I'm taking you off, Mas!

Converting and Forgiving Is Hard

Yara tried to strengthen her heart even though the current situation was not as expected. Even though from the outside it looks indifferent and hateful. Deep in Yara's heart, she longs for the affection of her father and brother she has longed for.

A woman who had known the journey of life as a child Yara went into the bridal room. Ms. Lydia, a surrogate woman who was like a mama to Yara while in the orphanage. The woman came to Yara's wedding. What a strength to Yara. And who else could have made Yara's heart fall if not Erza. Because the man managed to bring Yara and Miss Lydia together. Even Erza willingly ordered his men to pick up Miss Lydia in the village.

Miss Lydia heard Yara's words. Speech contrary to desire.

"Don't say anything bad to anyone. For if what you say is true" said Ms. Lydia as she entered Yara's room. "Don't lie to your heart, Ra. I'm sure it's not a vengeful woman." Miss Lydia approached Yara looking at the young lady's bead. The disappointment is clearly there. "Mom never educated you like that, son! Keep resentment and hate in your heart. Explain the events that have happened. Never precede the events of the Creator. Now is the time for you to be happy." Miss Lydia reminded Yara.

The beautiful woman with the bridal makeup looked down upon hearing the advice of Ms. Lydia..

Outside the room at the table. The man who awaited his presence had been sitting in the guardian seat of the bride. He came with a pregnant woman and a loyal man accompanied Mr. Rio all this time, Roni is the one.

Roni approached Mr. Rio and slightly bowed to the old man.

"You sure you can do it, sir? You can ask the judge to represent," said Roni again reminded Mr. Rio of his health is not healthy.

Shafa who saw that approached. "True Mas Roni, Pah. If you're not strong, let it be represented."

Erza heard their conversation. The groom also chimed in. "Are you okay, sir?" Ask Erza.

"I'm fine, you don't need to worry," exclaimed Mr. Rio.

Erza nodded slowly.

Seeing the mandatory requirements if it is complete Mr. Penghulu immediately start pickling ajib kabul. And ask the bride to be immediately present in their midst.

With a slow and careful step Yara arrived at the end table. The woman was surprised when she found that Mr. Rio was already there.

'Father ... It turns out he's coming!'

Inner Yara.Yara turned to the side of Mr. Rio. He was also surprised when he found Shafa who was talking to Dhiya. Yara looked panicked. His eyes went around looking for something. Yara was afraid that there was Afkar in that place.

"Afkar is not here! Your papa only came in three with Syafa and also his assistant," whispered Erza who understood Yara's attitude.

Once everything is ready, the wedding ceremony will begin immediately. But previously pak pengghulu gave a little encouragement to the two brides before marriage. Then Yara as the bride is welcome to ask permission from her marriage guardian. When the permit application takes place such a heart-wrenching atmosphere. Anyone who saw it must be sad and shed tears.

Yara was helped by the ruler in every word she said to her father.

"Saudari Ayara follow my words," Pak Penghulu told Yara. "Please hold his papa's hand!"

Yara sat opposite Rio. Just close the table between them.

Yara nodded then followed every word the pak penghulu said.

"Mr ... Today, I'm Ayara Faeqa asking papa for permission to marry my loved ones." Yara spoke in a trembling tone.Tears started to drip. The woman stopped her words. Bu Haryani walks over to Yara and gives a tissue to wipe her tears.

"You can, Ra. You are strong" whispered Bu Haryani.

Yara nodded slowly and in a sense of calm, Pak Penghulu resumed his words and was again followed by Yara.

"Mr ... Yara hopes that with permission from papa, Yara's household is granted happiness."

Sobs accompanied the word for word Yara said to Pak Rio. Being attended by his father was more painful than not being attended in his previous marriage. In Yara's heart was tucked away a single hope. Everything will improve. Even though he didn't know when it would happen.

Erza, the man beside her gave Yara strength. He held the other hand of Yara. "You are strong, dear, x Erza said without a sound.

Not much different from Yara. Rio sir also sobbed. His breathing gasps when he hears Yara's request for permission. The princess who had not been with him all this time. The daughter he had hurt his feelings for. If only he had not been selfish at that time, nothing would have happened. But as powerful as Mr. Rio's holding him back in order to get through until this wedding is over. Until the most awaited event finally arrives.

Erza is able to pronounce kabul ijab smoothly. The lawful word of the witnesses proves that Yara and Erza are now officially a married couple. After the kabul ijab is finished, the pengulu recites the prayer first for the two brides.

