I Love You, Without Terms
The real dilemma.
The night was getting late, Matteo drove his car without knowing the direction of the destination, at this time he did not feel frustrated.
After hearing the answer from the girl he loved somehow made his soul uneasy.
Finally Matteo chose to drive the car to the nightclub that became his candlestick, it seems he needs to calm himself.
After arriving there, he sat on the sofa at the very corner with a blank look.
The waitres had to change to offer a type of drink but all were rejected by Matteo.
Some women also tried to seduce Matteo but it seemed that the man was not interested.
The sound of DJ music that is so loud makes all the residents of the club dance to enjoy a beautiful night.
Until suddenly his eyes caught a pair of lovers were making a vicious fondling on the sofa opposite to his.
If usually when Matteo was in a difficult position like this, he could easily forget all that with alcohol.
But it seems like tonight all that does not happen, it feels Matteo's head is increasingly throbbing to hear boisterous sounds in the club, not to mention the disgusting scenery as if making himself worse.
He stood back up and grabbed the car keys he had placed on the desk.
But in front of the exit he passed Ibra, "Tumben immediately went home " Ibra reached into his pocket as if looking for something.
"Not your business"
"Hey what's wrong, your face is very tight" Ibra entered Matteo's car.
"out!
"Come on what's wrong ? " Abra wrapped the seat belt around her body as if confirming that she did not want to go out.
"why don't you just look for your entertainment at the club and don't bother me" grumbled Matteo as he drove his car at medium speed.
The entertainment that Matteo refers to is a woman who is ready to sleep with Ibra.
"Why am I looking for entertainment again, while seeing you alone has made me entertained" Kekeh Ibra.
Suddenly, Matteo stepped on the brakes suddenly so that his car stopped, "You're still a normal man, right? " Matteo looked suspiciously at Ibra.
"What do you mean damn it!
"Don't be weird, I won't hesitate to throw you out when you dare flirt with my faith" Matteo took off his brake footing.
"I'm a connoisseur of the duren, not a connoisseur of the cobra's head" Ibra smiled cunningly.
Matteo just turned the lazy eyeball while leaning back and enjoying the path calmly.
"It is not usual for you to go home without drinking alcohol" murmured Ibra who was still heard by Matteo.
"I don't need that now "
"But you need Altea" Ibra looked at Matteo while displaying his sneaky grin.
"Not really, he's already rejected me" it felt like Matteo heavily said this to others.
"hahahaha, " Ibra laughed off
Matteo looked directly at Ibra who dared to laugh at him.
"His partner has already expressed love" Ibra closed her mouth as if holding back a laugh.
"If you're joking again don't blame me for throwing you out" Matteo threatened
"OK okay...why can?
Ibra stared fixedly as if correcting Matteo's tangled face in detail.
"Altea said it wasn't easy to love me that he needed time, probably because he saw me badly" Matteo pulled over his car and rubbed his face slowly.
"That's not a stupid name !
Ibra moved her legs.
"Then ?
"Now I ask why do you love him? , when there are many women out there chasing you but why should Altea ? "
"Because she's a good, straight, innocent woman" Matteo closed his eyes for a moment.
"Where do you know he's nice, straight, and innocent? Ibra was still trying to dig up Matteo's mind.
"Because I saw her head-on, Altea was different from ordinary women "Matteo re-opened his eyes for a moment.
"Well that... " Ibra laughed a little.
"If you love Altea because you see the good in her, then she might love you if she sees the good in you, but it's all a process, that's the time Altea meant I think, you know what I mean?
Ibra grabbed a pack of fried beans and ate them one by one. "He's not sure he loves you yet because what he sees is still your ugliness" Ibra added.
"What that means is that he doesn't sincerely love me" Matteo refuted.
"Are you stupid? Love will present itself if he feels comfortable with you, so make him comfortable with you" Ibra said while eating nuts one by one and producing a crecot sound.
For a moment Matteo pondered over Ibra's sentence, he then nodded his head as if understanding.
Because just as he had experienced, the feeling of being comfortable with Altea finally caused such a deep sense of love.
"alright... " Matteo revived the engine of his car until he reached the front of the apartment.
"Do you want to come down?
"No ! ibra said as she put all the nuts from the wrapper into her mouth, then she clapped her hands together for the dirt to disappear.
"Then you want to sleep in this parking lot?
"Lend me your car, I'll return it tomorrow. My car missed at the club" Ibra said, chugging down mineral water.
"no, no.... Matteo resolutely refused.
"Why, you're so stingy"
"I don't want any woman to sit in my car, only Altea the woman who has the right to sit there" Matteo said, pointing to the side seat that Ibra was occupying.
"Then I went to the club up what?
"it's none of my business, who told you to come with me?.
Ibra just snorted in annoyance while removing her salt belt and immediately came out. "How does Altea love you if you're evil like this" Ibra grumbled .
"Don't take Altea's name" Matteo shut the door and locked it from the button.
Matteo stepped into the elevator without caring for Ibra who was staring in front of the apartment.
After cleaning himself up he laid his body on the bed, then he went back into the memory a few hours ago.
"Do I have to change to make you love me?
Matteo forced his inner voice to help his brain send positive signals to logic.
Funny logic Matteo said if he changed not necessarily Altea would love him. Because he has a rival who has everything, goodness, treasure and the throne.
He realized, with all his ugliness it was not easy for a good woman like Altea to open her heart to him.
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But his little heart sent a signal to Matteo's brain to remember what Ibra said.
"If you love Altea because you see the good in her, then she might love you if she sees the good in you firsthand,
"He's not sure he loves you yet because what he sees is still your ugliness"
This sentence momentarily filled Matteo's mind.
This is where Matteo faces the real dilemma.
Not sure if he can change better, even if he can change Altea does not necessarily love him. Because Altea didn't say a promise to love Matteo.
After a long period of thought he finally decided to rest his body for a moment.
Even though his eyes were hard to close, he still laid his body.
"Good night Altea" Matteo muttered softly while imagining the beautiful face of Altea.
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