I Love You, Without Terms

Give me some time

Matteo was still waiting for a reaction from Altea, I don't know what the response of the girl he kept waiting.

Is it too early to talk about something like this? I don't know if I just follow the logic that governs my mindset.

I just hope Altea gives me a fresh breeze even if it's not as beautiful as I imagined.

That's how Matteo's mind is holding the steering wheel without running it. If he can be honest now he is like a stupid man who is stricken with anxiety caused by himself.

But what can I do ? There's no point in us harboring a taste or something that makes us tormented right?

It would be even more foolish if we just harbored that feeling without daring to express it.

Thirty minutes passed without a sound making the cold grow.

Why is Altea silent?

Is Matteo inappropriate for Altea?

Does Altea have no response?

Or did Altea not intend to respond to Matteo's sentence?

This is something that cannot be digested by Matteo's logic, even just guessing the contents of Altea's mind alone he did not dare. It could be true, but nothing could be true. From there he chose to wait.

It was heard that Altea had fixed her sitting position resulting in a sound as she moved.

"Then what's the problem? " After struggling with his mind finally exhaled his breath violently and opened his voice.

Well, it turns out that Altea's answer is far beyond Matteo's expectations. Altea did not give a response but instead raised an unreasonable question.

"There's no problem, I'm just expressing my feelings "Matteo is trying to protect his pride.

"Thank you for loving me" Altea lowered her head as if embarrassed by the words that came out of her mouth.

"Am I wrong to love you? " Matteo glanced at Altea for a moment.

"Do you know what it means to love ? Altea chuckled for a moment.

"Why are you asking that ?

Matteo was not exhausted with Altea who could still chuckle when he was tense like this.

"I think you only know that hurting people is not loving" Altea shut her mouth as if holding back her laughter.

"Have I ever hurt you? Matteo lowered his head and permeated his own sentence.

"Just think to yourself, Altea looked straight ahead.

"I'm sorry that I hurt you, and I'm sorry that maybe I don't deserve to love you either" Matteo straightened his head as if to give strength to his fragile little heart.

"No, loving and being loved is everyone's right" Altea tried to remove the awkwardness.

"Then do I deserve to be loved too ? " Matteo with his flat face attempted to develop the theory of Altea.

"Yes, you also deserve to be loved" Altea answered Matteo's question.

In this part they seem to be undergoing a trial in front of a judge, without giving each other exposure, what was asked was answered, funny isn't it?

"Does that mean you love me too? Matteo drew his smile, but since the smile was so thin it was possible that Altea did not realize that Matteo was smiling.

"If that's why I don't dare say yes, it's not easy for me to love you" Altea firmly said

Seeing the bad side of Matteo's life it was natural that Altea thought many times, after all he did not have feelings for Matteo.

"That means you don't love me? Matteo looked at Altea's face deeply.

"Give me some time, I'm not completely sure about you yet" Altea glanced at Matteo and their gaze met.

"Is it because of my bad life that you don't love me?" Matteo looked straight ahead.

"Your journey is still long, there is still time for you to improve your life that you mean badly" said Altea refined the language.

Matteo said it was true. He did not love Matteo easily because he saw that Matteo was a man who was full of emotions, and liked to get drunk.

"What kind of man do you like? Matteo kept looking ahead without even turning his head, trying to strengthen his feelings.

"Good man's foot, take responsibility and make me comfortable" Altea displayed her sweet smile so that the dimples of her cheeks were drawn.

"Like Rafael? you like her, don't you? " Matteo glanced at Altea to see the girl's expression.

"I just admire it "Enterprous Altea said.

"But I can still see the difference" Altea insisted.

"Now just say you accept my love or not" said Matteo to the point.

"I told you not to give me time" Actually this is the subtle way Altea states that if she doesn't love Matteo, but it's too cruel if she rejects Matteo raw.

"alright... " Matteo fixed his position and tried to pull his smile then he revived the car engine and put it forward.

This was what Matteo was afraid of, a reality so unsettling, he was anxious whether Altea would give him a short or long time.

Not even closed the possibility that time was not obtained by Matteo. This is clearly a disturbing hope. Matteo's burden of mind grew.

But at least his feelings have been much more sluggish and calm after expressing love from the bottom of his heart.

Communicating our feelings to others is not easy.

But one thing that clearly harbors those thoughts and feelings will only hurt ourselves.

As long as there is time to say it will be better.

At least Altea knew how she felt. The problem is given time or not let it be Altea's business later.

"I see you are very close to Rafael" Matteo re-opened talks to ward off the awkwardness of the two of them.

"What you see is not necessarily the truth" Altea turned to Matteo who was focused on driving.

"I just hope you don't change me after you get to know Rafael"

Matteo realizes that Rafael's life is much better than his. Even Matteo's life would have been numbered if Altea had sorted it in the list.

"I'll take you home" said Matteo.

"Alright, if there's nothing else you want to talk about" Altea said coldly.

"Actually a lot, but not now" replied Matteo.

Altea simply nodded her head, and gazing back out from behind the glass she moved her index finger as if drawing something.

A few minutes later they arrived in front of Altea's parents' house. Before Altea came down Matteo held Altea's right hand so that Altea turned his head and met the gaze of the two.

"I love you Altea "Matteo dares to touch Altea's head and rubs her hair.

As long as Altea's body stiffened feeling the soft touch of Matteo, his hair felt goosebumps and made his heart race quickly.

"A a.. I'm down first, thanks" Altea immediately cut off their eye contact.

Hearing that Matteo took off Altea's hand and returned to correct his position "I'm sorry "

Altea immediately accelerated his pace and immediately entered the house without waiting for Matteo to leave first.

He then leaned his body behind the door and closed his eyes.

His legs also seemed unable to support his body so limp. While sitting crouched on the floor he held his heart and calmed him.

A different thing was experienced by Matteo, He momentarily stared at the door of the house of Altea as if he knew that Altea was still behind the door.

He then drove up his car, in the car he was still struggling with his thoughts.

In general, Matteo is not a typical man who is easily attracted or in love with women.

He had even considered that the woman was the most bizarre and disgusting creature.

Being used to spending time in nightclubs made his eyes often see women so disgusting.

Especially when his ex Clarish decides on Matteo unilaterally and prefers his affair.

From there he understood that all women are the same.

But after getting to know Altea he had to admit that Altea was very different from the woman he used to meet.

Seriate.....

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Sorry if this part wasn't so stressful.

You see this Author pour through personal experience 😆.