I'M MY MOTHER'S HONEY

Distrusting

"But you don't have to run away. If you don't want to, divorce me. I don't want to live in this world anymore, nobody wants me."

"Rara, don't talk like that "Zahra again grabbed Rara's weak body in her arms. Rara is suffering so much.

Zahra was very sorry for Rara. Rusty resentment and resentment have been replaced with pity.

"Prophey to Rara. Pray, I hope everything is okay. Pray that Ibot Bimo's heart will melt and go home as soon as possible. Giving certainty in your relationship. Not hanging like this." Said Zahra softly, still hugging Rara.

Ibot kog is that? this is not his true nature. What happened to ibot. Why is this coward?

Zahra nodded, so she got upset with Bimo. Why be a coward.

"So, I don't want any more. I don't want to live with people who will ignore me anymore. It feels so bad Ra." His words were still sobbing in Zahra's arms.

"Yes be patient. Later if the Bimo comes, we beat it together. It's good, playing with women. Play escaped, right back, should be the woman who ran away. Here, koq even he who ran away. Elementary.... Alien man, weirdo.rada shorting." It was Zahra who made Rara dumbfounded to hear Zahra's endless scolding.

Rara parsed her embrace, noticing Zahra's funny-looking facial expression.

"Don't Zahra, Uncle Bimo will run away again." His words were weak, wiping his tears with the tissue he grabbed on the nightstand. Only Bimo is his hope at the moment. He could not forever be in Ezra's sight. After all, he was not Ezra's real son.

He also could not return to the mother, because his mother had a bad behavior. Rara was completely conscious. Because the advice of the teacher, psychiatrist and Bimo was able to open the door of his heart realized that everything he had done was wrong.

And the great hope, he still got guidance, because he is still gamang at this time. He needs Bimo. But, if Bimo is cold to her. Will he survive? or it will be destroyed.

Rara already looked a little calm, after spilling all of her heart. The curious Rara finally asked about the many photos of Bimo that Rara had torn up in her room.

"Emmm.... Rara, why are there so many Ibot Bimo photos you've torn?" zahra asked cautiously. He wanted to know everything. So, if he knows the picture. He found it easier to get in to influence Bimo.

Rara looked at the sad Zahra. It feels tight in the chest, if you remember Bimo.

"Uncle Bimo is evil, has no feelings. Tega, he's that, that's the guy. Since childhood he has been considered as the parents of the bride of the father and mother. He is so nice and looks so dear to me. Every day we play for a while. Teaching, reading, helping with PR." Telling Bimo back made his heart ache. Rara who could no longer tell the story, finally paused her speech.

Huuff...

He took a deep and long breath. Zahra as the listener of Budiman, ready to wait for Rara to continue her story.

"But, Uncle Bimo suddenly left me. When I don't have an adult figure to share and expect affection. Mom was gone, dad was busy at work. For more than five years now, he has kept me quiet. A week ago, after I got out of rehab. Turns out dad assigned him to take care of me. I was so happy then." Rara looks excited about Bimo.

"It's not the happiness I get. He's not Bimo's old uncle. Uncle who understands what I want, without me saying. A loving uncle. But, in fact, it's not like that. He's evil, he's spicy. He even challenged me. Look at this Zahra...!" Rara showed her sewn wrists.

"He was dead. He even prayed for me to go to hell. He, he's right. I'm definitely going to hell. Because I'm evil. But, it doesn't have to be a squeeze, so that I just die. Because, because he said I was useless. I just make people difficult. I heard it was said to be useless. Yes, Zahra, you will be hurt, right if it is said to be useless?"

Zahra nodded slowly. He must understand Rara's current feelings. Because Rara is in a position to want to be heard. Don't want to be advised.

It's useless, make it hard.

Zahra was still round. He agreed with Bimo.

Hihahi

Zahra laughed in her heart. But, the facial expression remained solemn, like being interested in hearing Rara's story. She asks Rara to tell her about her relationship with Bimo.

"Now he's leaving me. No one loves me. He used to flatter me high. Said he loved me so much. I'm her cute little girl. But, now he's throwing me deep into the bottom of the earth. Why marry her, if I should be dumped like this."

The Hua... Hua.... The Hua...

Rara's crying broke again.

Zahra could conclude that Rara liked Bimo. If you don't like it, why pull this. But, instead of yesterday, Bimo says that Rara is in love with Ferdy, and is eager to marry Ferdy.

Aauuhhh Aakk

Perplexed...

Zahra massaged her temple. He's getting dizzy. Does he like Bimo or Ferdy?

"Emmm... Ra, are you sad like this, because you feel like no one loves you?" Zahra needs to make it clear what Rara wants.

Rara nodded slowly.

"You wish Uncle Bimo his attitude back to what it used to be?"

Rara nodded back.

"Continue, your request was yesterday. What you and Ferdy want to marry, is that really what you want?"

Rara nodded back.

"Why do you want to marry Ferdy? you know, he doesn't want to be with you." Zahra's remarks this time offended Rara again.

"No one likes me. Everyone hates me. I want to be loved, loved. That's why I want Ferdy to marry me. To get love "

"Not necessarily Ra. Not necessarily if you marry Ferdy, you'll be dear to him." Clearly Zahra, he was confused by the way Rara thought. Like Rara just think of affection in this world.

