I'm The Old Virgin
Chapters. 178 Prayers Istikharah
"Dear you are a good and smart boy. Please understand papi. Let Papi be selfish this time, dear. Papi loves Mama Renia very much and cannot live without her. Mama Renia is now sick, Papi can't let go of her"
"Mommy is sick too. Zayn also often has pi pain"
"The fire will take care of you all"
"What do you mean by mas" Renia is behind Aditya.
"Darling... " Rere brought Dion in his right hand and flowers in his left.
Then let go of the hands of the two children and stepped into the room.
"Darling... " Aditya got up and while going after Rere was prevented by Ria and Rian.
"Let her alone first. This is very difficult for Renia"
"Auntie... Aditya is afraid that Renia will cancel everything"
"That's the consequence you said just now Aditya" said Rian.
Ms. Inah who heard from the door when going out to ask what happened to Aditya when she saw her daughter crying and ran small towards the room.
"what happened Nak Aditya" Ms. Inah said surprised the three. Zayn just kept quiet because he didn't understand.
"Eeehh... This is your son, son"
Aditya just nods his head and asks his son to kiss the back of Bu Inah's hand, Rian and Ria.
Rian was certainly moved to see his grandson and himself carrying and then kissing him. Rian already knew everything from Ria.
As the two drove the same car towards Rere's residence in the village. Two days before the arrival of Rere and Aditya due to Aditya's request.
While Bu Inah and Tya until after. Abbas and Ali join Ria and Rian to prepare for Rere's wedding.
Bu Inah asked once more and Aditya explained the misunderstanding according to him. While Rian brought Zayn to play with the children who were there including Dion and Bunga.
Ria approaches Rere's room trying to talk to Rere.
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"You're sure you want to marry Rere, don't make a decision if you're not sure"
"I'm sure mom. It's just that Renia misunderstood"
"You're getting married tomorrow but why is there such a commotion" Ms. Inah took a deep breath and asked Aditya to strengthen her heart and mind before marriage.
According to Bu Inah it is better to cancel before marriage than to have a divorce. Aditya was silent.
"Next night you pray istikharah ask Allah's guidance to get a steadfast heart for tomorrow"
Aditya nods his head and gives permission to speak to Rafli. After they turned away from the crowd and the two walked towards the mosque there Aditya said to withdraw the demands for Sicily and Lisna, Rafli understood. After Aditya's wedding he'll take care of everything.
Then Aditya calls Bryan to take Sicily away and cannot show his face in front of Aditya nor can Rere see his son Zayn.
"I did this because you begged Bryan and I want you to be able to keep my trust"
"I'll take Sicily to Australia stay there sir"
"alright... Bryan Thank you and wish you happiness"
"I have to thank you, sir"
Flasbacks
At 3pm the Bryan and Zayn's entourage returned to Jalarta and Bryan called Aditya to talk about personal matters.
Aditya meets her at the airport in the cafe, both speaking at a far-flung table with Zayn, Bimo and Zayn's two nannies.
"My previous master apologized"
"For what"
"I beg you to release Miss Sicily. I'll make sure Miss Sicily won't bother you and Miss Renia. I will take him away from this country and I will kiss Miss Sicily" Aditya frowned.
"You mean... Have you liked Sicily all this time" Bryan nodded his head.
"I've devoted my life since the age of 20 years in the family of the Lord since I was living in Semarang. Think of this as a gift of my devotion all along. Sorry I was presumptuous to say this when master and Miss Sisillia already have a son but I ventured to say this because I see master does not love Miss Sisillia. I just hope you agree to all this. I've loved Miss Sicily since I first met"
"I'll think about this"
"Thank you sir"
Aditya just walks past Bryan and takes his son to leave the airport to pick up Renia.
Along the way Aditya thought of Bryan's words. It's a chance for him to be free of Sisillia if Bryan marries the woman he's been with for 18 years and Aditya knows how loyal Bryan is to her.
"Hemmm All this time she liked Sisillia but could only harbor her feelings because of Me. If only he would have revealed earlier I would not have experienced this all" Aditya murmured softly as he stared at the road in front of him.
Zayn turned his head and asked what was going on but Aditya just smiled and said.
"We're going to Oma's house and Opa's later Papi will introduce to Mama Renia" Aditya shifted his words
"Mama Renia's... Who is Papi"
"You'll know later Nak" said Aditya with a smile.
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After Ria persuades Rere to open the door. The door finally opened and Ria entered and sat on Rere's bed.
"Son... Are you arguing back with Aditya" Rere just fell silent.
"Bu Renia doesn't seem to want to marry Mas Aditya. Because he's not done with his mass. He was still figuring out what was going on with Sisillia inside the prison and when Renia asked him to step down he refused but when he talked to Zayn he said that Renia was sick and couldn't died Renia"
Rere only listened to Aditya's last words while talking to Zayn.
"I don't want her to marry out of pity"
"Son... Before marriage there is usually a small debate that will make us doubt.so if Renia is not sure try praying istikharah first so that God's answer before stepping to get the best guidance. I will also tell Aditya the same thing.
Ria could only give such advice. Outside Ria's room met with ma'am and asked her whereabouts and was answered if Aditya was inside the mosque. Ria nodded and came out.
There Rian meets the woman who is Sherly's best friend both talking while looking at the three little children whom they consider to be grandchildren.
"Aditya was in a difficult position between the woman he loved and the mother of his son. Sherly chose Aries because indeed she loves Aries and not only that Aries is the father of Aditya. While Aditya loves a woman who is not the mother of her child" Sahut Rian when he finds out what happened from Ria's mouth.
