I'm Second Also Injured

Dark Lover

Meta does not know what will happen, today will change everything. The one-year relationship with Saif will change in a matter of a few hours. And it turns out that knowing Saif for two years is not enough to know who his lover really is. There are a lot of things Meta doesn't know about his girlfriend.

Saif gets a way to meet Meta. He left for the office as usual and later at around twelve noon at lunch time he would leave the office for the reason of meeting someone who would buy the produce of the estate. The only way he can meet Meta. Saif was determined to tell the secret of his life before anyone else told Meta.

It is better to tell Meta through his own mouth than Meta should hear from others. Saif had predicted how Meta would react if he heard all that. And obviously he thought about the worst consequences Saif would receive from the problems that caused. Meta could have cut their relationship.

Waiting until noon since this time came to the office at seven to almost eleven in the afternoon Saif immersed himself in work.

Saif did not let himself rest for a moment, because once he was silent for a while his mind would drift back to the matter. He continued to busy himself non-stop until his phone rang. Saif stared at the name that appeared on the phone screen and his chest suddenly hurt.

Meta.

Saif only felt he could not bear to see his girlfriend's response later, if he had to tell Meta honestly. He always thought about how with the girl after hearing the truth, the girl he loved as well as the one he hurt.

 

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At home Meta still with routine activities to wash clothes if he is on holiday working, no need to bother washing by hand because once again technology makes it easier to use a washing machine.

Meta was relieved after last night Saif called her, but there was a slight sense that made her heart uncomfortable. Between her happiness and her insecurities she thought what was going on today. But Meta tries to break his discomfort by telling himself that his relationship with Saif is fine. After her regular work was done, she sat in the back garden. He took the initiative to contact Saif first to ask if Saif would indeed come this day

Sometimes the woman is sensitive, before anything happens to her she already feels with her heart. It's not wrong for everyone to say that a woman's feeling is strong.

Saif answered Meta's phone.

"Hello?" Saif's voice sounded cold in his own ears.

Meta seemed happy to hear Saif's voice. " A' You're going home?."

Meta then switched from the back garden to the terrace of the house.

" Yes Dear. After lunch in about an hour I'll be leaving." The answer he had to give to Meta.

With pleasure after not meeting with Saif for almost two weeks now Saif will meet him. " All right, I'll wait," said Meta.

" Oh yeah baby, you get ready yeah we'll be out as soon as I get to your house." Saif wanted to calm down and comfort Meta before he said honesty even though it was very painful for Meta.

"Hm. I'll be ready as soon as you come."

Meta hung up the phone.

Meta immediately went to take a shower because after that he also needed time to get ready.

It was as if nothing had happened Meta behaved like the previous days he had lived with Saif. Meta seemed enthusiastic about Saif's arrival.

" Why I'm shaking, it's not the first time I've been with Saif." Meta said to himself in front of the mirror looking at his appearance.

She glanced at the small clock on the dressing table and muttered, "Maybe he's already gone.

As soon as lunchtime arrived, Saif left the office without eating his lunch that was already available at his desk. Before getting into the car he advised the office boy to lift back the food that was in his room.

With a deep breath he started the car engine. Saif had no idea if any of his family members knew of his disappearance. At least he has advised some employees to go to meet buyers of his garden. In his mind and heart right now was Meta, everything about the girl.

Accompanying his journey Saif plays music on a radio channel. The voice of the radio announcer sounded roaring in the car that said that today's theme was heartbroken. Hearing that Saif's face turned more tense, anxious and reflexively his right hand hit the wheel.

*I love you more than anything

Even though no one knows

I love you deeply in my heart

Even if you just,

My Dark Lover....

Be assured that you are my love

The one I've been looking for all this time in my life

And only to you I give you the rest of my love

The long one of my life.

(Purple-Dark lover*)

The announcer played a song that is quite famous in the era of two thousand years of a band. The song that made Saif think that the song was very fitting he felt. Although Saif never considered Meta a dark lover. In reality Meta position is indeed the mentioned song.

