I'm The Old Virgin

Chapters. 38 Glasses

Once all is ready Rere book a car through online in advance for both his older sister and also Arsyila. while mom and Tya one car with his.

The car that was ordered came, the three Rere brothers immediately boarded and the car moved away from the hospital lobby then Rere followed from behind.

Rere will stop by the mother's house first to pack up the needs of the mother, Tya and Dion.

After reaching the house some neighbors came to give support and prayers for what happened in the family and also visited the mother who came home from the hospital,.

Some of them had not been able to visit the hospital so when they saw Rere's car passing by, the neighbors came to visit.

Bu Inah and the neighbors are in the living room, while Rere let out for a while there is something Rere wants to do, when he saw Rere neighbors many who exchanged lyrics and whispered.

Rere saw what his neighbors were doing and understood, they were discussing a viral issue about him.

Rere was very sensitive about it, he stared at them for a moment then looked back at mom for a goodbye and kissed the back of mom's hand after her permission to leave the living room.

"Rere, be careful on the road at what time we go to Jakarta" she asked.

"Hour 5pm Bu, Rere out for a while, assalamu'alaikum" Rere closed the door of his house.

Neighbors glanced at this ma'am, though, actually want to ask about the issue that is going viral but feel bad because this mom just came home from the hospital they are worried about this mom down back and they will be in the wrong. they can only interlock lyrics with the contents of the head full of questions.

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Rere is now walking towards the grave of the father carrying mineral water in his hands. Slowly Rere approaches the tomb of the first man Rere greatly admires and loves, a hardworking, though ill man still working for his wife and children.

Rere rubbed his father's grave and shed tears remembering what he had gone through and what happened after his father left.

For a moment Rere raised his hand and read the holy verses to pray for his dead father.

After finishing praying Rere poured the bottled mineral water towards the father's tomb and rubbed the father's tombstone, it had been a year Rere had not come to his father's grave.

Not only the body of the father they buried but also the happiness, memories, love and also the world Rere they buried with the ground.

Rere monologued inwardly recalling the pain he felt after his father left. poverty and the hard life that was passed through Rere had to work hard and thicken his heart and ears to keep going.

Flasbacks

"assalamu'alaikum ma'am inah" a knock on the door rang out.

Rere, who was in the room, got up from his seat and put down the pencil he used to do the task given by the teacher, slowly walked towards the door, he wanted to open the door of the house that someone had knocked.

"walaikumsalam"

Mother walked over from the direction the kitchen rushed to open and saw who was knocking on her door.

"ehhh.bu jenab please come in" ma'am this welcomes her guests.

"no need ma'am, I just want to give an orphan donation to Renia and Arsyila" Ms Jenab replied.

"oh. O ALLAH. Thank you very much, hopefully given a lot of sustenance" Ms. Inah said by taking 2 envelopes given to her.

Rere from behind the room looked on with tears rushing down. His heart ached to see the smile of his mother whom he loved dearly.

Rere thought that the suffering of his life with his mother and Arsyila was the way for the material lucky man to get the way to heaven.

"ay ALLAH, why is our poor life a source of reward for them, only by giving them money they get the way to your heaven" Rere's tears flowed and closed the door again.

Rere's body went limp and slumped down looking at the happy smile of the mother who got the donation money to replace the father who had left.

"yes GOD why must Rere's father be called from the billions of fathers in the world"

Rere cried and shut his mouth with his own hands. Rere didn't want mom to hear his cries. Before this Rere had never felt sad about life or money.

His life was full of laughter and happiness despite Rere's simple life, his parents never showed the problems of life in front of Rere.

After Rere's worldless father turns as if the sky is collapsing over his head, walking among the storms of life makes a wound that is difficult to explain and understand by the one who does not feel.

No Daddy, Aditya and Geri man is always there for her. Rere has to adapt to his new environment with people who before him did not know him even though they are family but Rere feels alien.

The difficult life and sense of loss make Rere live like in hell, what this is the name of his hell world, Rere often think like that.

