I Love You, Without Terms
Desire and will
After four days in hospital, Matteo began to feel better, for four days Altea always came to stop by at Ratna's request.
"The patient can go home today, but we recommend that the patient dismiss himself first from all his activities" said one of the doctors to Ratna and Altea who was silent while listening.
In Matteo's room there is also Ibra, Gio and his gang members, as usual they are always there for Matteo as their chairman.
"Good doc"...
"You eat first before going home" said Altea while taking a plate containing rice and side dishes. And put the plate next to Matteo who was sitting.
Matteo did not touch the plate at all.
"Why not eat?
"Didn't you hear the doctor say I have to put aside all my activities?, eating also includes activities" said Matteo casually.
"Then you're going on a hunger strike ? Ask Altea plain.
"yes not ", said Matteo
"Then how? Altea frowned.
"yes how else" Matteo said flatly as he turned his gaze in another direction as if forcing Altea to think.
"It is your mode that bang "Inner Ibra chuckles.
"Maybe Matteo meant he wanted to be bribed to eat" Ibra finally opened her voice, she knew that Altea's innocence would not be able to digest Matteo's mode.
With a heavy heart Altea again lifted the plate from beside Matteo. A smile spread across Matteo's face.
Altea then fed the man painstakingly.
The feeling last night this child ate alone, why now ask bribe?
Gio and the gang members who were struggling on the sofa occasionally prank Matteo with irritated sentences and produced boisterous laughter in the room.
"Can't you guys just shut up? I'm sick again !!" Shouted Matteo for feeling colonized. They stopped their laughter.
Sick but still angry. Inner Altea.
Ratna just smiled at the young boy who was judging her son.
For him this is his own entertainment .
Moments later the specialist returned to Matteo's room. "This is the result of a final examination from the patient, and we're allowing him to go home now" the doctor said, giving Ratna a letter.
"I don't want to go home yet, I feel like my body is still hurting" Matteo interrupted his mother's conversation with the doctor.
"The pain you are experiencing is natural it may not be fully recovered, so you can recover at home, can I say if you have recovered" said the doctor smiled.
Whaaat! healed ? I don't want to heal, if I'm cured it means Altea doesn't pay attention to me anymore.
"I feel what's on my body, so if I say it still hurts" Matteo raised his volume by 3 octaves at a time.
getting Altea's attention for these four days made her even more comfortable with the girl. And this is something not to be missed.
"I don't want to go home, I want to be cared for here" Matteo returned to lay his body on the gurney.
The doctor was immediately confused, only this time there was a patient who was not happy to recover. "
"But this room has been booked by patients from IGD doc" said the nurse who was preparing to open the infusion hose Matteo.
"Can't! I can pay for this damn room 5 times, you guys come out I want to rest" Matteo said looking intently at the doctor and nurse.
" Don't be like that, "Ratna saw her son's actions as impolite.
"Mama go home, I want to be alone" Matteo said.
"Well mama come here again "Ratna can only budge then she stood up and pulled Altea's hand "Come baby"
"Where are you taking Altea ?
"You want your own word "Ratna massaged her pulsating head.
"I mean you're all out except Altea "Matteo's re-raising the volume by 3 octaves at a time.
Mood Matteo came back bad for some reason since the doctor said he was cured.
"Whoa do you want to be alone" inner Ibra.
They saw that Matteo's emotional flames were starting to peak.
Finally one by one Gio and his gang came out followed by Ibra and Ratna.
In the room only Matteo and Altea remained. "I'm sorry" said Matteo as he looked at Altea.
"Are you afraid of me? Matteo looked at the distance Altea was standing quite far away from him.
"No "Atea then approached.
"Not that we are talking and the two of us are also "Altea said while chuckling.
"I mean you sit here" Matteo patted the empty bed next to him.
Altea had no choice, he was forced to sit down because he knew the talking human was sick, not to mention his explosive type.
Silent moment...
"Do you hate me?
"hmhm
"I'm sorry... ", Are you really going to stay away from me?
"I don't know"
Matteo sighed for a moment "I deserve to be hated "
"I don't hate you, I just don't like your nature" Altea said
"You're not going to like me because I'm so bad, are you?
"If you feel" said Altea flatly.
Matteo lowered his head for a moment as if pondering what had happened to him.
"Do you feel comfortable like this?
"What's it like ?
"The life you live now" Altea shook her hanging legs.
"Yes" said Matteo flat.
",So you have no intention of changing" Altea said as if insinuating.
"It's not like that "Matteo looked up straight away.
"People who are comfortable with the monotonous position are characteristic of people who do not want to go forward"
Altea then stood up to grab his bag.
Sontak Matteo stood up and pulled back Altea's hand. "I need you to change "Matteo then take off Altea's hand.
"Testions and purposes ! altea emphasized his words.
"If you don't have the intention and the goal, nothing will be achieved" Altea said, looking closely at Matteo's face. "Or you have a goal to change but your intention is not nonsense" Altea added.
"My goal changed was for you to love me, now I'm asking you not to wait for me to change? " Matteo immediately asked to the point.
"Don't make me the reason you're changing"
Altea chuckled and then sat back down on Matteo's gurney.
"you mean?
"Doing something because it is forced or forced will only make us depressed ourselves, So make changes based on your own desires and wills" Altea stared fixedly at Matteo's unmoved face.
"So in the future you will definitely find many positive things" added Altea.
"I don't want many things, I just want you to love me that's enough" Matteo shifted his sights.
"Love will grow itself so, change it for yourself" Altea ventured to scramble Matteo's hair then she slowly swung her steps and left Matteo sculpting as Altea ruffled her hair.
Seeing Altea disappear, Ibra then grabbed her phone and contacted Ibra .
"To the hospital now, I'll wait 5 minutes "Tut....
Matteo instantly forcibly plucked out all the infusion tubes attached to his wrists he ignored the flowing drops of blood.
Then he passed to the toilet, to clean himself, right out of the toilet Ibra had arrived.
"You why else? ibra sat his ass on the sofa.
"Why are you sitting down let's go home" Matteo said, ignoring Ibra's question.
"Not that you're still sick shit! Ibra protested, because clearly she had witnessed the debate with the doctor about returning home.
"So fast?????
"I don't allow you to ask much questions, now take this" Matteo threw Matteo's bag into Ibra's lap.
Seriate......
The next chapter will be more complicated.
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