
"Mas Adit's... " Shouted Rere.
"Honey. Renia. "Aditya said.
"Who's the boy" asked Rere.
"Ehhh... Dear... Dear... Renia" replied Aditya stammered.
"He's Zayn Our son" sahut Sicily.
"Child... " Tanya Rere made sure and stared confusedly at Aditya
"Yes... " The Sicilian hugged and kissed Aditya's cheeks.
"What is this Mas... " Tanya Rere is back.
"Darling... Forgive Me" Sahut Aditya.
"Don't disturb our relationship Renia. Let Zayn have a whole family" Sahut Sicilian who hugged Aditya's waist and was patted by Aditya and the man stepped his feet towards Rere wanting to explain but Rere's hand stopped Adit's steps.
"Don't Get Close... No" Rere's hand still forbade Aditya from approaching him.
"Rhenian... "
Aditya screams as Renia runs towards the highway and a car hits Rere and Rere's body floats and falls and is hit back by his other car and Rere's body bleeds a lot of blood.
Aditya runs and approaches Rere and sees her lifeless woman Aditya hugging with Erat and keeps calling out names
"Rhenian... "
"Rhenian... "
"Darling... Wakes up. Darling"
"Rhenian... " She shouted Aditya
Sicily patted Aditya on the cheek and made Aditya wake up and rubbed his face slowly and found Zayn sleeping beside him.
Aditya confirmed his seat and Sicily gave him a glass of water and kissed Aditya's cheek and then led to Aditya's neck and chest.
"Stop Sicily" said Aditya Slow.
"You're a nightmare, baby" said the Sicilian
Even in the dream the woman is disturbing
The Sicilian heart monologued with an annoyed face Sisillia hugged Aditya and the one in the hug still drank water and was busy with her own mind even her pajamas had opened because Sisillia released all the buttons in the pajamas he wears.
Sisillia had even moved to sit on Aditya's lap by previously putting the empty glass in Aditya's hand on the nightstand next to her bed.
Sisillia continued to kiss Aditya's neck and cheeks and whispered
"Honey.Kangen.". " with a spoiled voice.
Aditya ignored, he still remembered the dream in which Rere lay lifeless. Sisillia really can't bear to be kept this way by Aditya. Himself to undress even the top was plain and Sisillia still kissed Aditya.
"Stop Sisillia" Aditya shoved Sisillia's two shoulders.
"If you're still doing this I'll make sure I leave even if Zayn asks to stay, I'll stay away from you"
Aditya's gaze was sharp to Sisillia and told her to put her Pajamas back on and also told Sisillia to sleep next to Zayn Then Aditya reattached her Shirt Buttons as well as Sisillia.
Sisillia went back to sleep next to Zayn while Aditya was still sitting and was reminded of Rere's crying while in the hospital.
Dear Rere Forgive Mas, our meeting should be a beautiful moment but because of Mas's stupidity, now Renia and Zayn become victims. You can't choose between the two of you.
Aditya leaned against the headboard and his gaze blankly stared at the ceiling of the room whereas the Sicilian just looked on with an expression that was hard to articulate.
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"Mas Aditya's... Mas Don't Go Again. Renia Darling and Love with Mas Adit"
"Mas... Don't do this, Mom... "
"Mas Tega with Renia... Renia had been waiting for Mas for Eighteen years and believed Mas would come and God heard Renia's Prayer"
"But Why... Mas.. Why are you leaving again"
"Mas... Mas Darling Renia but why Mas Stayin Renia here alone"
"Mas...... " Renia screamed from her nightmare.
"Mas... Mas Adit" Rere cried and hugged a pillow.
Renia rubbed her tears and circulated a glance. He felt confused why he was in the room while he remembered very well if the last was in the car with Aditya.
"What... Mas"
"I don't call ya. It's still 3 p.m. Mas Adit is now sleeping and Renia must be bothering Mas Aditya" muttered Rere as he played his Cell Phone and recalled the shadow of the Men's Smile that he loved so much.
"Sholat Tahajjud used to let the heart calm, Untung last night Renia stopped by the hospital mosque to pray Isya, it turns out I was asleep and must be Mas Adit who took me to the room. I see no yes"
Rere spoke to himself and put his cell phone back on the nightstand and he went to the bathroom to take ablution and perform Tahajud prayers.
After the Tahajud Rere prayer returned to the bed and grabbed back his cellphone and looked at Photo Aditya in his Mobile Gallery
Without feeling a tear Rere dripped himself did not expect to be reunited with the Man he had been looking for for Eighteen years. The man who is enthroned in his heart Even Geri his good friend who is always faithful together also loves him can not replace the Aditya Position which has a Special Place in the heart and mind of Rere.
And in a different place Aditya After a nightmare also can not close his eyes back and he just stared wistfully at Photo Rere which is in the gallery of his cellphone.
Aditya's tears dripped with regret lingering in his heart and mind at this moment. In a slow swab of a photo of the woman he loved so much.
He did not blame Sicily but instead blamed his own stupidity that could not keep his feelings and loyalty to Rere. Her tears flowed by looking at the smiling photo of Rere.
Darling Forgive Me
Aditya's heart keeps repeating the apology for the woman he loves. Without Aditya knowing Sisillia who kept staring towards him who was also unable to sleep her heart felt sad, sick and jealous.
Why the Eighteen Year Time cannot replace Renia's position in Aditya's heart even though he had been accompanying Aditya when the worst time in his life was also himself who accompanied sleep and Aditya awake from his nightmares only he who is beside Aditya not Renia, Ayu or Aries Parents who are also the cause of the heaviest depression of Aditya's life.
When the fear of the shadow of Sherly's death comes that embraces only Sisillia even when Anger and Disappointment comes Sisillia who calms even to the point of sacrificing her body to be made an outlet but why is the Man who is so her love never looks back and considers itself to exist.
