I'm You And He

144. S2: Fear of Nature

Two months later

After returning home from office, Alam found Inspiration to know the true condition of the Gita. This week, Nature has always been overshadowed by her dreams.

In his dream, Gita is more fun playing with Chicco, their first son. Nature felt in the cuekin, until Nature invited him home even Gita did not want to come along. He said he didn't want to be away from Chicco anymore.

This is what Nature feels. Is it a sign his wife is leaving him too.

This afternoon nature asks to go home quickly, because they want to go for a walk with Gita. Looking for preparation because the content of the Gita has entered five months. But before he wanted to see Ilham, the man who is now his younger brother was the doctor who handles Gita.

"What dream did I have last night, Brother Ronal wants to see me?" sahut Ilham when he saw Nature enter his room.

"The dream of a windfall may be" he chanted to try to neutralize the atmosphere.

He and Ilham from the beginning could not get along like brothers. The history of their competition is still imprinted in the heart. Making both of them still awkward, but for the sake of Gita, Nature ventured to meet Inspiration.

"What's up, brother?" Ilham still felt awkward calling a man as his brother.

"On Gita?" nature's answer is still awkward.

"Gita why? he's fine." the tone of the question Ilham like still worrying about the state of Gita.

"I want to know his true condition. Is the cancer still in his head?"

Inspiration frowns on his forehead which is actually not dizzy. He had promised Gita to keep it a secret from Nature.

The flashback

"Ham, please don't tell Nature or my parents about my current condition." Pinta Gita when she first checked her pregnancy at the hospital.

Gita heard the doctor's statement that her pregnancy was weak. Just like her first pregnancy. Gita tried hard, then met Ilham to check his cancer condition.

At first Ilham did not have the heart to say the true condition of the Gita. But Gita insisted on wanting to know how long she could live.

"Why can't they know? He's your husband, he must know his wife's circumstances."

Gita doesn't want to make her husband protective. Especially since her husband knew of her pregnancy, Nature became a little protective. Gita is afraid that if Nature knows her condition, it will be more protective.

Gita does not want to be restrained by the reason of her illness. She wants to enjoy her pregnancy.

She wants to enjoy the beauty of cravings, the movement of her baby, spoiling with her husband.

"But..." Inspiration dizzy to see Gita who is still stubbornly keeping a secret.

"Please...If anything happens to my womb, please save my son. I beg you, ham." beg Gita while holding the hand of Inspiration.

Ilham. It is heavy to fulfill Gita's desire. After all, Nature and Gita's parents deserve to know. In his face a letter leaflet indicating the condition of the Gita.

"Gita's... I hope you come back for chemo again. The chance of recovery is still there." persuaded Ilham.

"But, ham...." Gita could not continue her words.

He focused on the letter he had in his grasp. Stadium four! Will the chance of recovery still be there. As her tears flowed, Ilham embraced Gita. Inspiration tries to calm the woman he once had in his heart.

"I'm scared, ham ... so scared." Isak Gita mourns his fate.

"You should focus on chemo again. Please think again."

A few days ago, Gita found her nose back in the nose. Although finally caught by her husband if she returned nosebleeds, but she can still avoid it.

"You're nosebleed again, which?" ask Nature when she finds a bloody tissue in the garbage box.

"No, that's lipstick." I guess.

Nature hugged Gita, like there was fear in her. Gita assures her husband that she is okay. But still her husband forced her to refocus on treatment.

Nature sits in the living room of Spencer's residence. They currently live there. Because Papa Bobby's stroke, and the company is taken care of by Nature. At first he refused to return to the post. The reason, want to focus on the pregnancy Gita.

He feels the Inspiration of hiding the true condition of the Gita. Several times he persuaded his wife to return to treatment. But stay at the Gita's. The reason is, Gita feels she is fine.

"You why the hell! Keep forcing! I'm healthy when I'm!" Gita was upset the whole day her husband kept talking about his chemotherapy.

"I just want a mastiin if you're okay. But this proves that you are not good. Yes ... treat again, baby, please." refer Nature to the Gita.

Gita still insists on saying she is healthy. Nature hugged Gita tightly. He still shakes up with his dreams. Not once did the dream come twice, but also Nature often saw the face of the Gita pale once.

"I am like this because I love you. Dear to our son. We lost Chicco enough. I don't want to lose you either."

Gita holds the cheek of Nature with both hands "Honey, soul mate, death and sustenance that has been arranged. I am in full repentance, If God wills what can we do. Now I'm healthy, right. Even healthy people who do not have any disease can die at any time. So please, don't be afraid, yeah. If only I had been first, I would have kept you from heaven."

"Yes ... "

Instantly the atmosphere became silent. Nature and the Gita are swept away in each other's minds.

"I love you Gita ..." Nature rests Gita's head on her chest. There were tears coming down.

"Udah, ah. You do the office, yes, the boss's time is crybaby." The Temptation Gita wiped away the tears on Nature's face.

"Later tonight we go yuk!" bring Nature

"Where!"

"Wherever you want! I'm going with you."

"You want to look at Mama Yulia."

Nature looks. To this day, her parents still hate her. Especially since Roki got caught.

"OKAY. We look at Mama!"

The Gita knows there is still a sense of heaviness in the tone of Nature's voice. But she tried to strengthen her husband.

"You know, which. Mom is like that because she loves me. Especially if I am his only child. Later if our child is born and matures, we will definitely be in a position like that of Mama Yulia."

Gita and Nature came out of the room. Then she took her husband to the office. There was a driver waiting for them at the door.

Gita kissed Nature's hand. Then waved his hand when Alam had left for the office.

Suddenly Gita felt her head hurt. But in the end.

"Gita is not papa!" he then grabbed Gita who almost fainted.

"No papa, ma'am. Maybe it's pregnant."

He escorted Gita into the room. Not long after he left the room. Gita took the medicine in the drawer.

Not now, God

not now

I still want to see him born

I beg of God

Let me see him born for a moment

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