I'm the One who's hurting

Sasha and Dian

Sofie accidentally spends her weekend at her own residence, she opens her bedroom window and stands on the balcony of the room overlooking the garden behind her house.

Sofie saw Erna was feeding her two children, seen the two children laugh happily running around making Erna overwhelmed at her.

But there was a happy smile on his lips look for his heart live cheerful and full of laughter.

Erna wiped away the tears that were dripping down her cheeks, she felt so grateful that Sofie helped her out of the black world.

Now he can feel a normal life like a small family out there.

Erna learned to cook, wash, take care of her own two children and play with them.

Erna didn't know if someone was watching her from her balcony room.

Sofie smiled at the view below, he imagined if now he was busy feeding his baby, he unconsciously stroked his flat stomach

"If you are still in the belly of mama, surely mama will feel the happiness of being a mother, her dear, God loves you more and takes you from mama" muttered Sofie softly drifting in her daydreams, until the sound of a child calling him

"Mama Sofie, come play Dian, bad sister so Dian does not want to play with sister" shouted Dian, Erna's youngest daughter called Sofie with her funny voice

Sofie does ask Dian and Sasha to call her mom, because she really wants to be a mother.

"Sofie's mom was there" said Sofie, shouting, who was answered by Dian's small nod

Soon after Sofie was in the park and they were playing chases, Erna only saw from a distance occasionally Dian and Sasha approached her to feed Erna.

Sofie approached Erna, her breathing stinging.

"I can't keep up with your son Er's game, my breath will break.

They are active and intelligent children. "

"It's all thanks to you Sof, I can feel the happiness of a normal little family"

"It is thanks to you also for being willing to fight for them and rise from adversity. By the way do you feel at home living here?, I like he has to renovate some parts of the house you live in, while you live in the main house with me"

"Me and the kids live here, they're grateful to be able to live in this house.I think the house I live in is still decent"

"But the four of you while there's only one room, it's uncomfortable to jostle one room"

"Sof, believe me. We are grateful that you gave us a place to live"

"But the little one will soon be big and he needs to be independent, I will rarely stay in this house because papa and mama have not allowed me to live independently apart"

"That's because they love you so much, lucky you"

"Yes, I'm so lucky to have them in my life, my parents are no exception. I'm happy to have them"

Erna was silent for a long time, she was actually a child of the family, but because of her behavior that tarnished her surname, finally Erna di scribbled from the family list, not considered a child.

"How are your parents Er, don't you want to visit them with your two children? "

"I'm not ready yet"

"Don't you delay Er, no matter how angry your parents are, they won't kill you if you come and apologize.

apologize to your parents before you can't apologize again.

Moreover, the little one should also know his family, oma and his opa.

Trust deep inside they miss you"

"I need to gather my courage first"

"I hope you're not procrastinating on anything good. I know your doubts because of your dark past.

Remember that you have repented and come out of there, you also deserve to be happy."

"I want permission to take the kids for a walk.

All bought some basic necessities. Do you want to come too? "

"No, I still have work in the kitchen, let the kids have fun, thanks Sof.

You're a guardian angel to us"

"You have considered me my own brother, don't hesitate.

Yes, I am ready first. "

Sofie approaches Erna's children and whispers something.Show them a happy cheer and runs happily towards Erna.

Sofie continues her steps towards the bathroom to take a shower and get dressed.

An hour later Sofie came down from her room, and Dian and Sasha were sitting pretty in the living room waiting for her

"Mama Sofie" they said simultaneously and ran to embrace Sofie's body.

"Are you guys ready? " ask Sofie

"Yeah" replied Sasha and Dian simultaneously.

"You don't be naughty, don't run around, listen to what Sofie's mom says" said Erna kissing her two bawling children

"Yes mama, Sasha will take care of Diak's sister so as not to be naughty" Sasha said like a big boy, even though their age difference was only one year.

"Huh, Dian has grown up is not Sofie's mom" said Dian did not accept asking for Sofie's defense

"Hahha you two are really funny, Brother Sasha really, Dian must be horrified what Sasha said yes"

Dian nodded lethargicly making Sasha stick out her tongue rubbing against her sister

"Sister and Sister keep each other's right" said Sofie again

"Let's go, I'll walk first Er"

"Be careful on the street, remember not to be naughty, children" said Erna waving her hand.

Sofie drives her vehicle, while Erna's two children are on the passenger bench.

Bang Jack Erna's husband is now Prakoso's bodyguard because of Jack's fierce face and body are tall sturdy and muscular.

In addition to that, Jack can be trusted to be a Prakoso confidant, he is a loyal and hardworking person.

Forty minutes later, Sofie's vehicle has entered the parking lot of the city's largest mall.

They enter the mall, Sofie takes them to a children's playground.

They play as much as possible, Sofie just follows those who play one game to another until almost three hours they are satisfied playing.

"Mama Sofie, Dian Laper" said little Dian approaching Sofie

"where is your brother, baby? sofie asked to find Sasha's whereabouts.

He only left them for a few minutes because he received a phone call from Nia

"So my sister said she wanted to pee, I saw my mom again the phone so I walked myself to the toilet" said Dian made Sofie pat her own eel, because he was busy calling he relaxed his supervision on the two children, lucky Dian is still busy playing not following her sister.

Sofie runs to find Sasha.

he walked to the nearest toilet from the playground