I'm Not a Weak Woman

Don't blame me for acting like I want to

Leo took Rara out, he hugged Rara even he repeatedly kissed Rara's forehead.

"So you know Vera" asked Rara

"Know Ra, he's my subordinate at the Malang branch office" Leo replied

"Oh, so yesterday while in Malang Ilham met Vera and left me, your son of a bitch Ilham" Rara's inner self.

Leo took Rara to his apartment, you can stay here Ra, rather than you live with Inspiration" Leo said.

"But mas.." haven't had time to finish talking Leo crossed his index finger on Rara's lips.

"But what, I wonder how you Ra can survive with Inspiration that clearly does not consider you" said Leo annoyed.

Rara becomes speechless, it is true what Leo said, with her forced to accept Leo's request to stay in her apartment but Rara only lives there for a few days.

"Alright, it's up to you Ra" Leo said

Rara smiled despite her heart's anxiety, on the other hand Ilham was her husband but on the other hand Leo was her lover who initially pretended to be a real lover.

Leo told Rara to rest

"Rest yes Ra, later tonight I take a walk we have fun without thinking Inspiration and Vera" said Leo

"Ready mas" said Rara with a smile

Leo kissed Rara, slowly she laid Rara on the bed and now her position remains above Rara.

They cling to each other with passionate lust even now Leo's lips move to the neck

"Mas, I could have wanted it later" said Rara Lirih

Leo further kissed Rara's neck and left many traces there.

"I'm also Ra, but we can't do it, I'll wait for your host" Leo said, ending the heat.

"Alright Leo" said Rara with a smile.

Again Rara had to resist her desire that had been in the crown. But she was grateful that Leo would not touch her before marriage.

"May I ask you something?" ask Rara

"May" replied Leo

"Have you never loved someone or had a lover before?" ask Rara again

"Ra was, but I was cheated" Leo replied

Leo's face turned cloudy, his brain wandering back when he was still with his ex-lover.

Rara who saw Leo with a cloudy face finally apologized.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to open your old wounds" Rara said

"No papa Ra" Leo said

It has been three days Rara lived in Leo's apartment while Ilham was confused looking for Rara because when he and Vera came home, he did not find Rara at home.

"Here you go, maybe Rara needs some alone time. Don't think too much, we better think about our baby mas" comfort Vera

"You are right Vera" said Ilham.

A week later Rara came home, Ilham who was relaxing in the living room immediately stood up. She worries about Rara and misses her.

"Where have you been, Ra?" ask Inspiration

"You're the one who told me to leave, honestly I can't stand living with you. We used to almost never fight but since there was Vera our household was destroyed, what you maintain with a household like this. You will definitely be happy with Vera and your son, so please let me go." Rara replied with tears that escaped just like that but quickly Rara wiped away her tears.

"No Ra, until whenever I will not divorce you" said Ilham.

"Egois mas you, continue if you are always with Vera how can I have children, think dong use your brain, sleep always with Vera do you not think I am every night lonely." rara said with a tone that began to rise.

"I'm sorry Ra" he said regretfully

"Sorry you mean nothing, if you don't want to let go I don't blame me if I don't respect you mas, don't blame me if I don't go home or even I ask for someone else's seed to give me a descendant because you don't want to give me" Rara said

Rara rushes to her room, Ilham is so selfish, she restrains him but is not fed, for a long time Rara's love will disappear too.

"Why is this so?" words of frustration

"This is all because of you Vera, you who always forbid me to sleep with Rara even though you also know that Rara is also my wife!" imam

"You really wrong me anyway mas, not before we also have agreed to it" said Vera

The two of them were fighting while Rara was crying in her room.

******

The days passed, Rara was preoccupied with the opening of your cafe and restaurant. Rara comes home less and less. He chose to sleep in Leo's apartment rather than in his home.

"The cafe and the restaurant are rame ya Ra" Leo said

"Alhamdulillah mas, this is all thanks to you as well" Rara said with a smile

Then Leo hugs Rara, she kisses with the heat of Rara's lips. Leo's hand was now bolder before.

"As for what if I want it" said Rara while holding back her desire.

"Prophe Ra," said Leo and ended his activities

"Yes," said Rara

Actually hearing Rara's words frustrates Leo because he also wants it so badly.

Rara and Leo are very happy, although it can be said that Rara is cheating with Leo but it is also because of Ilham himself who has hurt him.

This morning Rara prepared, since Rara is rarely at home the state of the house is very messy. There is no more cuisine served early in the morning there is no more clean and neat house.

"This house is very dirty" muttered Rara who looked around her.

He put his bag down and cleaned the house. He really can't see the house falling apart.

Not long after Ilham came out, saw Rara clean-up she smiled.

" You don't spoil your wife too much, the house is like a broken ship, the dining table never has food. Where you want to be taken to your household" said Rara by wiping the sweat that came out on her forehead.

" Klum Ra, she's pregnant." said Ilham

"Continue defending" said Rara.

When Rara finished taking her bag

"Where are you going Ra?" ask Inspiration

"Work" answered Rara

"Where's work?" ask Inspiration again

"Where" replied Rara of origin

Ilham looked at Rara, he missed his first wife very much. But Vera's pregnancy really curbed her.

Ilham stared fixedly at Rara and his eyes were fixed on the tiny object hanging on Rara's neck.

I saw the initials L, hanging there.

"Where did you get that necklace with L Ra's initials? doesn't your name start with the letter R?" ask Inspiration

Vera says, L is Leo"

Inspiration rounded his eyes, then asked

"What does Vera mean?" ask Inspiration

"Ask Rara what it has to do with your superior Leo" Vera replied.

Rara who did not want to be asked who kind of finally left just like that while Ilham was angry.

Vera shows Leo's profile picture, and tells Ilham to take a look.

"Don't you see the woman Leo hugged" Rara said

Ilham also observed the photo of the woman in Leo's arms from behind, looking like Rara even though her face was not visible.

"It's impossible" ilham said and gave his phone back to Vera.