I'm the One who's hurting

Go home

Brother only entrusts himself to the creator, preparing himself for the call. because the one in this world that is certain is death. From nothing to no return"

"Remove your tears, or you'll see it" said Ido, who heard the sound of a step approaching

Risya hurried to the toilet washing her face, she did not want her mother to worry.

"Well baby, where's your sister, baby? " Tanya Tania while entering Ido's ward looking for Risya's whereabouts

"Toilet ma, stomach pain he said" said Ido reasoned.

"That child must eat spicy-spicy deh so stomach pain, wonder mama Risya is crazy as sambal, eat whatever he wants spicy, until ice cream aj want the order spicy, spicy, forgive mama the same child"grutu Tania who understands the hobby of her youngest child

"Yes maybe, how about me? is there any porridge? " tanya Ido was curious to glance at the tengteng plastic that was brought by Tania

"There's dong, mama bribe yes, still hot" said Tania opened a crackle bag and pulled out a plastic bowl filled with porridge

"Ido wants to eat alone ma, embarrassed" said Ido Iirih at the end of his sentence while glancing at Hilda who was standing next to her mama.

"Hilda knows too, don't you love? " mama asked to glance at her prospective daughter-in-law who was in response to a clumsy nod Hida did not expect Tania would ask that.

Hilda accidentally sat on the sofa and then pulled herself with her cellphone, she did not want Ido to feel uncomfortable because of his presence.

Tania painstakingly fed the porridge, lovingly feeding the eldest child, wiping the remaining porridge on the lips of her son

"Well, you've bribed you, you're cured, baby, as the wages of your mama nyuapin you're "tempty Tania who returned Ido's smile

"Dear Ido mama" said Ido spontaneously made Tania's tears drip

"Mama also loves you as much as my dear mother is also your sister.

if you love mama, cepet healed yes, do not make mama worry.mama sad to see you rich gini.

mama will bribe you every day, because in every mouthful of mama there is a sincere prayer mama for you son"

"Thank you ma, mama's the best.

May God hear and pray all your prayers.

all things, Ido gave to Allah, because God has power over this body. Mama believes in God, Do not be sad if God does not do Ido like this, or someday Ido will go home"

"Mama always believed in the power of God dear.

Where are you going home? mommy will go where you go"

"Ido just wants to go home and to papa's place"

"Ok later mama will take you home and to papa place yes, may abisk the porridge so that it heals quickly and fat again" said Tania who was not aware of the words of her child

While Hilda was already out of the room, she bit her lips, her chest tightened at the sight in front of her.

Hilda knew very well the condition of Ido and what Ido said to her mother.

Hilda cried in her heart.

If only Tania knew that Ido was currently saying goodbye to her indirectly.

While Risya was on the toilet crying without a sound, she felt a deep sadness

"How will I calm my mother, sister, why do you give up the same disease loe?

I still pray, God love miracle loe can be healed" murmured Risya lirih.

Spilis disease in Ido was found to spread to cancer and aggravated complications of high blood heart.

all diseases seem to scramble to stick to Ido, when Ido already wants to repent.

ordeal came and went, but Risya was amazed at her brother.

Ido never complained or whimpered in pain, he held everything in silence.

Sometimes Ido's body until pale white because of enduring the pain, but he chose to close his eyes as if dhikr until finally he fell asleep in the dIkir.

Tania continued to tell stories and joke with Ido, they reminisced about Ido's childhood, until Ido fell asleep.

Tania looked at the face of her son who now looked older than her age.

do's face was like ten years older with facial bones that stood out just wrapped in skin.

Tania came up to the bed, he patted Ido on the shoulder, insulted his eldest son as if Ido was a child and then fell asleep beside Ido.

Risya came out of the toilet and saw her mama falling asleep while clasping Ido's thin hands

"O Allah, what more trials will we experience, strengthen the servant-mama, O Allah.

we are strong in all of this.

Forgive all the sins of my brother, whether intentionally or not

Give my brother a cure, I can't see his suffering" said Risya looking at the grief of his mother and sister.

Risya could not imagine how her mother would feel if....

It is lalau beristighfar.

Risya said goodbye to Hilda, he walked towards the mosque inside the hospital building.

One hour later

Tania opened her eyes slowly, smilingly realizing that she was falling asleep next to her beloved son.

Tania stroked Ido's black hair, dyed his forehead.

Suddenly Ido's hand was released, Tania only thought if her son really slept and pinched Ido's nose

But he felt something strange when his hand touched Ido's nose, he did not feel the typical breath of people asleep

Trembling Tania reached out her finger to touch Ido's nose and he fell down

Tania's body shook violently, she started crying

"No, this is impossible.

baby, don't joke with Mom. You promised you'd be healed. Don't leave mom, Ido wake up baby,.

Ido don't leave dear mama, Idooo"

Tania fell unconscious.

Hilda who heard Tania's screams rushed in and found Ido was not breathing, and her future in-laws were shocked and unconscious.

He immediately called the doctor and nurse and contacted Risya

"Mas, brother Ido mas" said Hilda in tears.

Risya ran with all her might towards Ido's room and saw the nurse covering Ido's face with a white blanket.

Hilda hugged Risya who was devastated by the departure of her only brother, although they had prepared themselves for the worst possible, no doubt they were still hit by the departure of Ido

"Hilda, brother Ido, " said Risya in tears.

"Honey, Ikhlaskan Ido is calm there.

kasian Ido continued to endure the pain, now your brother is free from all his diseases.

Do not you lament his passing, this is best for Ido's brother, Hilda ga baga see Ido's brother who every day in pain" said Hilda Parau.

"Innalillahi wa inna ili rojiun, good-bye brother, Risya sincere. Ido's brother is no longer sick. This is the best for sister" Risya muttered sobbing looking at Ido's calm face.

Risya kissed her brother's forehead.

"Sister Risya dear sister, Risya promised to carry out the mandate of Brother Ido.

Quiet brother in nature there" Risya hugged Ido's cold body as if he didn't want to let go.

He walked gontai, Hilda helped Risya sit on the sofa in the room.

Risya looks still in shock, he grasps Ido's hand.

Hilda immediately takes care of the documents to bring Ido's body home, not to forget she also reported this sad news to Sofie, although Risya forbade because she did not want Sofie to be sad, not to forget, after all, covering up from Sofie will even make Sofie more sad and disappointed later.

After all the documents of Ido's return were completed, Hilda checked the condition of her prospective in-laws, Tania looked very hit, she said, she cries with a nun who is asked by her to take care of Tania because of Tania's unstable condition so Hilda is afraid Tania will kill her husband again.

"Hildaaaa" Call Tania to see the arrival of her future ghost

"Mama" said Hilda, shedding tears

"Huhuhu, Idooo.., idooo has left mama, one by one dear mama left mama" said Tania hugging Hilda while crying bitterly

"Ma, Istighfar ma, the sincere, the,.

God loves Ido more, now Ido's brother is no longer in pain.

Mama is not alone, mama still has Risya and Hilda"

Tania poured out her feelings, she felt hollow and shattered.

Just a few hours ago he spoiled Ido, but now he could not see anymore the smile and laughter of his eldest son

Sorry, a lot of people asked in the last part Ido did not die, but ending Ido authot to die because the disease was complicated.

But Ido died when he repented and apologized to his mother.

Hope you are not disappointed.

a few more chapters will lead to the ending of this novel. Finally how is it.??

wait for the next chapter....

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