I'm You And He

26. Dinda (the outpouring of love that never goes out)

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. It hurts!disappointed!get mad!all be one. Why should I lament something that from the beginning was not for me. Why should I be sad for someone who doesn't confess his feelings.

My name is Dinda. I am 26 years old. I was born as the eldest of 3 children. My brother Ramlan died in infancy from a fever. Now there's my sister, Sita. Since childhood we have had abundant affection and abundant life even though we are not rich.

If Sita says, I am the favorite son of father and mother. But to me, we're all the same.

From childhood we grew up together. Together with Siti, Edwar and Alam we have a close friendship. Not friends anymore, but more brotherhood.

Nature does attract my attention more than Edwar. Who doesn't know Nature, the slengean guy, the truant, the motorcycle whiz. Even at school, the students set up a fan club. They want to be angry, but they can't!that's their right!but I don't like it when they start being aggressive.

When she proclaimed her feelings at the closing ceremony of MOS High School. It was a moment I can't forget. Although I know, it will definitely be about dad.

But I will continue to convince my father that Nature will not mess with me. It is difficult, but the name is also a business. Even so, Nature is never afraid to stop by home. That's what makes me love him more.

Once I heard the news when the Gita fell into the fields and fell down on Nature. My jealousy began to grow. Though I often see girls approaching Nature, there is no strange jealousy in *them. But with the Gita, there's a fear of losing competitiveness, because it's apparently prettier than me.

"For me, you're the only one who's beautiful." Speak Nature at this time.

Yeah, he can say that because he's not in my position. Yeah, he can say that because he doesn't have a taste for Gita.

Even a thousand words he said to me. But my jealousy for Gita remains great. At the time, many said they were compatible. I heard Edwar was supporting them too.

*Last meeting when he helped find Gita. I tried to prevent Nature, but it was too late. Even though he bribed me with something sweet, which made me feel attached to him. But it still doesn't change his decision to go after the Gita.

This is where the disaster came from. As they report, Alam and Gita pass out in the woods. Many say Nature and Gita are perverted in the forest.

Wasn't it!My nature is not like that! I don't believe all their talk. Even so, I will remain loyal to him. That's promise!

Until I heard Nature was in a coma and eventually died. It was like destruction for me.

Dinda remembers a series of memories with Nature. His longing and happiness near Nature. While hearing that Nature was still alive, Dinda tried to shake off her feelings. But he couldn't forget the man. The charm of Nature is stronger. Defeat the feelings he built with Edwar.

The clink of the clock shows at 04:50, Dinda got up preparing the ingredients for her to cook in the house of Nature. Crazy indeed! But that's how love is. The girl slipped into the back house. By relying on the spare key he had, Dinda could freely enter the house of Nature.

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Nature is shocked by the arrival of Irwan, Dinda's father. Irwan stared at Nature from top to bottom. He believes that the young man in front of him is the cause of his son's cancellation.

"Who are you really?" Ask Irwan

"I'm Ronal, sir." replied Nature steady.

"What is your purpose in this village?"

"I was asked by Miss Marni to bring her sister?"

"Marni?"

"What's your relationship with Marnie?"

"I'm her husband's niece."

"Certainly that?"

Nature nodded slowly. He felt he had to carefully answer Irwan's question. Don't get stuck until it's unmasked.

"But why does my daughter come into this house every morning? What is your relationship with my son?"

"Nothing, sir. I never met my father's daughter."

Irwan did not just believe it. A few days ago, Irwan deliberately followed his eldest daughter. He sees Dinda often enter Toni's house, even though he knows Toni no longer lives there. Irwan sees Dinda coming out of the house being ushered in by the man in front of him.

"Who is he?"

But ever since she dated Marni, Irwan never exchanged ideas with Toni. Toni is closer to Dul. His parents did not like Marni.

Irwan came home. Nature leads Irwan to the front door. Irwan asks Alam not to disturb Dinda, because her daughter already has a candidate.

"It's not broken, um." guess nature.

"Just as a stranger, you don't have to approach the people here.!" Irwan went straight from the face of Nature.

Nature breathes. Only a few days he was in Sukasari had many problems come. If you do not remember his desire to find his uncle, maybe he has returned to Jakarta.

When he closed the door, Nature was surprised by Dinda standing in front of him. Nature

nagging Dinda who came did not make a sound. Dinda smiled, she liked to see Nature get angry.

"So dad came here, yes." said Dinda with a smile.

"What are you saying?" The realms behind it.

"Nothing. I haven't told you about Nature." Dinda replied directly sitting on the porch

"What did you say?" connect Dinda

"By the way.." Nature's speech was interrupted.

"She!" A sound of snapping sounded from close up.

Alam and Dinda were shocked that Irwan was still there. Irwan pulled Dinda's body violently. Irwan's eyes showed anger at the two of them. Dinda wanted to break away from her father's hands.

"Dad! please marry us!"

Irwan and Alam's eyes widened to hear Dinda's statement.

Plaaac

"Dad never taught you to be a cheap woman." Irwan began to run out of patience.

"I'm not cheap dad. I loved him from the past until now." said Dinda

"Have you? Whatchu mean?" Irwan asked confused by his daughter's statement.

"Lam, tell dad the truth." sobs Dinda's voice.

"A..pa you mean?" Nature is beginning to fear.

Dinda's attitude like this can be a time bomb, which can explode at any time.

"Nature!" scream Dinda.

"I'm not Nature, I'm Ronal. I have explained many times." snapped Nature.

"Don't you snatch my son!" Irwan gripped the clothes of Nature.

Dinda's eyes held back anger. His stocky body immediately stood up, then kicked the sensitive part of Nature.

The commotion at Uncle Toni's house invited a crowd of citizens. The frenzy about Nature and Dinda's relationship is growing.

Residents regret the attitude of Dinda who is too bucolic.

Many say Dinda had stress when Alam was reported dead. Until the news reached the ears of Edwar, Siti and Gita.

Irwan could not hold back his tears when he saw the state of his daughter. Dinda spent the whole day shutting herself in her room. Sita was afraid, she remembered when she heard Alam died, Dinda tried to kill herself several times. I don't know what Nature did, so her brother became a dead love to the man.