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Not long Aditya walks with Rafli and Aditya sits near Papa.
Rafli asked for permission to go to bed at Abbas's house with Bunga. But Tya forbids and asks Bunga to sleep together with her. So Rafli went along with Dion and Zayn.
Zayn said goodbye to papi as well as his op. Before leaving he asked for the whereabouts of Sisillia and Aditya said that tomorrow the day after tomorrow will be reunited with Sisillia.
After speaking at length the three separated and Aditya returned to Abbas' house with Rian they slept with Zayn who was halfway between them. Dion and Rafli are in the same room.
"Sleep son tomorrow you get married"
"Well Papi I also want to wake up at night to pray that this marriage goes well"
They finally fell asleep
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At 2 pm Renia woke up and took ablution water and performed Istikharah prayers and so did Aditya who slept 30 minutes after Rere.
Aditya wudhu and pray Istikharah asking to be convinced of what they will do tomorrow is their first marriage.
Although Aditya already has a son but tomorrow is his first marriage.
Aditya continues with tahajjud and witir prayers as the closing of his prayers. Aditya cries out for forgiveness for all the mistakes he made when he was young and asks that his mistakes not make him part with the woman he loves.
Aditya admitted his guilt and prostrated himself by crying in memory of his sins for committing adultery all this time. Aditya cried bitterly considering Renia and Sisillia as well as Zayn.
"O Allah make my affairs easy and transmit my intention to marry the woman I love so much and forgive my guilt to Sisillia and my irresponsibility to Zayn my son who used to be I asked to be thrown out. O Allah, guide me to correct all my mistakes. Hope Renia doesn't cancel this wedding. O God soften Renia's heart to forgive my past mistakes and accept me to be her life partner in the world and the hereafter. And healed Renia of her pain, Amen O God"
Afterwards Aditya recited and recited the prayer and some prayers. Things she's been missing since Sherly's death. Aditya walks on a dark path according to Aditya.
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After performing the prayer Istikharah Rere also offered a prayer to Allah to Transmit what she will then be tomorrow and her heart was established so that she would no longer be jealous and angry when she heard the past of her future husband Aditya.
"O Allah, if being married to Mas Aditya makes me calm and there is worship in it, please send out my intention to let go of my loneliness all this time and express my heart for this choice o Allah. Make Mas Aditya a good Husband for Me and My children later and my heart can accept with sincerity the past Mas Aditya.I really love Mas Aditya from a long time ago when he was a child and up until now but if this love keeps me away from you and only hurts each other calm my heart to release Mas Aditya to be with another woman who is his soul mate. And Mas Aditya from Depression and Traumannya so also with me may I be given a cure from this leukemia, he said, My family still needs me but if it's the best that our family can accept it because we'll all come back to you. Amen"
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The wedding day has come Rere asleep on the prayer mat as well as Aditya.
Rian wakes Aditya up and Bu Inah wakes up Rere. The two wake up this is like a dream they will get married after 18 years of looking for each other again.
"How Nak You Feel better" asked Ria when she went to Rere's room where the married woman had been bathing and was being made up by the bride's makeup.
Dina came early in the morning with her husband because he was taking time off. So too with Cantika and Geri.
Ayu Datanh with Riki's hand on her step towards Rere's house from the car. Everybody saw it.
Ayu asks to be taken down but Riki refuses. Ayu asks to use a wheelchair but Riki ignores.
The noise from outside made Rere turn his head and when the door was knocked by Rere who was beautiful wearing a wedding dress saw Ayu who was in Riki's arms feeling happy and rose from her seat and asked Riki to sit down Ayu on her bed bed which was also decorated by a sprinkling of flowers when Rere took a bath. The sheets have also been replaced with white.
"Rere you're so beautiful must be more brother love"
Riki asked permission to leave. Rere just nodded and looked back at Ayu and crouched down then clasped Ayu's hand.
"Thank You Ayu... You came today and used to meet me and convince me to forgive Mas Aditya" Ayu cried and shook her head
"Renia forgive my Mami's mistake she made your relationship almost over If it wasn't for Mami. Zayn will never exist. Sisillia will never work as a Personal Psychiatrist sister and did not accompany her sister while in America. But you see through me Mami gets her payback. I lost Husband Lost Papi then Jimmy and now my legs can't walk anymore Rere"
"Don't say that Ayu. We will help you to be healthy again. I am also battling cancer but I am optimistic. God willing I am healthy again and so are you Ayu.
"Amen... Hope so. Rere Pak Rafli informs her that Mami will be released by Big Brother as well as Sisillia"
"What... " Ayu nodded.
"Sisillia is getting married to Bryan's bodyguard sister Aditya and the three of them once lived in America when Aditya's sister was educated. It's not true that Aditya's sister lives only with Sisillia. Because there's Bryan and the waiters that Papi paid for. And Bryan always reported on Aditya's brother's progress. Although Bryan hid Sister's relationship with Sisillia from Papi because all this time Bryan loved Sisillia that I knew from Riki on the trip earlier"
"Sisillia is obsessed with Aditya's sister. Because she's a woman who's used to living alone. He was banished by his family until now not knowing his origin and with his brother Aditya. Sisillia considers Sister is Home, Family is also her Love because that Sisillia never wants to be separated from Aditya's sister. It used to be after Aditya finished his bachelor papi did not renew his contract but he asked my brother to keep working. My sister started being controlled by Sisillia ever since they lived in America that I knew Rere"
Rere just kept quiet and the door opened and Tya entered with Ria's mom
