I Love You, Without Terms

Stay with me

Feeling unloved makes a person feel inferior. The self-confidence that used to slowly disappear is swallowed by the situation.

Ashamed, Aurel is ashamed to see himself begging for love from a man who never loved him.

His confidence can certainly conquer Juna's heart after marriage was not as easy as he thought and determined.

Now he understands. The romantic scenes in movies and novels that often happen from hate to love are a mystery. The real world is different from all of that.

For 30 minutes silence was created in the room.

Aurel stared blankly at the expanse of the city from behind the glass, While Juna was at war with his own mind.

"I'm sorry for coming because I feel worthy to sit with you. " A deep breath from Aurel.

Juna did not make a sound yet. He stared at the woman's back with his eyes beginning to narrow. He actually knows that.

"I'm sorry my shameless mom and dad came to my mom Ratna and dad David so we could get married. Because it's just such a way that I can marry you. And get you ".

"I'm sorry.... " . Although he spoke with his back to Juna. The man knew that Aurel was crying. A hoarse voice was clearly heard on the sidelines of his sentence.

For a moment Juna breathed. This is what Juna really dislikes. The way Aurel attracts attention according to Juna is wrong and selfish.

Aurel did not have the courage to approach Matteo at that time because he knew what Matteo's soul was like. Finally he approached Juna, but at that time Juna concentrated on his vision. So that he is not tempted by women at all. His cold attitude always scared women to come closer. Except for Aurel, the woman he's married to now.

"And forgive me for being so often evil with Altea".

"I'm wrong... I'm sorry " . Aurel turned her body.

Juna's expression was still unreadable. His cold, flat face hid all of his thoughts so it was hard to guess what the man was thinking.

Although Juna did not care about Aurel but he was silent to see Aurel's behavior from all this time.

The moment when Aurel deliberately made Altea soy sauce in the Mall was not only witnessed by Matteo. However, Juna also saw all of that. He was also furious at Aurel at that moment.

And that's not all. Juna also often saw Aurel's unfriendly gaze when looking at Altea.

Perhaps that was why Juna had such a hard time opening her heart to him. He felt that Aurel was a cunning woman who was hypocritical and full of drama.

Aurel knows that Juna knows his attitude. Therefore he clearly apologized and admitted wrong.

"I just can't take a look at it." Aurel's voice came back.

"She is loved by everyone and loved by everyone. Especially when she's pregnant. I Iri saw Altea who was flooded with love from Matteo. From mama Ratna and papa David too ".

Juna sounded out his sigh violently.

"I'm sorry... " I repeat the previous sentence.

The woman looked down. He did not dare to look at Juna's face. Now he was willing to do whatever Juna decided.

"I'm a bad woman, and I don't deserve to be next to you".

"Now I'm willing whatever your decision is. We must not force ourselves to go further if we cannot ".

Now even if Juna divorces Aurel even though he has prepared himself to accept reality. He resigned. But for now he also needs to be apologized. He thought that that way he could live his life from the beginning again. Start everything from zero.

"I don't deserve you...". Aurel's voice sounded resolute. The shadow when he was ignored by Juna again opened up the courage so that he could speak freely.

"Go. seek your happiness "He turned again to hide the tears that flooded his cheeks.

"You deserve to be happy with the woman of your choice. I'm willing.... " Aurel's body shook withstanding the tightness in her chest.

"Let's go home....". Finally Juna's flat voice sounded. He just kept quiet without a sound.

The girl was still silent. As if I have no interest in going home. He was so hurt that he actually saw Juna.

"come home with me "Juna is standing. He had already stretched out his hand preparing to gently pull Aurel's hand.

Seeing Juna like this. Aurel one hundred percent. But he seemed unsure of Juna's hand. He's still pecking. This was the rare treatment he had seen from Juna.

"Aren't you going home with me? " Juna raised next to his eyebrows. His gaze is still hard to interpret.

For a moment Aurel ventured to see Juna's face. The look they meet. Aurel slowly received Juna's hand.

"Come on, "Juna has already gently pulled Aurel's hand out of her room. Before coming out, Aurel still took the time to reach for tissue and to dry his cheeks. He then snatched his phone. Juna grabbed Aurel's phone from the girl's hand. Then they went down the stairs to the courtyard where Juna's car was parked.

Before they get out. Juna still took the time to reach for the wallet and gave a lot of money to the aunt of the housekeeper who worked at the residence of Aurel's parents.

"I'm not feeling good, sir. "

"It's okay Mom. " Juna again stepped out while pulling Aurel's hand. Aunty lowered her head while glancing at her young miss who was being held by juna.

The car is traveling at medium speed. They are just as silent. Juna drives with concentration because the streets look jammed because this is the hour of return of the workers hunting for a living. Seen at every red light intersection many motorcycles are driven by people who are still wearing work uniforms.

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"Sister Aurel ...ish.sister from anywhere anyway.I contacted brother but sister's cell phone could not be contacted."

