
Pov Dewantara's
I'm a handsome, well-established adult that's how the women out there call me, many of those women rattle me to the point that they're willing to do anything to captivate my heart. But unfortunately I actually fell in love with a woman who never considered my existence meaningful in her life.
Ayuna, the beautiful woman who became the target of many men prefer my rivals since in junior high school first compared to me. Rian Mahendra, I hate him for anything and everything because he's always one step ahead of me.
As hard as I seduced Ayuna still the woman was not tempted but strangely our relationship was already like a married couple and I am sure with Rian, Ayuna never even did it. I don't know what Rian would do to us if he knew what we were doing behind him, not once, but dozens of times until I or Ayuna could not count or remember him again.
Not only did I want to enjoy Ayuna's body without marrying her, some of my guts proposed even though I knew she was Rian's lover but she refused me outright, so I told her she wouldn't marry me, I will marry another girl but Ayuna is still Ayuna she did not bother him at all and said if I could marry anyone but would not be able to make me fall in love other than her.
Sure enough, I married a very beautiful and simple young girl but my heart didn't shake at all when I was with her. Maira Syahila, the girl my mother had married me somehow at first but I had no interest at all in finding out anything about her.
Other than the pretty girl was kind and obedient, she did not interfere in my affairs as I requested of her even she could stay with me for two years without complaining, she said, it is only fitting that my mother loved him as much as her own daughter. But the two years of marriage will also not be able to melt the heart of Ayuna to turn away from Rian and choose to marry me.
During my marriage to Maira I was still pursuing Ayuna's love even we were still in the same relationship as before I married Maira, cruel indeed it sounds because after all I have betrayed my good and innocent wife but my obsession with Ayuna keeps my inner eyes closed.
Until in the end I chose a desperate way for Rian to know about my relationship with Ayuna, yes indirectly I invited Rian to witness firsthand the struggle and intimacy of our relationship so that Rian dumped Ayuna and I will get it.
Yes, Rian did dump the woman with sadistic and cruel even Ayuna could not get close to Rian again even though in various ways because the man did have extraordinary power.
After Rian dumped her, Ayuna instead of getting closer to me, she hated me because I told her that she was the lady of Rian's family. Ayuna continued to avoid and did not want to be in contact with me since then even though I was still always monitoring her existence.
A desperate man thought why not start a new relationship with a woman who had obviously become my legal wife, yes it is on your mind to get to know Maira better and try to forget Ayuna who keeps avoiding me but I do not know where to start because my sins against Maira make me quite embarrassed on myself but my determination has been unanimous to start a life that may be more beautiful with my very beautiful wife Maira.
Until one day I was quite surprised when one of my men who I ordered to spy on Ayuna said that the woman was sick and in the hospital.
But instead of helping Ayuna, it is precisely I myself who fell ill from hearing the reality directly from the treating doctor swinging if the woman has a deadly infectious disease that I myself am very afraid to mention because one way of transmission is with the relationship between the sufferer with others.
Degs....
The world seemed to stop spinning when I found out the truth about Ayuna, I was afraid, I was fragile and I lost all the contents of the world that had been so beautiful to me, it is possible that I will also contract the disease suffered by Ayuna considering my relationship with the woman is quite intense.
I also get the fact that it's not just me that Ayuna gave access to enjoy her body, the woman turned out to be a mistress of many upper class men like me and Rian but lucky Rian because he never enjoyed the momentary beauty offered by Ayuna.
For days I did not come home because of my excessive fear, I was afraid and ashamed of my own wife for no reason even though Maira knew nothing about me and Ayuna. From this moment on I don't even go home for work reasons when I spend a lot of time in my apartment to avoid Maira.
I waited for a few months to find out if my body's immune system would decline as drastically as Ayuna, if that happened then it's true that I've also contracted it. Though it's easy for me to do a test directly to the hospital but fear always holds back your steps to know the reality directly so that being alone is the wisest thing in my opinion.
In my seclusion, I heard that Maira had finished her studies earlier than the appointed time even not long later she had also got a job, I want to feel like occasionally dropping off or picking up my wife from her office as a form of concern for her but the shadow of the deadly disease continues to stop me so that instead of getting closer to my relationship with Maira just getting away.
In these few months I have not felt anything different and changed from me, my weight has not dropped and I have not felt any complaints. So I ventured to come to the best doctor overseas to check on my true health.
"Your health condition is very good sir, there is no problem whatsoever from the medical checkup that we do". Rich by the words spoken by the doctor makes everything that was lost in my life a few months ago back to its original place.
I am healthy, I am not infected and I do not have any disease. Maira, I'm going home we're going to start everything over, I'm sorry I ever ignored you for the sake of the woman who wouldn't love me, love herself she couldn't, but unfortunately upon my arrival in Indonesia Maira was abroad for her business trip, but it was okay, Maira and I had a lot of time and opportunity to be together.
Pov's End....
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