He has never been so poor. Who every day think of looking for money, so that stomach contents are as bad. This child thinks love, wants to be loved.

Hadehh ...

This is if it is too pampered since childhood. There was no spot, so shorted.

Zahra ceaselessly monologued, inferring Zahra's psychological state.

It's also Ibot's fault. I used to love Rara. But why has it changed so drastically?

"At least I have an escort. Who knows if he could love me. He's good, you know he's good. I'm jealous, so I want a guy like that." He said with his stupid face.

Oouhhh.. I see, Rara doesn't love Ferdy dong. Just like and be amazed. Continues obsessed. Because I feel rich. He thinks money can buy Ferdy.

"Here, don't be sad anymore. What if I love how you are?"

Rara looked at Zahra. What does that say?

"A moment, a moment," Zahra was confused, Rara was like a misresponse. "I love you Ra. I want to be your friend. So, what should be a man's friend?" zahra asked back in her puzzlement.

"It must not be the love of men. What matters is that I have a story companion. All this time, I've had bad friends." Sad answer.

"iihi... You fuck Zahra." Rara refused Zahra's shoulder plan. He felt irritated as well, his sensitive part being carried around.

"Your voice is also plump." Said Rara, now the look of a sad face gradually disappeared. Glamorous facial expression.

"Yes, the size adds up." Zahra. Unprofitable sayings, sometimes make happy.

"It is, it is being massaged constantly." Syndicist Rara.

"Do you know that?" Zahra fishing.

"What the hell is Zahra." Rara pouted.

Hehe..

Zahra mentoel nose pointed Rara.

"Later you will be rasain. Or has it ever been?"

"What do you mean?"

"It's okay. It's just a wonder that Rara is a sadistic slang, never. You just set me up You're brave." Said Zahra, honestly if he remembered the incident. He will never forgive Rara.

"I'm sorry... At that time, I was possessed by a demon. Don't think long anymore. All I wanted at that time was your destruction, because I envy you. I thought if you were ruined, I could get Ferdy. Eeh... I didn't know I ruined Zahra." He came back sad.

"You're lucky to be married to my father. Koq can ?" Rara is curious that her father married Zahra.

"Who said I wasn't ruined, because of Rara. I was devastated to know. Because of the video, I was expelled from the village. Disrespectfully dismissed from school. Forced to marry a pimp. Sick knows Ra! you are evil." Said Zahra with teary eyes, hitting flat arm plan, as a form of venting his frustration.

Rara was quite stunned to hear it.

"Isn't he? I'm sorry, aren't I?!" back to Zahra's hand.

"I've got the results of my crimes it's all Zahra. I went into the police station. Know the truth that I'm not your real son. That's a fact that makes my heart so broken." Rara spoke with her blank look.

"She, you can get through everything. Now, let's fill in our new sheets together. Then don't mention it again, right?? I've already forgiven you." Staring fixed Rara who still looks confused it.

"Yes" answered Rara uninspiredly.

"SPIRIT... !" you have to show Ibot Bimo that you're a useful child."

Uuopps...

"Wrong. Make her a clamp with your charm. Let's get back to healthy living. Stay away from d rugs, mi ras and du gem." Zahra said with her spirit. His hands were clenched, encouraging Rara.

"Yes." Yeah." Rara shed tears again. He's moved already. Yes, Zahra is a good boy. The proof is that they support each other, but he was very afraid to meet Zahra, especially to communicate. Straps, look at them very compact.

"So dong!' Zahra again grabbed Rara in her arms.

Right the saying

Don't know why not love .

Zahra and Rara never knew each other very well. So often quarrel, and now already know the nature of each other. It turns out they can be compact.

Kaskins .

The embrace of the two was unraveled because the door of the room was open.

"Hubby.!'s search..!' Zahra.

"Dad!" rara said with her surprised face.

Seeing an impossible sight before him, made both eyes of Ezra buy. Zahra and Rara hugged?

Ezra approached the two, of course now he was happy to see Zahra and Rara getting better.

Rara and Zahra got up from their seats. Both look clumsy.

"Thank God be grateful...!"

Ezra hugged the two women with teary eyes.

"Thank you, God..!" kissed Zahra's head gratefully and then kissed Rara on the head.

"Dad Seneng see you get better with your mother." He said with teary eyes.

"Mother, don't call mother dong. Am I already a mother?" Zahra sewot, while Rara chuckled.

"will be a mother soon." Ezra said, looking at Zahra. He hugged both women.

"What? I'm gonna have a grandpa?" rara asked with an expression of disbelief. Tenyata Zahra's pregnant.

"Pantes was Zahra's mother vomiting in the garden."

"What..? vomit again." Ezra took off his embrace on the two women. He sat Zahra worriedly on the bed.

Zahra nodded slowly.

"Let's go to obgyn's doctor now...!"

Ezra now gently pulled the hand of the wife, to get back up.

"Can I come with you?" Rara welcomes, she's a midwife at home. He had been out for a week seeing things outside. Last night he went out with Bimo. But, what's wrong they even got grebek.

"Emmm.. You need a break, son." Ezra said softly.

"I'm dizzy at dad's. Get some fresh air." Rara whined back.

"Oohhhhh.. Ok, you can come." Rara hugged her father. Ezra hugged his wife again.

Ezra was very happy. Tired of working in the office gone already.

TB