I'm the One who's hurting

Bela sungkawa

After Sofie awakens from her stupor, she cries hysterically, she continues to suffer misfortune, she also feels guilty because she is in the hospital, Haryo has a heart attack and finally....

Prakoso and his wife try to calm Sofie, whose condition is still recovering. Prakoso asks Sofie to rest, but Sofie begs her father and mother to let her visit Haryo's house.

They arrive at Haryo's house

yellow flags and some wreaths lined the courtyard of Haryo's house

Prakoso helps Sofie walk, in fact Prakoso and his wife objected Sofie joined the service, but Sofie forced to come along.

Sofie walks weakly into Haryo's residence, whispering some mourners who are already there, Prakoso who realizes his daughter is being gossiped turns his head, making everyone quiet and scared, then pretend to divert the conversation.

They do not want to deal with Prakoso because they still want financial assistance from Prakoso.

After going inside, Sofie sees Tania sitting listlessly with puffy eyes from crying too much.

next to him Risya who was sitting with swollen eyes was also strengthening her mother.

Sofie walks up and stares at the stiff body of her father-in-law lying down and falls down and hugs Haryo

Sofie has a lot of respect for Haryo, she already considers Haryo her parents as well.

Haryo who is good, wise and very nurturing now no longer exists.

Risya walks closer to Sofie, Risya also understands Sofie's loss as her papa and Sofie are close.

Risya hugged Sofie who was sobbing. Sofie feels guilty for her father-in-law, because Haryo had a heart attack.

" papa, sorry Sofie pa, sorry Sofie" Sofie said in between tears

"Sofie's sister, papa never miss Sofie's sister, forgive papa yes sis, if papa ever did wrong, Risya represents papa apologizes"

"No Risy, papa never had anything wrong with Sofie, Sofie was the one who was guilty because of Sofie papa like this"

"Sir, Istighfar, this is all fate"

Sofie got up and approached Tania who was getting more and more hiccuped.

"Mom, sorry Sofie ma"

"Sorry mom, Sof, please forgive your dad if you are wrong" said Tania hugging her daughter-in-law.

they hugged each other without saying a word, only crying could be heard.

Neither Tania nor Risya objected, because in this case they knew Ido was at fault and understood Sofie's decision.

Ido only came when his father was buried, and after that he never came.

Sofie is actually upset with Ido's attitude that does not care about the loss of his family. But he did not want to take a headache, anyway soon he and Ido will separate and will become two strangers.

After three days since Haryo's death, Tania's health condition declined. Tania was diagnosed with major depression.

Tania refused to eat and only cried looking at the picture of her husband, then held him until he fell asleep.

Like this afternoon, Sofie was seducing Tania to eat, and finally Tania ate even a few mouthfuls and then fell asleep.

While sleeping, Tania often called Haryo's name and cried.

Sofie patiently takes care of Tania, although in the past Tania has been evil, but Sofie never hated her, she has forgiven Tania.

After Tania fell asleep, Sofie chose to sit on the porch staring straight at the park in front of her, this place was Haryo's favorite place while she was still alive.

Risya came and offered a glass of warm chocolate, then sat down beside Sofie

"Thank you, I've taken care of my mom, and Risya personally apologizes to Sofie for Ido's behavior"

"Risy, it's my duty to take care of my mom because I'm her daughter-in-law, but your sister's problem, you don't have to apologize for her because she's already round about asking for a divorce from her, she said, whether he agrees or not, brother will part, forgive this brother's decision. Brother Sofie knows you are grieving, but you also have to continue your life" said Sofie sat down because he felt wrong

"Sister, I equally mama understand the decision of Brother Sofie, we never blame Brother Sofie, all is pure fault brother Ido.

Do you know why my mom is like that? because my mother lost two of the most significant people, my father and Ido's brother"

"You mean Risy? brother doesn't understand"

"Mama has severed her bond with Ido's sister, mama already considers Ido's brother dead.

Mama blames herself for the departure of papa and the calamity that befell papa because of the actions of brother Ido and mama feels she has failed as a wife and mother. Mama was very disappointed with Ido's brother" said Risya shed tears

"Astaghfirullah" Sofie was surprised to say nothing, he had to comment on what

"Until when is pu you are brother Sofie and mama will remain brother Sofie consider Sofie's own mama even though later sister Sofie sudab not with Ido.

we both take care of your mama ok? " said Sofie holding Risya's hand

"Thank you Brother Sofie" said Risya felt grateful to have a sister-in-law whose heart was as wide as the ocean.