I Love Your Wife

Part 83's

Failing, that is the result of the baby tube process carried out by Maira and Rian. Broken, sad, sad, desperate even almost depressed is how Maira feels today even though Rian does not feel it too but sees Maira who is devastated by the failure of the baby tube process done by Maira with very well it certainly makes Rian also very hit and did not have the heart to see the condition of his beloved wife.

"Maira, I really wanted a child from your womb but I wanted my cheerful and happy Maira to come back in the middle of my life, what can I do about it, baby?". Inner Rian while rubbing the wet corners of her eyes.

Mr. Dhika feels the same way too, though, even he cursed the power and wealth he had but was completely useless at a time like this even he could barely do anything for the sake of his beloved daughter, Maira.

"If papa could exchange all the wealth that papa has with your happiness Maira, then papa would do because seeing you sad is a ruin for papa son". Inner lord Dhika who saw Maira moody and silent has been a few days.

The middle-aged man also shed tears at the struggle of his daughter to have children but Mr. Dhika did not show it in front of Rian or Maira because he did not want if his children were getting sad and desperate.

But luckily Maira has a lot of people who love her and also continue to support her in her worst situation at the moment including Shinta who is even willing not to rest enough to accompany Maira under any circumstances.

Shinta also can not do anything to see his friend who was cheerful but now became quiet and shy even every silliness that was thrown without cues from his mouth can no longer make Maira smile let alone laugh like before.

"Oh my God, should I always be in this kind of situation, where when my friends are in trouble and I should accompany them, when will this all end?". Inner Shinta.

Yes after the failure of the Maira residents of the mansion as if spending a lot of time by communicating through their respective minds because indeed the atmosphere of the mansion can be said to be very gripping even the presence of Shinta who is chatty it just can't change that situation.

"Ra, why grieve like this heem, you don't feel sorry for me being lonely". Shinta said to Maira but the woman did not respond at all.

"Hey, look at me, this is not the Maira I know first, the Maira I know can really take advantage of the situation let alone the facilities that exist, now you are Maira Mahendra, now you are Maira Mahendra,m who has everything so it is not difficult for you to try the baby tube program again even up to dozens of times". Shinta continued again while staring intensely at the face of her best friend.

"But I-".

"Huust, listen to me if you fail this time then you must succeed in the future, if necessary we will find or even invite doctors directly from abroad for you, he said, you're capable of doing that there's no need to fall down like this". Obviously Shinta.

Maira hugs Shinta very tightly and cries her way through and Shinta lets Maira cry to her satisfaction because the woman knows how disappointed and sad Maira is at the moment but she hopes for what she says it could be a new hope for his best friend.

"Thank you Shin, I don't know what I am if you're not here right now". Maira said as she calmed down.

"Always, I will always be there and will always support you until you can achieve what you aspire to Ra". Answer Shinta gently.

Since then Maira again eager to do the baby tube program for the second time but of course not in the same doctor again. This time, Mr. Dhika and Rian are specifically looking for doctors who they think are more professional in their field because they want to make sure if this time Maira no longer feels disappointment like before.

A few months after the failure, Maira will finally today do another baby tube program with the previous team of doctors who handle him has done a fairly mature preparation, he said, the woman also seemed very excited and enthusiastic as well as when the first experiment she did first.

But I don't know what's wrong and who should blame the tube baby program for the second time it again failed just like that. And don't ask how Maira's psychological condition is today because it must have been imagined by everyone.

Maira really felt completely useless as a woman. The easy thing for other women but it is very impossible for her is to conceive and give birth to the fruit of her love from her own womb.

Maira this time always locked herself, she no longer interacts with anyone including her husband even she also never again out of the house and see the crowd out there, he said, she very much avoids meeting anyone especially seeing women who are pregnant.

One time when Shinta tried to approach Maira by showing videos about the baby Emperor but beyond suspicion Maira's reaction was unexpected, the woman cried so much and cried hysterically that Shinta never dared to do it again.

"What should we do, pa?". Rian asked softly to lord Dhika.

Mr. Dhika let out a long sigh and held the shoulder of his son while saying. "Papa really doesn't want to say this but we have to take Maira to my psychiatrist son". Languidly.

"Pa, Maira's not crazy". Sentak Rian spontaneously heard the advice of the papa.

"Rian, papa didn't say that Maira was crazy but she needed a psychiatrist son, she needed the help of experts to get out of this problem, Maira is also papa's only daughter so papa doesn't want to if we're late in dealing with this matter because it's a serious matter". Mr. Dhika answered seriously so that it makes Rian weak and must admit if what was said by Mr. Dhika is true.

So after a long discussion both Mr. Dhika, Rian, and even Shinta, they all agreed to take Maira to a psychiatrist for Maira's mental healing because they wanted Maira to be able to overcome her problems before it was too late.

Sure enough, during several meetings Maira with a psychiatrist, the woman had shown progress, Maira was willing to talk even if only a word he had broken.

One day Maira who was staring blankly ahead issued a question to the psychiatrist that made the psychiatrist feel happy because all this time Maira only answered briefly every question.

"Doctor, am I this weak until I'm not trusted by God to have children?". Ask Maira flat.

"No, that's not true Maira, instead you are a strong woman so God tests you first before giving you what you want". The psychiatrist answered seriously but Maira did not respond to anything.

The psychiatrist approaches Maira and stares intensely at Maira. "Maira don't waste your youth just because you want to have children. Your husband, papa and all your loved ones await your presence in their midst, do you not want to spend time with those who are clearly in your life rather than thinking about the uncertain?, after all, there are many things you can do to have children in modern times such as today for example you adopt a child or even seek the services of a surrogate mother". Clearly the doctor was at length and Maira immediately responded by looking at the doctor's face with a difficult gaze.

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