I'm The Old Virgin

Chapters. 162 Guilt

Mami Hans regained consciousness and went back hysterically to recall what her husband had said.

"Calm Down, honey... We must be strong, our Son's body is waiting for us in Indonesia. If you're like this how can we go home and bury our son's body. Our daughter-in-law is also critical. Jimmy needs us, baby. Besan we are in hospital both are being treated now. If we go down who will bury our son later"

"Darling... Hans. He's our only son"

"This is God's destiny. We must be sincere there is still Jimmy our grandson who needs our support and embrace now. He must be feeling sad and alone right there"

"Well I'll try hard for our granddaughter dear"

The two hugged and cried because of Hans' sudden departure. Alexander invited his wife to prepare to go home to Indonesia and also told his assistant to book a plane ticket to go home sooner.

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Aditya comes out of the ER room and approaches the child's hospital room and tells Riki to take care of Hans's body which is still at the scene and Aditya sees his nephew asleep.

Riki said if it was the effect of drugs given by doctors. Aditya approached and sat down near the bankar where his nephew lay limp. Aditya kissed Jimmy's head and stroked his nephew's hair.

Riki said goodbye to taking care of Hans' body but earlier he stepped into Ayu's room and looked at his lover and cried with his hands tightly clasped.

"Dear to fight from this situation. There's Jimmy and I who need you. Forgive me for not being able to prevent your departure. Not that I was blocking Hans from taking you but instead ran to Papi's room asking for Mr. Adit's help" Riki said then hugged Ayu and cried.

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While Aditya still looks at Jimmy he remembers when both his parents experienced the same problem as Ayu and Hans, namely Infidelity and resulted in his mother committing suicide.

At that time Aditya was 16 years old but his niece was very young at 5 years old had lost her Papi due to an accident and Jimmy saw with his eyes the accident that killed her Papi. Aditya kissed Jimmy's Cheek and prayed that his nephew would not experience the same Trauma or Depression he did.

Aditya also remembers his son who was in America, the fate of his son is also not much different from Jimmy who is currently far from him.

"May Renia accept my past and I can bring Zayn to live with Me later" Aditya murmured.

"And Jiimmy, don't be afraid, son... Papi will take care of you. You'll never be alone"

Aditya kisses his niece's tiny hands and becomes a foster parent to his niece and hopes to raise Jimmy and Zayn along with Rere. Whatever happens to her sister later.

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Riki wiped his tears and smeared his cheeks, forehead as well as the head of the woman he loved and he left the room to return to the accident place with Asep.

Riki met with the authorities to represent the family of Erlangga and also Alexander who could not accompany the body when taken from the hospital.

Authorities gave Riki the opportunity to remove the cloth that covered the body before being taken to the ambulance to find out whether Hans was the son-in-law of the Erlangga family and also the son of Alexander who was the victim of an accident.

When Riki opened the cover of the cloth used by the people to cover Hans' body. Riki was shocked to see a very sad state of his back head was crushed and his legs and hands were broken.

Riki can still recognize despite the terrible condition of the body of the clothes worn by Hans, Just as the last time Riki met with Hans when the two were fighting in the hospital.

Riki closed the cloth cover and stared blankly at Hans's body which was covered in cloth again. Riki shed tears. There is a sense of guilt in Riki who considers what happened was indeed his fault.

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Lisna opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling of the hospital and turned to her left and recognized the man lying down.

"Mas... Aries... " Lisna crying.

"Hans... Ayy... Oh, God, why is this happening... How is my grandson.

The door opens and Aditya enters Aries and Lisna's hospital room. Bankar used by Lisna is Bankar previously used by Aditya.

"Adity... How Ayu... My daughter... Adityas"

"Relax... Ayu was in the ER room and Hans could not be saved now Riki was taking care of Hans' body and Alexander's family was contacted by their assistant and is now on the way to Jakarta"

"I want to go to the ER to see my daughter please take me there"

"Relax... Ayu is in the care of a doctor"

"How Jimmy is doing"

"She was in the care and is now with the baby sister in the child's room. Jimmy had a shock because he saw a car that his parents were riding in hit a truck he experienced moderate trauma. Since then hysterical and has been given a sedative by the Doctor"

Lisna was crying listening to him. Aries slowly opened his eyes faintly listening to his son's conversation with Lisna.

"Son... My son's... Adityas. What about your sister's situation. Ayuu..."

Aries cried hysterically then Lisna released the infusion hose that was in her left hand and came down from the bankar then hugged Aries both crying together.

"Let's remember our daughter is still alive and is now in the ER room but Hans. is dead dear"

"What the hell..."

Aries felt sad his heart was devastated listening to this shocking news. He had to fight from the pain he felt in his chest.

Aries feels pain and then Lisna pulls her body and gives the medicine to Aries and also a glass of water to drink.

"The Alexander family is heading to Jakarta they are still in Germany" said Aditya and Aries just nodded his head.

Lisna clasped Aries' hand tightly and cried regretfully because of her Hans had an accident, Who made Hans come to the hospital to bring Ayu and Jimmy to improve their household was Lisna.

"Vaaaaahhhh... Forgive Mami Hans... Forgive Mami Ayu. Nokkk... O Allah. My daughter and daughter-in-law... Oh Allah I am sorry. Hans it's because of Mami" Lisna cried self-blame.

"Relax... Mami is fate" Aditya pulls Lisna and hugs Mami, who has been tormenting her psychically since.

"Lisna hugged Aditya and cried hysterically continuing to apologize to Hans and Ayu. Aries eats his wife full of questions.

Lisna turned her head towards her husband and pulled away from her son's arms and touched her husband's feet and apologized by cupping her face at his feet.

