I'm Not a Weak Woman

Let me hug you one last time

With an annoyed heart Vera looked at Leo's back which was getting further away. He ordered drinks and food, after which he took a walk down every corner of the mall. Tired of Vera deciding to go home.

On the other hand Ilham was pensive in his room, Ilham who felt his household with Vera was very bland so confused between continuing or ending it.

After returning from the office, Ilham whose mind was not focused on driving his car in the cafe Rara. Troubled thoughts made him unconscious if he was in Rara's cafe. He ordered food and drink to fill his hungry stomach because from this afternoon he had not eaten.

Leo who has to go out of town cannot pick up Rara so Rara stays at the cafe until it closes.

Rara watches her employees who clean up before closing, Rara's eyes catch a man still stay in his place when soon the cafe closes.

With a slow step Rara approached the customer.

"Good night, sorry the cafe will close soon," Rara said politely

The inspiration that was none other than the man who was still staying at the cafe Rara turned his head, how shocked Rara turned out to be Ilham.

"Ra," he called

"Mas Ilham," call Rara back

"Cafe is closing, you're not going home?" asked Rara

"Would you close it?" ask the Inspiration with a smile

"Yes, it's nine. PPKM rules," replied Rara

Ilham moved from his seat, he stepped out but somehow Ilham turned his back and called Rara.

"Well, will you talk to me?" ask Inspiration

Rara who was confused finally accepted the offer Ilham then they sat on the front bench of the cafe.

Rara who sat beside Ilham was nervous, to dampen her nervousness Rara was stale

"How's Vera mas doing?" rara asked who was describing the silence between them

"Well Ra," replied Ilham

"Definitely have given birth to a mas, girl or boy?" asked Rara again, even though she had visited that time but somehow Rara asked back as if she did not know.

"Didn't you look at that time Ra, my daughter, now she is with God up there," replied Ilham with pushy eyes

Rara was a little embarrassed and also shocked, she did not expect that Vera's son had died.

"Astagfirullah mas, I'm so sorry. When will I not tell you" said Rara

"Thank you Ra, I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I thought Leo was telling you" said Ilham

"Mas Leo didn't say anything mas," Rara said as she stared at Ilham

"Maybe Leo has his own reasons" Ilham said with a smile

They were both silent, until Ilham's question made Rara shocked

"Has that love been lost?" ask Inspiration

"You want a lie to answer what's honest?" ask Rara back

"Both" answered Inspiration

"Honestly, the feeling is still there even though the percentage continues to decline because your love is slowly replaced by the love of Leo's very big love for me, if I lie I've forgotten you," Rara replied with a chuckle

"You Ra, you can" said Ilham with a smile

Although Inspiration has hurt him but the feeling is certainly still in Rara's heart, Ilham is the person he loves for five years certainly not easy to eliminate it, still need time to eliminate the taste.

"I'm so sorry for hurting you, now I realize you're the best" Ilham added

"Don't make your life shackled with a sense of regret, because it's all in vain. Mending now correct yourself lest you repeat the same mistake," Rara said

Ilham smiled, Rara's words slightly opened her heart.

"May I hold you one last time, Ra?" pinta Ilham looked at Rara

again Rara was confused by Ilham, but finally her head chose to nod rather than shake.

With Ilham tightly hugged Rara, even tears spilled while hugging his ex-wife.

"I love you so much Ra, I'm sorry. Ever since you left I've been like a man missing a bow. Your shadows always haunt me." whispered Ilham sobbing

Rara who heard the sobbing of Ilham also shed her tears, she said,

"We are not destined to mate, maybe in this way we can learn again because experience is the best teacher" said Rara who is still in the arms of Inspiration

Inspiration to breathe the fragrance of Rara's body, really nothing changed, the smell of the body and perfume remains the same as before.

After being satisfied to hug Rara, Ilham took off his embrace.

He wiped the tears that washed his eyes, then he smiled

"I hope our friendship does not break up, Ra and thank you for allowing me to embrace you" said Ilham

"Sama-sama, I also hope that because it cuts the friendship that reduces the windfall" said Rara

Because it was night, Ilham decided to go home as well as Rara who was also going home to Leo's apartment.

Once at home, Ilham was surprised by Vera who was waiting for him in the living room.

"Well, good at this hour just got home, where have you been?" ask Vera in a high tone

"From foraging did you prepare a meal for me?" ask Inspiration back with hands that take off her pantofel shoes

"But that doesn't mean you're coming home tonight!" exclaim Vera

An upset inspiration put down his shoes violently

"The husband came home instead of being greeted with sweetness even in a high tone! imham exclaimed with widened eyes staring at Vera

"You're too much, I'm home alone and you're running around!" snapped Vera with eyes staring at Ilham as well

"If you want to go home immediately and feel at home you should also change your attitude, every time I go home you are always lazing in the bedroom, the house like a broken ship, and the house like a broken ship, there was no food and every time I complained you were angry and said I was not a maid. Honestly I confused Vera, want to be taken where our household," explained Ilham who made Vera speechless

"If you continue like this we better separate, so you can be free and who knows you get more from me" said Ilham

Vera shook her head, "I don't want to be separated from you, after our son died you want to leave me?" vera said with tears

Seeing Vera cry made Ilham not have the heart then he was moved to hug Vera and calm her down,

"I'm sorry Vera, if you behave like this anyone who lives with you is not at home. Come on, we're improving each other and opening a new page from the beginning" said Ilham, with his arms tighter and tighter hugging Vera

Hearing the words of Inspiration makes Vera think, her heart justifies the words of Inspiration.

Once satisfied cuddle them into the bedroom, notah what they do inside only they know.