Without Tears Sisillia was flowing and Sicily just hugged her Son Zayn with sorrow and hurt, Aditya turned towards Sisillia who was seen hugging Zayn, Aditya just stared with a flat and cold face and stared at the photo Rere back.
Forgive Me Sisillia, This heart cannot accept your full presence. If only this Heart could release Renia there might not be many who are hurt. Suppose I never go back to find Renia and accept your pregnancy first, Renia will not meet with Me and maybe she is married to Geri at this time. Papi's blood runs through this body. All this time I hated him.
I will go from Renia's life forever and try to fully accept Sisillia let alone Zayn now. No one should ever suffer again I should have met Geri and asked her to marry Renia after I moved to America with Zayn and Sisillia.
Aditya monologues in his heart thinking about what he will do, Aditya's Tears dripping on Aditya's Phone featuring Photo Rere. Aditya rubbed the tears that were dripping on the photo Rere and also his cheeks later, Aditya put his body back on the bed and closed his eyes and his arms were above his forehead. Aditya tries to throw away the shadow Rere has in his mind.
Aditya tries to sincerely let go of his first love and will ask Geri to marry Renia, who is, imagining what had not happened Aditya shed his tears back and his chest ached his breath felt tight. Aditya stared at the ceiling of the room, his eyes still could not be closed. Aditya massaged his head slowly and put his arms back on top of his head and said in his heart
Renia Darling Trust Mas Love To Renia Very big and will not be replaced by any woman in this world but the happiness of Renia is more important than the love of Mas and also Mas must be responsible to Zayn, Mas's foolishness and Mistakes in the past couldn't make Renia smile and happy. Geri is the one who will always make Renia smile.
Aditya sheds his tears his mind wants to try to convince the heart to let go of Rere but his heart refuses. Sick imagines Geri reciting ijab qabul and Rere being wife and mother of Geri's child.
"Huufff... "
Aditya got up from his sleep and walked out of the room and sat in the guest room by himself. While Sisillia opened her eyes and rose from her sleep and grabbed the cellphone that had been held by Aditya, When Sisillia saw the photo Rere was smiling sweetly. Sisillia turned towards the door with tears dripping down and a face holding in anger.
"Darling... We will always be together forever as we used to be in America there is no annoying Renia. I'll make sure Zayn gets his Papa completely. No I will let Renia snatch Aditya from us" Sisillia said by squeezing Aditya's mobile phone.
Sisillia got up from her bed and put Aditya's cell phone back in its original place. Sisillia walks out of the room and looks for Aditya.
Sisillia was silent for a moment looking at Aditya who was sitting in the living room by staring at the living room ceiling. Sisillia smiled and walked towards Aditya and said
"Darling why sit here. It's still very late, let's go back to sleep. Our son will seek your whereabouts later"
"Don't disturb me sisillia, go to bed. Quickly" Sahut Aditya turned to look at Sisillia who actually smiled at him.
Sisillia approached him and hugged Aditya tightly, Aditya tried to release her body from Sisillia's embrace but her female embrace grew firmer and Sisillia's crying made Aditya undo her intention to pull Sisillia away from her body.
Aditya relented himself allowing Sisillia to do as she wished. Aditya was silent only to raise his head staring back at the living room ceiling and leaning his body on the living room sofa.
Aditya lets Sisillia cry in Aditya's arms because she knows Sisillia hasn't fallen asleep since Aditya woke up from a nightmare.
Sisillia awakens Aditya from a nightmare and gives him drinking water from then until now Sisillia has not slept.
Sisillia hugged Aditya and found Aditya did not refuse him Sisillia ventured up from her seat that had been sitting on the sofa beside Aditya with her arms hugging now moved to sit in Aditya's lap.
Sisillia pulled her body from the chest of Aditya's field and opened her own upper Pyjamas and until Plain only the lower part was still attached. Aditya averted his gaze staring at the plain tub*h Sisillia
"Reintroduction of your clothes Sisillia, Zayn will see us, Do not make mistakes again" said Aditya with a sharp gaze.
Sisillia hugged Aditya again by kissing Pipi as well as Aditya's lips, although getting the rejection did not dampen Sisillia's desire for Aditya to touch her again. Even the bottom of his pajamas had been let go
"Do you really want me to leave you Sisillia" Aditya pulled Sisillia's body away from her.
"I want us to do it one more time Honey, Forget Renia and learn to accept My Presence fully, We give Sister to Zayn, I'm sure if she has a Sister, I'm sure if she has a Sister, Zayn will be happy as he is always smiling, all this time he is just waiting for you. Don't disappoint him Dear We give a whole family to Our Son" said Sisillia by pushing Aditya's body to lie on the sofa.
The Sicilian removed the Lower Pajamas worn by Aditya and occupied right on the most important part of Aditya and himself moved his waist and raised his head to feel the happiness of being able to touch the property of the man who he loved back very much.
Aditya raises his head feeling his belonging unite with Sisillia's. Aditya wanted to get up but Sisillia quickly hugged him. Aditya continues to shy away from the Sicilian kiss attack and he wants to get up to release their union and immediately leaves the living room to head into his Son's room but Sisillia manages to catch up to him and hug him from behind.
"Don't leave us darling, I swear if you go I'll do the same thing as Mama Sheryl"
Degggggg
Aditya fell silent and quickly Sisillia pulled Aditya's arm and pushed him back to the Sofa then Sisillia sat back on Aditya's lap. They do it back Aditya is unable to resist Sisillia's wishes.
As much as she refused, Sisillia would get herself back. Aditya held Sisillia in his arms while keeping them together and headed to the Sicilian bed.