I Like You But I'm Self-Aware

I Like You But I'm Self-Aware
CHAPTER 6: I CAN DEFINITELY UNCRUSH



On Thursday, December 8, 2022.


I'm still the same, want to move-on. I have been playing with friends for a long time... It was late, I was stuck in the 9th grade, 2 doang, do not know what time.


The cave is glad to see Aliya. A few moments later I did not realize in front of me there was Aliya, about half a meter away, he wanted to go down. And I accidentally saw his face...


I was busy playing with my hands with needles. I'm actually happy to see him, especially close... But I want to move-on.


My friend arrived


Irwan: "grey se e ka-terroe Bazman?" (that's what Bazman likes?)


Me: nodding


Suddenly I forgot that I wanted to move-on.


Without the sneak I said


Me: "terrous crooked kiya ka jeriya" (i also like him)


Irwan: "sia" (time)


Me: nodding


Irwan: "bekna senga' etemmo emmang" (you're careful in knowing emmmang)


Me: "ye tao" (yes know)


And I thought to myself, why did I tell him anyway... I want to move-on with him


I met him again in front of my class 9.7 he from the bottom want to go to his class 9.10


Happy but must move-on.


On Friday the 9th of December 2022.


Finally I did not see aliya because I deliberately busied the same friend so as not to see Aliya. But when I took the bike, I passed the back of class 9.1 towards the west. Next to 9.1 there is a gap. Kira thought 3 meters, in the gap I saw Aliya passing by, want to go home to the east. The bag is a doll again... Cute, but not.


When I was at the gate, I passed by him, very near... On my right. I want to go to the north he wants to go west, I pura no longer see.


On Saturday 10 December 2022.


Finally~ I don't see Aliya, happy and sad.


CHAPTER 7: I CAN'T SEEM TO


The school conducted an exploration. Actually, it's just a walk, while taking the trash.


I saw aliya barisdi on the left. 9.10 On the left


But as usual I pretended not to see, I knew he was there, wearing glasses again... A little while later, all the students stopped in front of the church, and I was in front of the church gate


I saw around, right looking east I saw Aliya and he seemed to see me too.


Because I'm ashamed so, I hid next to a friend.


After I got to school playing with friends, Alan arrived and told me.


Alan: Aliya just fell


Me: time


Alan: yes


Me: dimanan


Alan: right there


But I can't believe it...


The school conducted an exploration. Actually, it's just a walk, while taking the trash.


I saw aliya barisdi on the left. 9.10 On the left


But as usual I pretended not to see, I knew he was there, wearing glasses again... A little while later, all the students stopped in front of the church, and I was in front of the church gate


I saw around, right looking east I saw Aliya and he seemed to see me too.


Because I'm ashamed so, I hid next to a friend.


After I got to school playing with friends, Alan arrived and told me.


Alan: Aliya just fell


Me: time


Alan: yes


Me: dimanan


Alan: right there


But I can't believe it...


On Friday the 16th of December 2022.


Morning I was in front of a multi media mutual friend (Irwan, Rendy)


Me and rendy wait for Irwan to memorize about scouts, at BK.


after getting out of BK he invited me to look for a son, but he took me to BK, arrived there was Aliya beside me, wanted to go to BK too, I saw him, ehh... He saw me too. Irwan is not going to be nyari Putra, because I said that Putra does not go to school.


I went back to the multi-media front together, approaching rendy.


(BK south multimedia in the north)


A few minutes later, Rendy said,


Rendy: "to kantikn kopsis yuk!"


I'm kangaung nolak. Obviously there is Aliya in BK.


Tapu Rendy maksa, I've missed for the reason that I want to stay here. But I can't. I finally took Rendy to the canteen.


Hours of ami in kopsis because many friends there.


At nine o'clock less me and four friends (Alan, Irwan, Rendy, Tata)


Go home, go to class 9.1


Before class 9.1 I looked up at the top floor, where are the shoes?...


Slaam Hati (he must be Aliya)


Fame dong...


But luckily I saw his shoes so I didn't see his face, because if I saw his face I was embarrassed... Stelah sits at 9.1


Near the gate I knew Aliya was upstairs, and I was looking at me, but I pretended not to see.


When the bell rang I saw him under Mau coming home, but I pretended not to see, and panco with Alan.