This situation does not make Saif comfortable on the way, occasionally he loses his driving focus and seems speeding.

Saif's car has entered the Meta area, he has to prepare all the possibilities after this meeting.

Saif stopped the car outside the gate of Meta house, then took the phone on the dashboard and made a call on Meta. With an anxious face he put the phone on the earlobe. " Dear, I'm in front of the house" Saif said

" Let's wait a minute."

Meta who still took the bag in the closet.

Inside the car Saif was busy wrestling with his own thoughts until Meta suddenly appeared before him and knocked on the car glass door.

Like a dream come true, he had just thought about Meta and now the girl was immediately before him with a radiant face and a spoiled smile that became his trademark.

As soon as she saw Meta, Saif somehow felt the burden of her mind wane and her heart warm.

Without being in command, Saif opened the car door so that his lover quickly entered the car.

Not sure what prompted Saif to want to hug her lover, As soon as Meta sat by her side, without waiting for Saif to pull Meta and hug the girl. He only did what he thought it was natural to embrace Meta. For a moment it seemed like he could forget about his problem, release the tension on his shoulders and breathe with relief. Only when hugging Meta also raises new awareness.

And new problems. " I miss you so much, dear Meta." Saif who has not yet taken off his embrace.

Saif opened his eyes again and stared blankly at the ceiling of the car.

There is a feeling that arises in him, with the action that he just did realize that he could not stay away from Meta Kirana. It had fallen too deep and could not get out again.

Can't get out... or won't go out?.

I don't know.

This definitely means trouble.

After taking off his embrace Saif only looked at Meta and his eyes seemed to imply regret that made Saif say inwardly, Forgive me.

" Where are we going?." Meta's words awaken Saif's mind. " We'll take a walk. Have you eaten?."

Meta shook his head. " Want to eat first?" continued Saif. Meta was thinking of a place he wanted to visit. " I want to eat at Teriyaki House, how about?."

" As you wish Miss Meta, we'll head there." Saif can behave normally for now because he sees the joy of his lover. Now he does not want to eliminate Meta's smile even though in the end he has to say bitter things to Meta.

" Oh yeah a'... He said he wanted to explain why you suddenly couldn't get in touch?." Meta asked as they enjoyed the Japanese specialties.

Saif was choked to hear Meta and was silent for a few seconds. " Later Honey... Now you spend it eating."

Saif tried not to tell anything important outside for the convenience of Meta and himself.

" We're looking for a comfortable place to talk about it. But not now."

Meta suddenly felt anxious and uncomfortable hearing Saif's words. The same feeling he felt in the morning at home.

Distracting Meta Saif's mind was trying to talk about something else. " After this we go to the hanging garden huh, after that we watch."

" How much the purpose is," said Meta.

Saif commented a smile. "I want to replace the time that was lost nine days ago."

Meta gives his cheerful face and feels pleased with Saif's plan.

There is no need to linger to eat because there are other things they will do.

In the hanging gardens they just walk around the park. Saif who from getting off the car to circling the park always held Meta's hand. As much as possible he will not take off the warm hands that his magnetic girl has.

Saif created an atmosphere like a date that they had been doing, there was only laughter and conversation between the two of them.

When they were in a mall to watch movies to Cinemax, Saif did not take off Meta's hand.

Meta feels pampered today, he enjoys the togetherness he lost for nine days.

Saif can see if her lover is really happy today.

In the dark in the cinema area he could still see a happy smile, a smile as if the day would always be the same as the time to come.

Unlike Meta who can enjoy the movie until the end, Saif only pretends to see the movie but his mind and heart are thinking about something else.

" I'm excited about the movie." The metas that have since come out of the cinema discuss the movies they watch.

The time is running fast the clock shows at 18:30 Wib. Walking towards the parking lot Saif started talking about his goal today meeting Meta.

" Dear, now we're somewhere like I promised. I'll explain everything to you." Saif just stared ahead while holding Meta's hand.

" Where?." Meta who wants to know where to go this time while putting a seat belt in the car.

"Em we're going to my friend's guest house." Saif has started the car engine and is ready to go to Ubud guest house.

