I'm Not a Weak Woman

I'm Not a Weak Woman
Apology to Ray



The silent atmosphere was on the dining table, both Vera, Renata and Edward were silent to each other only the sound of the clanking of forks and spoons being heard.


This went on until the food of these three men ran out.


"I'm glad I'm out because there's something I want to talk to Ray about" Edward said


"If you only discuss business, why don't you tell Ray here mas, besides I also haven't seen Ray since he spread his wings in Jakarta" said Renata


Hearing Ray's name makes Vera's face cloudy, Ray's words ring back in Vera's mind.


"Well, let me call him, if he's coming here, I'm not going out" Edward said


After eating Vera said goodbye to her room,


"I'll say yes" said Vera


"Kok rush Vera, here chat ma we first," said Renata


"The desire is that, but my stomach is not strong for a long time sitting," said Vera


Renata and Edward allow Vera to return to her room,


"As I'm watching Vera, every night must hurt her stomach. Moreover, he was nothing cool," said Renata who made Edward turn his eyes from the mobile screen to the face of his wife.


"Yes, baby, but how else. I have to let him sleep" said Edward


"Try it every night so you check, chat with his baby grandpa to know the voice of his papa, it will be our child. I don't want her to grow up imperfect," Renata gave me an idea


Although sick but how else, Renata knew enough about pregnancy because she had previously been pregnant, even had three miscarriages until her uterus was damaged and had to be removed.


For that she can feel pregnant women how difficult it is.


Edward gets a message from Ray that he agrees to come to Edward's house.


Renata returns to her room as well as Edward, but before he takes the time to come to Vera's room to see her.


Edward who saw Vera sleeping with a snuggle took the initiative to correct his sleeping position.


His hand moved to stroke Vera's flat stomach and he brought her close and said


"Hello the little creature inside, how is it. I'm sorry if you rarely see you every night,"


Because of Edward's chat with the baby, Vera's sleep was disturbed, he accidentally dropped his hand on Edward's head in his stomach.


Vera subconsciously rubbed Edward's hair and stroked it, making Edward look at Vera as well as Vera who began to open her eyes


Now that Netra Edward and Netra Vera meet each other, Vera smiles and wakes up


"I'm sorry, man" said Vera, not feeling well with Edward


"I'm the one who should be apologizing for disturbing your sleep" Edward said


"I just want to have a chat with our baby, uh I mean with the baby in your belly" Edward added


Hearing Edward say our baby makes Vera feel happy at least she is considered the mother of the child in her birth even though later she has to give up her child.


"Yes, I'm not papa" said Vera


Edward tells Vera to rest again while she has to wait for Ray.


After the departure of Edward Vera could not sleep anymore, he smiled to himself. But when he remembered that it had to end after the child he contained was born the look on Vera's face became sad.


"Hamba resigned," he murmured


Ray who just came directly invited Edward to his study, Renata joined Edward and Ray.


"Hello Ray," said Renata while putting a tray containing drinks and snacks


"Hello Renata" Ray replied


"It's getting better" said Renata


"Eis don't be mad Edward he himself praised me" Ray teased


The three of them laughed, Vera who came out to take a drink heard their laughter.


"Blessed be you," murmured Vera


After drinking Vera did not go straight into his room, he sat in the garden staring at the sky. He stared at the brightest star among the others.


"O Allah, I miss my parents so much that I don't know who they are" Vera murmured with tears that had soaked her cheeks.


Vera is cool with her solitude, so it does not feel like she has been sitting in the park for more than an hour.


As the air grew colder Vera decided to return to the room.


When he was about to enter the house, Ray was about to come out until they accidentally met


"Hello Vera" said Ray


"Hello Ray" said Vera


When he was about to step his foot, Ray called Vera


"Vera, man,"


Vera turned her back and looked at Ray


"Yes, what's wrong?" ask Vera


"Can we talk?" ask Ray back


Vera nods and Ray takes her to the park for a while


"I want to apologize to you for my words, I'm sorry" Ray said


Vera smiled as she glanced at Ray who was beside her


"It's okay Ray, if I were in your position I would have done the same thing" said Vera


"Yes, I went back in first, it's not good to see Edward's mas." added Vera then he stepped away from Ray


Ray stared at Vera's missing back, behind the door


"OMG he has changed, his gaze is now very different from that time" murmured Ray


Edward followed because Ray did not come back until he accidentally passed Vera.


"You haven't slept?" ask Edward


"Sorry mas not yet, I was thirsty and happened to see the outside direction who wanted to suddenly want to go to the park.," replied Vera


"Yes, go to sleep" said Edward


When he was about to get off, Ray was back upstairs,


"Just wanted to catch up, you were a long time ago" Edward said


"I forgot to put it so look into the back seat" Ray told me by lying.


They both returned to the workspace to discuss the continuation of their business.


"What if we also cooperate with Leo." Ray tried to give me an idea


"It's good, I've wanted to work with your sister for a long time" Edward said


"What if tomorrow during your break to his office" suggested Ray


"It's a good idea, but you're there too, right?" ask Edward


"Yes" said Ray


Now they are both busy with the file in their hands.


Vera who could not sleep just turned her body upside down, she was a little riled up.


"Tumben Ray apologized to me, a Ray apologized to a Vera?" the guman


monologue with himself.


After Ray's return, Edward sees Vera but finds Vera still awake when he wants to enter Renata calling


"Bag,"