I'M MY MOTHER'S HONEY
Love yourself
"Why don't you talk to mom. Mom said she'd turn out to be a good wife, if you gave me one more chance." Melas Rara with her two hands.
Ezra panted to hear Rara's request. The man immediately got up from his seat in regret. This daughter cannot be said.
"Dad has to go, there's still a lot of work. You can leave the house with Bimo. If you have not changed for the better and fully aware. You can't meet and communicate with your mother. I don't want after you communicate with your mother there will be problems again. Remember Ra, this is your last chance. I'm already disappointed in the mess you've caused lately." Ezra said firmly, the man rubbed the princess's head unfortunately.
"Yes Dad, but can I still ask for one more thing?" Rara who hugged the father from the side stared fixedly at Ezra. "If you can't be close to mom," Rara stopped her speech and took off her arms from her father's lawful. The boy looks into his pants pocket. "I want you to help me get close to this guy. He's my schoolmate and I really like him dad!" Rara gives a close up photo to Ezra. Of course Ezra's chest went up and down after seeing the photo. His chest felt tight, as it held back emotions.
"I like him a lot, Dad. But, he never liked me." Rara said, her eyes reddened as it held the clear liquid that was urgent to come out of those beautiful eyes.
"From the first time I saw her at the new school in the village, I became excited and wanted to change all my annoying nature. But, his attitude that does not like me makes the spirit and hope is sirnah father. Be I have no hope. And back in frustration, hating this life. Why did mom and dad separate? I want to feel loved by my father." The tears she had been holding back had finally collapsed as well.
Ezra who was tense saw the photo of the child he hated it. Now soften and pity to see the sad Rara.
"What is the love and affection of a father lacking son? I love you so much, you're my daughter. From childhood you've always been a fat daddy while contending your boob, why now you're so like you have to be loved?" said Ezra, now he leads the princess to sit on the living room sofa. He needs to hear his daughter's voice.
"I don't want to be like a mother, who is divorced from her partner's father." Rara's tears poured more and more into the river on her cheeks.
"Rara my daughter, your life is still long. Why do you think of love. Right now what you need to pursue is your ideals. If you succeed, there will be many men chasing you!"
"No, Dad, if I'm successful. Then no one will dare to take me. I don't want to be a successful woman. I want to be a simple woman. A woman who is loved."
Ezra nodded at Rara's words. Why does her daughter look thirsty for affection? is it because of his divorce with Rani, making his son mentally turn melow like this.
"Son, before you wish to be loved by others. Then you must love yourself first. If you are not in love with yourself. How could someone else be interested in loving you. You have to take care of yourself to be physically and mentally healthy. Mental and physical health is the capital to get a more peaceful, comfortable, safe, and happy life. Don't assume that if anyone loves us, then life will be happy. That's wrong thinking, son." Ezra grabbed Rara's fingers, clasped them tightly, giving strength to his daughter who was again unstable.
Rara's way of thinking is unrealistic. He thinks if his dream man can get it then he will be happy. Ezra may want to bring Rara closer to the man in the photo. Because that man clearly didn't love her. What there is in life will be like hell if the man becomes his companion.
Ezra again let out a heavy sigh. Problems will continue to arise from Rara's wishes.
"He doesn't love you. But, you insist on wanting to be close to him and hope to love him. Darling.,. Love is not always beautiful. A healthy relationship is created by two people loving each other. If you stay like this, you'll get hurt son. You said he didn't love you"
"Yes, he doesn't love me. He loves a girl named Zahra." Ketus Rara with tears. "I hate that kid! my hope for the spirit of life has been snatched away." Speech unconsciously, which makes Ezra upset to hear it.
"Because of you, trouble comes in a row."
"Yes, until my father abandoned me. I moved because I had a new wife. Dad also stayed away from me. Don't want to live in this house anymore." Said Rara with Isak crying. "I want my dad's friend, too. I also want affection from mom and friends not from guys."
"Ra, it's not like that, son!"
"So what's dad like? where my mother was, she was like her good. He patiently faced me in the hospital." Like Rara does not know, if now who became a mother he continued is a woman who is very hated. "Dad was afraid, didn't I hurt my father's wife, so my father and stepmother moved house?" great-granddaughter Rara
It seems like the spiritual guidance for Rara still needs to be improved. Hate and disappointment were still deep in his heart. His daughter is still selfish.
"Dad has to go to work, you can go out with Bimo." Ezra got up from his seat. Rara could not be said, the time is up one hour, a single problem was not solved.
"Guild me to the man in the picture, Dad?" her door again held Ezra's hand as she was about to step away.
"Yes, but not now. If you change better. Then your request will be considered." Ezra said flatly, the man turned around and stepped his legs wide, leaving Rara dazed on the sofa. Really, his father will bring him closer to the man of his dreams?
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