I'M MY MOTHER'S HONEY
Sacrificed
Ezra took a deep breath repeatedly in front of the door of his room. Pacing and occasionally leaning his body on the door leaf. Honestly, he was afraid to see his wife's anger. Ezra prayed in his heart that Zahra would be calm, as he explained everything. The man finally ventured to press the door handle of the room. He felt ready to face Zahra. When opening the door to the room. The wife's eyes were drawn sharply towards him. At this moment Zahra sat down sadly on the edge of her bed.
Both of Zahra's eyeballs were never separated from her husband, who was now walking slowly towards her with her lips on his back, creating a sweet smile.
"I want to meet my mother." Zahra said in a soft voice. Ezra could not bear to see the sadness that emanated on Zahra's beautiful face.
His wife was neat with a dress made of satin silk burgundy color, combined with syar i hijab in matching color. His wife had changed her appearance. His wife looked very elegant and very Islamic. If he had his mouth his wife still issued words of oath. Ezra failed to become a husband. Because he cannot educate his wife. Yes, Ezra was surprised, seeing the hijab draped in the chest of the wife. When he lifted his wife out of the car. Ehh. turns out his wife is hijrah.
Bimo panics when Zahra collapses in the car. Opening Zahra's hijab hook. He thought the hijab would make Zahra difficult to breathe.
"Yes, we're going to the hospital now." Ezra turned around, hoping Zahra would follow him. His wife wanted to go to the hospital to see her mother.
"Why did you do this to me and my mom? do you not know the law of religion? aren't there any other women, why should we." This time Zahra spoke softly. Not angry like that. Ezra so there's no stroking his chest. He was very grateful, because his wife had calmed down.
The man turned his body back to walk toward Zahra, who now both women's eyes had sunk with tears. Ezra squatted in front of his wife by bending one leg. Grab Zahra's hand and kiss her. I don't know why Zahra didn't want to pull that hand. Though he did not like it, Ezra kissed his fingers.
"Hubby's sorry, Hubby knows, it all started with hubby. Hubby couldn't educate Rara well, so the boy dealt with you and the aftermath of the problem became as long as it is today." Heard her husband say Rara's name. Zahra quickly pulled her hand from Ezra's grasp.
Zahra looked at the cynical man before her. Cihh, very good at talking. Raw fruit, can cook made that speech. Zahra murmured still staring intently at Ezra. She wanted to judge whether her husband was lying or not. Because usually people who lie, will be wrong when stared fixed.
Ezra got up from his seat. Walk towards the chair in front of the dresser. Pull the chair in front of the wife. The man finally sat his ass in the chair.
"The wrong Hubby, it should be before you marry your mother. Hubby must know his origins, the ins and outs of his family. But Hubby didn't want that at the time. Because, Hubby judged Anindya a good woman. Of course, they come from a good family. This is one such error, which is finally causing trouble now." That soft, honest-sounding speech, made Zahra draw a conclusion. That the man in front of her loved her mother.
"Hubby doesn't know that you're Anindya's daughter. Because Anindya never told me about her family. If Hubby knew, how could Hubby marry you." Zahra turned her face away, it was a shame to marry her own stepfather. He quickly wiped his tears.
"It's weird, you don't know but, someone else can tell?" Zahra still didn't want to look at Ezra. "Liar!" again, what makes Ezra jerked is said to be a liar.
"Hubby only found out yesterday, when he returned to the village with Anin "
"Do not wear hubby. I'm disgusted to hear it. You're my father." Zahra insisted with a ketus.
"I'll never be your father!"
Zahra turned her neck, and now the two were together. Ezra looked at Zahra with a glance. And Zahra looked at Ezra dumbfoundedly. What does this man mean.
"Hubby will cancel the marriage with your mother. There was never a marriage between us. And we'll be legal as a married couple. Isn't that what you asked for, baby? Hubby's calling now."
"NO ...!" zahra firmly with the rejection code with her hands.
Ezra's forehead shriveled, he was deeply shocked by his wife's denial statement. It's not that Zahra always said she didn't want to be a mistress and now why does she disagree with her husband's decision, annul the marriage to Anindya.
"My father divorced me. You're back at mom." Zahra said and immediately threw away his face, of course Ezra did not accept the decision of his wife.
Ezra got up from his seat, grabbed the wife's shoulder. He was also angry with Zahra's words.
"Did you know that you married me?"
Ezra nodded slowly. Zahra made a revolt, so that Ezra's hand would come off his shoulder. Zahra was disappointed in Ezra. This guy covered it all up. Selfish ..! That means old man, wants both.
Zahra remembered their conversation last night. Last night, her husband was still a pervert to her. Her husband knew she was his stepson. Zahra doesn't believe this old man.
"I don't want you to know this stupidity and sin. I want us to separate. And I'm back with mom."
"Stop! don't go on anymore. If that's what you want. Then sin will continue to happen." Ezra again grabbed Zahra's shoulder. Want to pull the woman into his arms. This is what he was afraid of. He had a hunch, Zahra didn't want to be with him anymore.
"Don't hold me again sir. We need to split up. And I'm back with mom."
"No!"
"Yes!"
The couple were insistent on each other with their stance.
"I don't want to be a bad boy. Here, I'm wrong. It was as if I had taken my father from my dear mother. I love my mother very much, sir. Since childhood, I have always been diligent in learning, to be smart. So that one day become rich and can make mother happy. Had I turned down that time when my father offered to marry me. This is not gonna happen." Clearly Zahra with tears.
Ezra shook his head strongly in disagreement with his wife's words.
"No Wa, your mother will remain happy."
"No sir, I can't see Mom's face if we stick together. I don't want to be a bad boy. Mother sacrificed a lot for me. He was willing to bone down, in order to meet all my needs. He was willing to have his skin scorched in the sun and cold when the rain flushed him while making a living in people's fields. It's all he did for me. So that I can eat this child. Because, my father left me a lot of debt." Zahra pulled her snot more and more out of her nostrils.
He is very sad at the moment. Very sad, she missed her mother. "There is no such thing as a former son sir. You can love me once now, obsessed with me. Because what? because you have got my precious possession. You'll get tired of me, we'll fight, then you'll divorce me. Father's love is not eternal, unlike mother's love. Which is eternal all the time."
"Well, you can't talk like that. Hubby will always love you until death do us part. You can't leave me Wa." Ezra was like a child, crying when his wish was not fulfilled.
"No sir, I can't afford to build a housewife with my father. Guilt will continue to be here for mom, sir. For the good of all. Stay with mom. Because you love mom too, right?" stroking his chest that felt very tight
"No, no Wa!" grabbing Zahra's embrace, the woman resigned in Ezra's arms. Zahra was crying in her husband's arms. Farewell is not what he wants, but it's a must.
"If it's true, you love me. Not because of lust. Refuse request. I have repented sir. What we did was a sin before. May God forgive him. You also have to repent. We must part for the good of all. For the peace of my heart sir..!' Zahra was crying hysterically in Ezra's arms. Zahra really can't be Ezra's wife. He would feel so guilty about his mother.
But she loves this man. But, he would not be able to build a household with that man. His mother will be a victim. Zahra prefers to be a victim. Because, he's young. The future is long. Let her story with Ezra be a sweet memory.
"Sir, I can't know about any of this. Please...!". Zahra is still in the arms of her husband. Both of them cried.
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