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Meta awoke from his sleep knocking on his bedroom door and barged in without Meta's approval

" Hey baby why are you still sleeping?" said Siska as she placed her small bag on the Meta room table. Meta is not fully aware between sleep and wake up even though his eyes are closed but he knows it is the voice of his friend Siska, Meta does not mengubris questions from Siska, he said, because there was no response Siska chose to shake Meta's body to wake up from his sleep " Hey let's wake up now it's nine o'clock".

" I'm off Siska so let me sleep another hour." His hand grabbed the blanket to cover his head.

" Wake up, when I'm gone you can continue to sleep."

There is still no response from Meta "I want to go out to buy snacks, I'm back you have to wake up," said Siska Either heard or by Meta.

Not long after Siska left, Meta's phone rang he did not respond and then rang a second time "Geez who else is bothering me, why don't they stop looking for me even though I'm off," his grunts with eyes were still closed. The ringtone also did not stop making Meta's hand feel for the existence of the phone. " Yes hello" answered the phone with his eyes not yet open.

" Hello Miss Meta, are you still sleeping?."

Meta is still not fully aware there is a word miss considering who often said the word "Saif". So shocked his eyes immediately opened and gasped in a position sitting on the bed. He must be aware and calm his voice so as not to sound nervous.

" I just woke up last night and went to bed at two in the morning."

" If you're still asleep I'll call you later."

" Don't have to close, I didn't wake up because your phone was here." Meta explanation while uncovering the blanket.

" Siska's at the Mall ? who called me Lexus?."

" Yes he."

" This hour is at your house, what's the matter?."

"His words in his house no one so he's here." With a flick of her lips she gave an origin answer of course not the reason it was Siska to her house.

" What are you calling to say?" he continued

" Take me to a friend's wedding later this afternoon?."

" Suddenly so."

" Yes, there was a new friend who told him he had forgotten when his invitation was one week ago. Do you have an event today?."

" What time is it?."

" I'll pick you up at four."

The door of Meta's room opened it turns out Siska has returned from buying snacks, he approached Meta put his ear on the Meta phone which obviously he wants to know who is calling Meta.

" okay."

" If you wear a kebaya, can you wear an Alpaca?."

" yes. Where is the show?."

" At the hotel. I'll call you when I get to your house."

" okay."

Siska looked suspiciously at Meta.

"Why is your face like that, you're also off today?."

" I went in during the day, when I came here to hear your story about last night, but apparently I got a bonus, where are you guys going?."

" Your question is too long, may I answer it after I leave the bathroom?."

" You know how curious I am?, it's been there fast."

Waiting for Meta Siska to play music through his smartphone, placed on the table did not forget he opened the Snack that he just bought. He accidentally sees the brown bag Saif gave to Meta, he sees there is a box inside it taking it. There's Balinese writing his brain directly leads and speaks for itself must be from the Lexus".

"Good also souvenirs from the Lexus" Siska said when Meta entered the room.

" Where were you guys last night?."

" Just coffee."

" Wouldn't go for a walk?."

" Where are you going to go to night!"

" When what happened?."

Meta sat near Siska on a long sofa facing out the window. He recalled the incident of Saif suddenly pulling and hugging him.

" Last night when she was saying goodbye, she suddenly hugged me."

" Huh hugging???."

Meta just nodded his head.

" Why is she hugging you?"

" She just said that she misses me so much."

" Do you want to and do not refuse?."

" Why resisting it just happened, I got out of the car and he called me to come near me and pulled my arm suddenly I was in his arms. It might only happen for a minute."

Siska also looks serious and changes her sitting position which is now facing Meta.

" There is something that needs to be straightened out" Siska said while thinking.

" It used to be that when Irfan and Ryo approached you, you weren't like this. You used to have a reason to reject them when they wanted to take you away, now you seem helpless when Lexus took you."

" Am I like that?."

" You realize why it is like that?" asked Siska

" No."

" You know them for almost the same time of year, but your attitude toward Lexus is completely different, and you even fall silent as he hugs you. Do you realize what that means?"

Siska spoke with her mouth full of snacks.

" What?."

" You like it."

" Who?."

" Certainly Saif. Who else?."

Meta blinked his eyes. "really?."

Siska. "You really don't know or pretend you don't know?."

Meta shook his head, he really didn't know how he felt.

" Now try to answer my question" Siska said seriously.

" When you're with Lexus, do you feel happy?." Meta thought for a moment and then nodded.

" When you talk, do you ever get bored?."

" Never, he never bored me, he always surprised me."

" Your heart beats twice as much every time he looks at you and smiles at you?."

Meta thought again and nodded his head. Even sometimes her heart seems to stop beating like last night when Saif hugged her.

Siska propped up her chin with one hand and smiled happily "Just look at you, I already told you. Do I still need to repeat my question?."

" But I'm not sure yet" said Meta hesitantly.

" Come on Meta try to recognize your own feelings, do not look stupid about your own feelings.

Siska sighed as she saw her friend could not recognize her feelings, forcing Siska to ask the same question.

" Am I asking again?."

Meta looked at his friend and hoped that Siska would have a way of coming to the right conclusion.

" When you're with Irfan or Ryo do you feel happy? Siska repeated the question like that.

Meta nods.he also feels happy when with Irfan and Ryo.

" Irfan and Ryo never bore you when you were chatting?."

" Sometimes but when chatting with them never run out of chat material" replied Meta slowly.

" Is your heart pounding when it's near them?."

Meta shakes "Ordinary."

Siska smiled smugly "Now see right?. You like all three of them, but your liking for them is different."

Meta opened his eyes as if he had just realized from his dream.

" You like Irfan and Ryo as friends and Lexus you like him as a man." Siska.

" Please think I want to go to the bathroom" Siska left Meta still glued to the sofa.

Why Siska suddenly discussed this matter when Meta had not thought at all that far. It took longer to convince Meta's heart, at least this time he would think about his own feelings.

" Not to think about it. Just walk like running water" Siska who just entered the room again.

" It's true too. Saif himself hasn't said anything."

" But he told you that he misses you, he might like you" said Siska and grabbed the bag on the table.

" Are you going to the mall?."

" yes. It's one o'clock . I'm leaving first, and congratulations."

Meta follows Siska out of the house, after Siska leaves she begins to fumble her own feelings what she feels for Saif.

I was happy to meet him and talk to him even though I didn't know how I felt about him.