Moreover, Hedon lifestyle his friends at school and the bullyan that Rere got because of different appearances, the, The White Ashes outfit was a must-wear outfit but because it lacked money Rere only had one outfit in use from Monday to Thursday during his Three Years of schooling at the top-tier School.

Rere remembered his clothes were not white ash but Cream ash.it made himself often get bullyan during school not to mention the shoes that perforated so that the socks used are visible.

Rere endured the shame and sadness with circumstances that he had never felt before his.His self was not ready for the loss of his father in addition to having to get a heavy burden of life.

Not to mention every Wednesday after school, after school, he had to step foot into the school gate and could only see his classmates heading to the computer lab to receive additional learning about how to operate the computer at that time.

With heavy steps Rere could only turn his head in anguish towards the computer lab and say inwardly,

why am I the only one who is different from other friends.

Rere could not cry at that time and also did not want to complain because this was the way of life that he had to accept.

Just because it cannot pay an extra fee of 100 thousand to be able to follow lessons about computers. Rere had to go home earlier than the rest of the friends. Rere remembered from a friend of his level with himself only Rere who did not follow the lesson hours.

Rere continues to try to accept the fate written for him he wants to live life with sincerity. Along the way to his house Rere kept shedding tears.

O ALLAH, If the destiny of my life is this difficult then I try to accept it sincerely but give a happy destiny for my children in the future lest they feel like me

Rere monologued in his heart by continuing to step down the road home, the smile and laughter of his school friends always overshadowed Rere's steps, how happy they were. Rere rubbed the tears that fell onto his cheek and stopped his steps and looked at the sky and touched his chest.

"ay ALLAH be sincere in my heart, strengthen this leg and give patience in every step of my life, stay with me and protect me from despair and hard life" Rere closed his eyes then rubbed back the tears dripping on his cheeks then continued his steps back.

Rere remembers a difficult time in his teens when his father went for his during. Rere went to school for a scholarship.

Rere quit school after his father died for a week due to lucky fees, the school called Rere to stay in school and help provide a scholarship program at that time.

Flasback Finished

"Dad Rere came, today mom came home from the hospital, and today Rere wants to take mom to Rere's apartment. Dad don't worry mom will be fine there and Rere will always be with brother and sister, we will strengthen each other and continue to live our life destiny" Rere lowered his head and kissed father's headstone

Then stand up and set foot to return to the mother's house.

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Ria drives her car to follow Aries after the car that took Aries and Ayu away. She wants to find out where Aries now lives and how her household is doing.

Ria finds out if Aditya is the son of Sherly and Aries from Breaking News about Sherly's death, Ria feels shocked and distrustful over the news she saw on television at Sherly's death.

At that time the issue was circulating to inform him that his best friend was a mistress of Aries and after 14 years of Sherly's death, he met Aditya while attending a meeting held by businessmen in one of the cities in East Java. Ria recognizes Aditya from the name and company he represents.

From there Ria is close to Aditya because it has several partnerships with companies led by Aditya.

But Aditya never knew the past of the woman he called his aunt. She is comfortable with Ria for having the same sadness of losing love.

Ria often listen to Aditya's story and vice versa, Because Ria does not have a child then Ria considers Aditya is her child because Adit's mother is her Friend.

Ria assumes that Sherly takes her lover's heart but Sherly's best friend also gives Son to her.

A poor boy who has a soft heart even though it looks from the outside has everything, looks cold and has a hard character but in his heart has a wound that makes his soul fragile.

Aditya is my son who was given by God through the womb of my friend Sherly. He left Aditya to accompany my own time at the age of Dusk.

Ria monologued inwardly with tears constantly flowing and focused gazes following the car that was in front of her.

The vehicle carrying part of his heart was stopped at a large and luxurious house belonging to the Erlangga family.

Seen a woman he recognized was the wife of Aries, Lisna's face did not change much still looks beautiful even with the age of 56 years.

Ria is shocked to see Aries' expression that just passes from Lisna without any of her hugs or friendly kisses worthy of her happy husband and wife.

What because the age is not young anymore so do not consider all that important. Long enough Ria looked at the portrait of the Aries family from a distance.