"I'm the same Diva wants to take sister shopping today to the mall where we were at that time".

Altea was still holding a warm milk bottle for Thiago. He looks excited because he has met Aurel.

"Yes dead sister's cell phone. " Aurel shows her phone connected to a power bank.

"just fine. " Sad Altea said.

Today is the weekend. Matteo took his son and wife to the residence of the Mahaprana. Because of David's request papa. And now the baby is being teased by Ratna and David in the living room.

"So why ? the face of my sister is like..

"I go to the room first. " Aurel avoids Altea. She felt Altea was watching her freshly crying face.

"Oijah... What is the shopping tomorrow ? May be.." Aurel's gaze was clear. " Sister's not feeling well anymore ".

"sick brother? .

"Relatedly? " . Aurel nodded.

"yes already.. You better take a break" said Altea concerned.

Aurel smiled. He's already climbed the stairs.

"I've been waiting for you since. It turns out you're busy with other people here". Matteo hugged Altea from behind. Not forgetting that his lips had gone to and fro to kiss Altea's entire face.

The woman squirmed. "Isshh.. beware first " .

"I don't want to... You're my wife ". Matteo buried his face in the Altea niche. And gave a small peck around Altea's neck.

The mother-of-one pushed Matteo's body away but his strength was lost. Matteo gave a kiss on Altea's face.

Now the couple looks much different than before.

Even I don't feel ashamed anymore. Friendly scenes often occur out of place. Altea was actually uneasy but he was also aware.

Since Thiago was born their time to make out and make love a little less. Having to share points gives love to Thiago as well.

"On the right there is an empty room if you are impatient or in the distance go up to the second floor "Ratna's voice is heard making Altea and Matteo jump. Altea reflexes pushed Matteo's body.

His face was already flushed with embarrassment. His clenched hands seemed to want to punch Matteo in the face. He's really embarrassed now.

"Mama did come here, just disturb "Matteo with shameless pretentious anger.

"Those who don't know the place " . Ratna said a little mockingly.

"Where's the milk for Thiago? " Ratna had already grabbed the bottle containing milk from Altea's hand. He then turned around. But before that he still had a glance at Altea. And that made Altea even more embarrassed.

"You yes!!! " Atea pulled Matteo after Ratna's mother-in-law passed.

"Dear sick. " Matteo pura grimaced as Altea pinched Matteo's hand.

"It can't be if you want to kiss me see a place ! " reject Altea with annoyance. "in the cake room or where not seen people" murmured Altea. They're already in the room.

"I've been here waiting for you. But you didn't come " said Matteo without sin.

"I'm holding milk for Thiago. He's already thirsty "Altea's speech is still an annoyed tone.

"I've also been thirsty from earlier and want to drink milk" said Matteo with no shame. "But.... "

"But what ! " Altea said cutting out Matteo's sentence.

"I want to drink straight away" he said with a sneaky smile that grinned.

Altea immediately rounded his eyes.

"Don't be like that ! it's still the third Sunday "Tampering Altea by pointing at Matteo's face.

"What did I say?. I said I wanted to drink milk instead of something else" he said, glancing one eye at Altea. The one in tease had already blushed in shame.

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Juna enters the room and is followed by Aurel.

"Have you forgiven me "Aurel said he was still standing by the door while Juna was sitting and taking off his shoes.

"Explain"

"explain why I should forgive you" said Juna flatly as usual.

"Because a. I. love you" Aurel said in a brick-styled tone. "And want to always be next to you" he said again.

"Don't you just say you don't deserve me? and you want me to find my happiness with another woman ? " Say Juna recalled Aurel's remark an hour ago.

Aurel who had started to feel calm as if she felt stuck again. I want her to cry again now. He thought Juna had forgiven him.

Aurel smiled bitterly impressed. His heart seemed to be getting more and more sliced now. Dark backup. His breath was intercepted.

"All right " ....

With all the disappointment and pain that multiplied she turned her body. He closed both eyes while enduring heartache. Slowly grabbing the room door handle preparing to exit.

strengthen me god..... Aurel's.

"Stay with me " .

Not yet had his feet stepped Juna's voice was heard again. Aurel stopped his steps. His hand had already come down from the door handle but he was still not strong enough to turn his body. Fear of sound is just a hallucination.

Juna walked closer. He grabbed Aurel's hand and slowly carried the woman into his embrace.

Aurel's immediate cry broke. Being in Juna's arms like this made him unable to control himself. The woman's body trembled holding back her emotional sense. His voice was roaring with a whimper.

This was the first time Juna had embraced Aurel during their year of marriage. First time? . This is the first time Juna has embraced Aurel.

What's so much of their household ? Until Samapi husband and wife never cuddle when married for a year?. Huh.

"I'm sorry .... " His voice was interrupted between his cries.

Aurel was still as excited in Juna's arms. The man then stroked his wife's hair and back.

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