were to continue feeling this guilt!" Pekik Gita's.

"But why am I the one you have to crush!"

"Because..." Gita has no power to suppress her feelings.

"Because he is Nature!" Gita looked at who was coming. Edwar who stood not far from Nature.

Nature and Gita awaken from their nightmare. Their eyes turned to cellphones. They called but didn't connect. To the dreamland signifies that he must be honest with the Gita. But for Gita, the dream was real, making her ask, if Ronal is Nature. Gita calls Siti, but is not picked up. He hoped to get a clue from the dream.

"Stupid you Gita! Believe the same dream." Gita hit her head.

Gita wants to get up to get a drink. But not until, Gita pulled the wheelchair. Reaches her hand but Gita falls. Gita just felt the dark and the smell of rancid out of nowhere.

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This morning I found Gita on the floor with a bloody head. Mama yelled calling the people at the house eyang Amay. According to the analysis of Imel, the,

Turns out Gita's head hit one of the irons in the wheelchair.Maybe Gita wants to take a drink or want to take his wheelchair.

"I can't take it anymore! I'll take Gita to Jakarta!" pekik Mom.

"Let's think about it!" said Papa.

"Bring the hospital first!" said papa holding Gita.

Gita was taken to the doctor. According to the doctor, the impact on the head hit the nerves of his eyes.

"so doc how about my son!"

"Mrs .... Papa ... why it's so dark.. the lights are off .. ma." cried Gita.

"Mama... I can't see ma ...!"

"Papa... I'm afraid ... pa ...!"

" Brother Ronal ... Brother Ronal ....!"

Mama hugged Gita while crying. He did not expect Gita to go blind. Gita holds her wet mother's face.

Gita didn't think she'd go blind. Mama calms it down for a while, mama asks Gita to stay strong.

"At a time like this, I want someone to strengthen me. I want someone to always give me affection. Those were my parents. They give selfless love, they also give their body time and soul to be with me. Now I realize, which is a friend, which is a sincere boyfriend. And I realize it's all just bullshit."

Gita feels she must indeed forget everything related to Ronal. Gita was sure she could get through all this. Gita promises to solve her problems in Sukasari without having to meet Ronal.