"Mas... I'm sorry I'm not a good mother to our children. Maaasss Forgive me"

Aries raised Lisna's face at his feet and looked closely at his wife's face and asked her what Lisna had done but she did not answer.

Aditya pulled Mami's body and asked for calm, The family is experiencing a major disaster so don't think about anything else The focus now is on Ayu's recovery, Jimmy's companion and Hans's funeral.

Lisna pulled her body out of Aditya's arms and walked away empty-eyed and shaky steps and opened the door of the hospital room and walked towards the ER room.

"Aditya follow your Mommy... He's in shock right now, son. Accompany your Mami. Papi Please Lisna also your Mami. Go"

Aditya looked at Aries and was silent for a moment then he stepped foot to follow Lisna.

"Dye... Hans... Forgive Mami for the selfishness of your Mami experiencing all this... Jimmy I'm sorry Oma dear"

Aditya was standing behind Lisna just staring at Mami. Lisna put her foot back in by holding the hospital wall.

His limp legs were unable to step but he wanted to meet his daughter who was in the ER room. Aditya continued to follow from behind.

Lisna who continued to cry down the hospital corridor with support on the wall to the ER room and Lisna with a heavy heart put her foot into the room and shouted

"Aaaaaa..... My daughter.... Ayyu.... Naaaakkk"

Lisna limp and fell from behind Aditya quickly caught Lisna's body that almost fell.

"Adity... My daughter... Look at her... Ayu is all I have. She's been my life spirit all this time. If Ayu dies I also want to catch up with him... Aaaahhhh"

Lisna was crying hysterically in the arms of her late son, whom she had been hostile to only because she hated Sherly for being her husband's true love.

"Ayuu... This is Mami want to wake up" Lisna said in a soft voice staring at Ayu who was lying unconscious with a medical device attached to her body.

"Calm Mi... Ayu needs our support and encouragement. Mami has to be strong there's still Jimmy we have to think about. If Mami's weak what about Jimmy later"

Lisna looked at Aditya and the shadow over his crime was again spinning in her head...

Flasbacks

"Opa also... Forgn... "

Aditya was hit with wood because he was accused of peeking at himself who was bathing, no one told Aries.

Lisna and her in-laws were where Aditya's own biological grandfather was torturing at a time when Aries was out for work.

Despite Aditya's age of 16, Aditya never fought back or defended himself when his Opinion was excruciating.

Aditya just cried and when he wanted to escape the bodyguard of the Erlangga Family managed to catch him and Aditya back to get torture.

They pressured Aditya mentally and physically. Omaanya can not do much to protect Aditya because of that Omanya often sick because she could not stand what her husband did to his granddaughter.

Indeed, the Aries Mother did not like Sherly and what her Son did was a disgrace to her family but torturing her own grandson was something that made her unable to accept.

Although not visible from the outside because her husband will be angry if he finds out he is defending Aditya but in his heart feels guilty.

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Lisna vividly remembers herself who often incited her parents as well as her in-laws to do rude acts to Aditya and Aries father had to bear because of the threat from Papi Lisna to Aries parents.

Lisna also remembered very well when she gave the medicine that made Aditya difficult to control and the son became a tempramental figure and often rampaged and shouted indistinctly.

Lisna also gave the drug to Sicily to give to Aditya, initially refused but later accepted for the S2 scholarship as well for the renovation of the orphanage where she grew up and after the renovation that Lisna pressured Sicily to follow what she wanted to Aditya in order for Sicily to comply. If not, the orphanage where he grew up will be destroyed by Lisna.

Flasback Finished

"Italy..."

Lisna touched the son's cheek and pulled himself in the ER room and approached his daughter and said in tears

"It's Because of Mommy... Son. This is the Karma that Mami Accepts... O God, I apologize for the sins I have committed. I want to repent but please save my daughter. Only he was the spirit of my life. Don't take my Daughter, O God"

Simultaneously the device to detect the heartbeat and ventilator patient showed decreased activity. Lisna stared at the device and then shouted for help.

"Doctor... Sisters... Adityas... Please My Daughter... I beg you" Lisna felt limp and fell down and then lisna crawled to ask for help as her legs were unable to stand.

Lisna roared in her cries. Aditya opens the door of the ER room and eats Lisna who looks very devastated over what happened and Ayu who looks like her condition is declining.

Aditya told his bodyguards waiting for Ayu in front of the ER room to call the Doctor and nurse while he approached Lisna who was very hit with the state of Ayu and Aditya held Mami continued to stay away from the ER room and return inpatient rooms where Aries is located.

Lisna thrashed and kept calling out the name of her daughter who was being treated by the doctor. Lisna is hysterical. And for Hans' body to have been taken by ambulance to the hospital, his body is now in the morgue.

Aditya was calming Lisna down. Then her phone rings and it turns out that Riki contacted Aditya to ask Aditya to come to the administration for autopsy approval.

Aditya said he would find Riki to take care of Hans' body at the hospital and asked to wait for a representative from Hans' family before agreeing to an autopsy.

Riki understood and himself sat in front of the morgue along with the authorities. Riki said what his superior had said. The sisters understood and left Riki who was now sitting with the authorities.

Hans's family assistants informed him that Hans' parents had rejected the autopsy and requested that Hans' body be taken care of and brought home for burial at the Alexander Mansion.

Riki nodded and contacted Aditya again to convey what the Hans family assistant had said. Aditya agrees and the phone call is turned off.

Aditya conveys what Riki says to Aries and Lisna. Aditya asks Lisna to be calm and sincere in accepting the fate God gave her family.