Meta is a little wonder why to talk alone should be in the guest house everything.

" Why not stay home instead of hiring a guest house." Meta tilted his body slightly in order to stare at Saif.

" It's quieter and I'm more free to explain there."

" okay." Meta while nodding his head.

In Ubud guest house all complete facilities such as a residence, garden, swimming pool and waiter who are ready to deliver food and drink if we order.

Saif did not immediately speak, he thought that they both needed to enjoy the atmosphere in Ubud guest house.

Saif and Meta were sitting in a recliner near a swimming pool overlooking a garden full of plants.

Saif had no intention of telling the story until Meta asked back. " What do you want to explain a'.?"

God, this time I really have to tell him everything. Saif swore in the heart.

Saif stood up from his seat to approach Meta who was on the side of the table separating them.

He stood before Meta, Meta still sat in a fixed position from the beginning. Until Meta sat up straight because suddenly saw Saif sitting in front of Meta. Meta wanted to stand up but Saif's hand held both hands hinting that he should not get out of his chair.

" What's up?." asked Meta in surprise. Saif had not answered Meta, this time his eyes turned full of regret, anxiety and sadness.

He lowered his head making Meta feel more anxious. " Meta baby, I beg you to forgive me." Saif raised his head and looked into Meta's eyes. "But all you need to know is that I love you, and love you more than myself. I'm not playing with your feelings. I'm willing to give up everything I can with you" continued Saif.

Meta's entire body felt cold hearing Saif's speech. She did not understand the meaning of her lover saying it all.

" What's the matter?" Meta's tone slightly trembled.

" Before I tell you all about everything I beg you to promise me that after hearing everything will not change your feelings and will not change our relationship." Saif confirmed his real feelings towards Meta. He kissed Meta's two hands that were still in his grasp.

Meta was confused as to how, he just nodded his head without knowing behind the story he would hear. He was also in such a state of anxiety that he did not know it was the answer.

"I'm glad I told you about my past but...". Saif stopped his sentence because he hesitated to continue.

" You're making me even more afraid of a'." The voice of Meta is heard.

Saif clasped Meta's hands tighter. " One thing I didn't tell you."

" What about?."

" My family. When I called you that night there was a female voice... That's not my brother." Saif gulped because he couldn't continue. It was hard to say in front of the girl he loved so much.

Meta is still waiting for Saif to continue.

" The woman you hear her voice is.... My wife."

At that instant Meta felt to be in the soundproof room, that one word sounded so close and like only he heard it. " Who.....?" Meta looks at Saif hoping that what he hears is wrong, but in reality Saif nods his head. It was then that a small piece of Meta's fragile self-control finally shattered into pieces and her cries broke.

Tears came out from both of Meta's eyes, he was glued and his lips were moody to speak. He tried to hold back his tears but could not hold it even if he wanted to. He hopes wholeheartedly, so that his pain and pain will also be reduced, even a little.

Because he really did not know what else he could do to the huge gaping hole in his chest. Where his heart was.

Meta tries to remove Saif's hand, he rebels so that his hand is released from Saif's hand. And his tears flowed profusely but he was unable to make a sound as he covered his mouth with both hands.

Saif tried to calm down with a hug but to no avail. The more Saif hugs her the less she wants to touch Saif.

" Dear, please don't do this." Saif felt his chest hurt looking at Meta who was in shock and he had never seen Meta so shaken like now in front of his eyes.

" Meta honey listen to me, I want to explain everything," Saif said.

Meta refused to listen by covering both ears.

Meta stood up from the chair intending to leave but Saif scolded him by hugging him from behind. There is still a rebellion from Meta's body. Meta's cry became more and more so that he did not realize if he was sitting on the ground. "Dear forgive me, forgive me." Saif can only say that. " stop... Stop Saif....Enough..." Meta spoke in a state of crying.

With the state still shaken Meta could not think. All he wanted to do was get out of there.

" I want to go home."

The world he was in today was pleasant, and after he heard a single word, his world became imprudent.

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