The first person to congratulate him was Mr. Rio. Aided by Roni to stand up the old man faced off against Yara.

One by one Erza's relatives congratulated the two brides. So too with Shafa. He gave his wish to congratulate Yara, his sister.

"Congratulations on your marriage to Erza" Syafa said, holding Dhiya in front of Erza and Yara.

Dhiya looks so close to Syafa. However, during a

"Thank you" answered Erza. The man was quick to pay a moment to meet his best friend Beno who was present at his wedding. That was just Erza's excuse. So that Syafa can freely talk to Yara.

After Erza moved from his side. Yara quickly took over Dhiya from Syafa's hands. Yara is afraid that Shafa the son is taking Dhiya away. Syafa understands Yara's attitude.

"I will not take and tell Afkar about Dhiya. Although I don't know how this kid is with you but I support him. Mas Afkar has no right to separate the child from his mother" Syafa said.

"Thank you, Mba. I understand me." Yara, the woman starts to come to terms with the situation. With Erza there was nothing Yara feared anymore.

"Now everything is meaningless to me, mba. My husband is now Erza. And I'm sorry, I'll take Dhiya's custody out of your hands soon." Yara.

"Yes, please. Do what you think is right, Ra. I'm resigned to the current state of my household. If my presence had meant anything in his life, Mas Afkar would have looked for me."

Yara furrowed her brows hearing him. He didn't know it was going to be like this. Yara also did not expect everything to be such a mess.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't there when you died. I didn't want to, there was a debate at the time" Yara said.

"I understand, Ra. But Mira would love to meet you. If you can meet him. I asked you too."

Yara smiled obliquely at Bu Nuri's name.

"For what mother met me, I just thought it was useless for her."

"Believe it or not, since Mira recovered from her depression, slowly Bu Nuri's attitude changed, Ra. He'd love to see you to apologize."

"I'll do it, Mba."

Dhiya who was among them did not say much. Although silent but the little boy understood what the mother and mother were talking about.

Roni's assistant Pak Rio followed Syafa into the room. The man whispered something to Syafa.

Shafa quickly turned his head with a look of disbelief. "Well I'll catch up soon."

"I am nothing to papa" Yara said when she saw Roni's departure after whispering something to Syafa.

"Don't always think badly of papa, Ra. That stubborn man was ruthless on the outside. But his heart is fragile." Syafa paused his words, trying to hide his worries. " Me and papa farewell, we won't linger here. We're happy to see your happiness, Ra. Sorry you have to go home first. He doesn't want to because his being here makes you hate him even more. I know papa's mistake is so big. If only he had not hidden the identity of Mas Afkar all would not have been like this. You and I are not going to have a complicated relationship. Mas Afkar's attitude will not change as it is today." Syafa lowered his head.

"Basically, Mas Afkar has a good attitude, mba. Right now only Mba Syafa can help him remember everything."

Shafa could only smile in response. "I'm not sure, Ra." Syafa breathed a heavy sigh.The woman immediately said goodbye to Yara.

"I'm happy, once again congratulations on your marriage." After speaking Syafa crouched down despite the slight difficulty due to his slightly enlarged stomach.

"Dhiya, sorry Mamih. Mamih sure you're happy with mom." Syafa quickly hugged Dhiya for a moment and then stood back up.

Syafa and Yara's eye beads meet each other. The two exude a very deep sense of longing.uruh already a sense of hatred and disappointment for Syafa.

Shafa hugged Yara. "I'm sorry for all the mistakes, Ra! Sorry for ruining your life and your household with Mas Afkar. All that is natural today is the fruit of the selfishness of mba and papa. Mba hope that with time the wound in your heart can heal and forgive us. What you should know. Mba and papa love you very much," Syafa let go of his embrace. Then pat Dhiya's cheek gently. "See you later, baby!"

Shafa passed from before Yara.

Test ...

A single tear fell from the corner of Yara's eye. Sad and sad to hear the words of Shafa. Staring nanar towards Syafa who slowly disappeared from his sight.

"Darling," call Erza.

"Za," Yara immediately hugged her husband. The sadness was so heavy he felt.

"Suchlasse! Only that will make you feel relieved right now. It's hard, but you have to try, baby!" Erza embraced Yara and kissed her forehead.

To forgive and forgive is very difficult. Especially when there is a wound that is struck at the heart of Time is the best medicine that will heal everything. Hate and resentment will continue to take root if in the soul we cannot let go. Bad things will make destruction slowly.

Be a wise person who forgives. So that the ease after that we will reach.

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To be continued

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